your prod is great for being this low-key (:

Just discovered this I’m hella late but this is amazing

someone tell me where my life went.....
😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 

Lyrics:
Oh i know that its hard to let go
I wish i could let go
Of the pain that i know
Everybody gets low
Everytime that im froze
Im froze watching everything grow old



Someone tell me where my life went
I wanna die when i think of all the time left
Im so high, when i think of our time spent
Its alright, they gon pull me down alive

They whisper in the night bitch
My best friend is the silence
Im stressed out i need quiet
No im not fine i was lying


I pull out my hair
What u so scared of
None of its fair
Ur leaving a tear love


Tearing me apart
Scatter into shards
No one knows the scars 
Turn them into art

Stab me through the heart
Yeah
In the dark
Fallin through my arms
Hate my life, restart
Howd u get so far
x2

froze (prod. discent)

Broken Promises [+ sogimura]

sampled @marlasdreams for guitar :)

Lyrics:

take a minute start asking yourself
what are your worths if u don't have ur wealth
who are your friends i would call it to question
what are the kinds of stories they tell
i didn't know that we needed permission
i guess i've been used to plain fighting it out
i have met plenty of people in life
and enough had a hiss so i keep to myself

in due time you'll have seen it all
what happens then
personally i would hate every breath
if i spent my whole life locked inside of a shell

-

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

I REFUSE TO EVER FEAR YOU
THROUGH THAT TRIAL I FOUND MY VALUES
IF I WERE MORE HONEST I'D BE SEE THROUGH
SPOUT MORE LIE TILL YOU BELIEVE YOU

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute

depersonalization

SUCH IS LIFE

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
produced: https://soundcloud.com/notmorgn
mixed: brenton and notmorgn
mastered: brenton

brenton:
As I look outside
I see the shining sun but it's not bright
The sky feels so overcast so gray
But i know it's better this way
Take away the pain
Who am I to always cause dismay?
When Ive lost myself
I search for you and all that you can do

I can't look to see your tears fall
Knowing it's only from my wrongs
I don't know what I am here for
But I promise that I am yours

guccihighwaters:
You know my life is so worthless
Show me where the worth is
So i can have a purpose 
I never leave my house
I hate human nature
Let's just lay up on my couch
And we can dream we can dream so far
There's no fuckin limit past the moon and the stars
But there's a limit to this life and i know that 
Ill never go back she'll always hold that
Against me, prevent me
From falling again i fuckin beg please
You weren't here before the start
You didn't help me get this far
Now im getting it dont expect from me
I been alone now u want something
You weren't here before the start
You didn't help me get this far

kanashi/gucci:
I can't look to see your tears fall
Knowing it's only from my wrongs
I don't know what I am here for
But I promise that I am yours

Purpose feat. guccihighwaters (prod. notmorgn)

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

i hurt myself again

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

Cold Soul Club ~ Solace In Sadness

VISUALS: 
https://youtu.be/nOPnwawM0ow

ARTISTS:
https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/darkblu10314

BITEKI COLLECTIVE - JAPANESE GIRLS (FT. YUNG VAN)

can u see the bags under my eyes
carrying the tears i never cried
i can see the cuts on ur thighs
they mark the kisses from the last guy
can u see through ur own lies
or are u deaf to ur own cries
you made the dead in me come alive
you left, now im haunted by my ghosts at night

why you wearing a fake smile with ur friends
if u always run away, ur pain will never end
u can say im wrong, when im not, and im geekin
we both know the truth, n it got me thinkin
if i died tomorrow would u regret what u did
or would you be content with how you ended it
i hope it was the truth and nothing fucking less
if i die tomorrow i hope theres nothing left unsaid 

can u see the bags under my eyes
carrying the tears i never cried
i can see the cuts on ur thighs
they mark the kisses from the last guy
can u see through ur own lies
or are u deaf to ur own cries
you made the dead in me come alive
you left, now im haunted by my ghosts at night

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u made the dead in me come alive (prod. HXRXKILLER)

@yungdoza

lyrics:

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: gothurted]
Picking up the call
Drunk like every single time
I don't want to hear u saying you love me 
cuz the alcohol in your blood
cuz the one u feel for me is not love
is not love
I know its a trap
I know u will switch side
when I'll be counting racks
crying on my phone
but what am I supposed to do?
what am I supposed to say?
The only thing I want is u
And u know that
I would give everything to be there with u
Cuz I'm crying, dying
Trying to get u lying inside my arms again     

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: Yung doza]
why u crying girl 
lying and the fighting girl 
with the trying girl
u make me want sigh like girl
I take a blunt to the face
I do not care what she says 
she wanna fuck for the cake
she 20 she catching a case
catching cases all these girls yea they faking
and I’m counting the rackies
all these risks that I’m taking for the bag
always wanted her but then she threw me in the trash
now I'm stuck alone all in my room and smoking thrax
and she knows these gemstones on my coat shit
on my dope shit
smoking till I float shit
I don’t care no
I don’t play fair
threw me in her lair
she so see through she so clear

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

STREAM

Crying feat. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

prod/mix/master/cover @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy + @nicoteenninyo

TRECHOR BOY:
she said she never really cared about me
wasting my time maybe
fuck all that shit
hypocrite 
doesn’t even come close to the way i think of you 
can’t you see 
there's something wrong with me
incapable of love
im never good enough 
but
(X2)

turns out i really wanted this shit 
i had the confidence to make moves with it so 
i went and got my bag 
all i had 
was you
fast forward four years on the timeline 
i woke up and realized all the online shit won’t help
and i still hate myself 
fuck

NICOTEEN NINYO:
is he as warm as me, holdin u on a cold night?
does he say i love you cuz it just feels right?
yeah im gone and ur okay but maybe u wont be in a couple of days
listen to the words u say
does he make u smile like me?
cuz

i only say i love you when we break up
i only say i need u when we cant make up
ill only ever call if im drunk enough
to say the things i never said
tryin to force this new girl down my throat
but it just makes ur taste in my mouth worse
i wish i could say i believe u
i wish i could fucking hate you

~i wish i could fucking hate you
i wish i could fucking hate you~

~i wish i could love just like you
i wish i could love like you do~
(X2)

Crying feat. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

gothurted

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