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LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

To The Wedding // Come On

Hey you hey you, coming down strong now it's happening slowly, you're letting go now oh, into the wonders of your mind
So come on let me have it come on
Hey you hey you, coming up strong now, taking it all on, letting it have you
Come on, let me have it come on

Written and performed by Lauren Grubb
additional guitar : Neil Gong

Recorded by Darron Burke, Brad Dollar, Neil Gong and Lauren Grubb
Mixed by Lauren Grubb
Mastered by Beau Sorenson

Preorder: https://tothewedding.bandcamp.com/album/silver-currents-preorder

Come On

Tom Freeman: Guitar, vocals 
Dillon Rovere: Percussion 
Carson Cody: Keys 

Recorded and mixed by Andrew Seltzer
Photography by Carson Cody

Stranger

Another song collab with Pulla Beats. Show your support to them 

Mission: Missing

download: http://sonder.parts/two

featuring: @jvmcmorrow
                  @thisjlouis
                  @mindofasante

photography by Ali Khurshid
artwork by MontyLov


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Undone

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Track available on spotify aswell
LYRICS
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VERSE

I wouldnt value what I've got without the pain
Mixed up emotions made me hurt you on the way
I try my best but really who am i to blame
Another person for my own fucked up mistakes


HOOK

you think im actin cold , it might be who i am
darkest emotion creepin up, what i cant stand

tried to let you past
i let my guard down
i know we had a blast
but i cant take you're not around

we actin silly is memory that last
nothing was serious but now that time has passed

ill go insane
demons inside my brain
this really fucks me up
i never seem to catch the fame


VERSE II
I'm a noone, you're a someone, at least you're someone close to me
and we're lying, im so tired, of all the times you look at me

with that face of yours
cuz i know there's something wrong
you dont talk to me
even though it's been too long


HOOK

you think im actin cold , it might be who i am
darkest emotion creepin up, what i cant stand

tried to let you past
i let my guard down
i know we had a blast
but i cant take you're not around

we actin silly is memory that last
nothing was serious but now that time has passed

ill go insane
demons inside my brain
this really fucks me up
i never seem to catch the fame

memories that last

hey, i hope y'all dig this track. times have been pretty hard. As you all know, I lost my dad a few months ago. a couple weeks ago, i lost one of my best friends to a lifelong battle with depression. if my music has ever connected with you, please take a moment to go and check out @deco-slush music. If it weren't for him, I never would have released any music, wouldn't have had a friend willing to sit for hours while i struggled with software or trying to get an idea out of my head and into reality, truly one of the lightest and most creative spirits i've ever had the blessing of knowing.

I love you so much Shawn, and I always will.

up on all stores v soon

THE COLOR THEORY

old trauma, new problems

Prod. @nativeb3atz

Lyrics:
[chorus]
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
Fucking tired of this
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
fucking tired of this world
I should go to bed

[Verse]
Giving colors to this gray world smoking
I can't breathe anymore, I'm choking
This life is getting so boring
Without your smile your voice I'm falling
A lot of people around me but they don't know
A lot of stuff that I'm hiding and I never show
I'm slowly dying but I'll let the time go
Anyway I am

[chorus]
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
Fucking tired of this
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
fucking tired of this world
I should go to bed

STREAM

Tired of This World [prod. Native]

Lyrics:

[verse: gothurted]
Why did you text me?
I was trying to forget you
'Cause I can't close my eyes
Without having a picture of you
Inside my mind
Feeling so sad
No, I can't find
Someone that loves me
Someone that cares
Have you ever trusted so much?
To give your soul to someone
But then seeing it tore apart
And losing every hope that you had
Sometimes I feel like I just want to quit my life
'Cause I can see no bright side whenever I open my eyes

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

[verse: yung doza]
I need someone who can fix me
All the flaws inside my brain
I need someone who can heal me
From the suffering and pain
Kill me if you want to
Told that girl I'm bad news
I don’t think I can have you
But I'll stay if you want to
I'm not okay
Tell you that I’m okay
Seems these thoughts inside of me they never want to go away
Tell me will you love me
When it all fades to gray
Will you go avenge me
When I'm in the cold lake
Drown away in hopeless tears
You should have loved me when I was here
I was nothing now I’m suffering
Now the world is crystal clear
I see your lies
And I wonder why
You think I’m like
Some other guy
But I’m falling
Eyes bawling
I'm someone you’ll never find

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

Why Did You Text Me ft. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

[prod. blade901] @blade_901
LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS - @iamcjcarter

Lyrics:
[FRVR]
Turn my lungs black one day at a time
Knife ice cold, blood soaking through my sides
Lost in the smoke searching through the lies
Nowhere left to go im numbin out my mind

Im so tired of this
Look into my life, fill the emptiness
These thoughts i cant erase, i feel like such a mess
When all i do is just pretend 

Just keep the lights low
I dont wanna let go
Ive been holding on for so long

Its my fantasy
In a vivid dream
Who do you want me to be
If you want girl i can bleed for you

[EVOL]
im falling apart at the seems
this life aint what i thought it would be
a shattered heart & a broken dream
i just fall to my knees
begging u please don’t leave again

all that shit that u said
u think its all in my head
& that i’m playing pretend
well ur wrong

i guess i’m better off dead
i prolly should go to bed
ive been awake
for way too long

[FRVR]
Turn my lungs black one day at a time
Knife ice cold, blood soaking through my sides
Lost in the smoke searching through the lies
Nowhere left to go im numbin out my mind

Im so tired of this
Look into my life, fill the emptiness
These thoughts i cant erase, i feel like such a mess
When all i do is just pretend

tired of this - [frvr x lovespelledbackwards]

Scarlett - Single

Scarlett

lyrics:

I want you back
You want me dead
I was just trying to tell you I'm sad
Give me your hand
I need your help
Even if I know you're playing pretend
Said that I'm fine 
Multiple times
I swear that I've never told you other lies
Never hidden anything but the cries
Feels like its been couple days but the time flies
And the time rise up all the memories making me die
When your head lied up on my chest I was feeling alive
I was feeling somebody
Ended up being no one
Now I'm just a dead body
Walking looking for someone
Looking for some fun
But I be going through hell
Cause you used a shotgun
To break my shell
I'm not feeling well
Locked up in a cell
my only way out
is to kill myself

MUSIC VIDEO

I Want You Back, You Want Me Dead [prod. capsctrl]

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/sinxi

Fix My Temper

Skele - Fix My Temper (ft. Sinxi) [Prod. Caspr]

You Make Nightmares Worth My While

https://soundcloud.com/iluvtora
https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro

lyrics:
i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

yeah-yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not fine
and all i care about, is if im someone
and if u'll love me again or is it over?

falling on ur knees and u told me it was alr-i-g-ht
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not f-i-ne
and all i care a-b-o-ut, is if im som-e-o-ne
and if u'll love me a-g-a-in or is it o-v-er?

i can't decide what im gonna d-o
cus in my mind i can see us 2
and i can't write a single song without me c-r-y-i-ng
but when im done hope ull see me f-l-y-i-ng 
but if lied and if i d-i-e
u'll have me right there by your side

yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

I Want You Back, You Want Me Dead [prod. capsctrl]

gothurted

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