Hurted

Bloodline [prod. metlast x 5head]

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

"All alone but I just can’t face it 
I have no power and you know I’m right" 2/5...

Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @Skress
Artwork: @scottysplash

LYRIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgXQqlelBDQ

"As I Walk Into the Night”

Chorus-

I never go outside
Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
I’d rather sit and 
hide Reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
And As I watch and wait
You’ve come to tell me how to bear the weight
Sing me that lullaby 
The blackbird watches as I walk into the night

Verse-

I don’t know what you want 
Please leave me out of your dreams 
Every night when I’m walking 
You’re all I ever see

Holding back from the urge to fulfill me 
If I can’t, then it’s alright with me 
Holding back from person I am like 
Hiding away is what will set me free 
Side note 
Don’t look in my eyes 
I’m sad to say, I’m afraid what you’ll find 
I’ve locked away all the monster inside 
But at times they’ll come out and there’s no where to hide

Contemplating, if I’ll get wasted 
I don’t think that I’ll even try 
All alone but I just can’t face it 
I have no power and you know I’m right

In the night time
They come out, all night x4

Chorus-

I never go outside
Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
I’d rather sit in hide 
Reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
And As I watch and wait
You’ve come to tell me how to bear the weight
Sing me that lullaby 
The blackbird watches as I walk into the night

As I Walk Into the Night

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As I Walk Into the Night (Prod. Skress)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

single off our ep that we will be dropping very soon thank u <333

falling so easily w/ yungaxstn

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

[+] every time you lookin' at the stars, it's me.

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj_2y8j_czw

* prod by jody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i went to the future just to watch you die
i don't want to think about the reasons why
baby you know i'm a dark angel
i got blood dripping down my halo

[hook: 2x]
every time you lookin at the stars, it's me
i know you ain't die but you be hauntin me
you the one that made my heart shatter
but i don't think i really ever mattered

[verse:]
she just want my dick and it's alright
i know you ain't never gonna call right
so i'm just gonna fuck this bitch
and when you hearin this
i know you gettin sick, yea

feelin like i never really mattered
but i be in the cut like a dagger
drugs on me baby im on saturn
floating thru space off a ladder

hauntin me

music video

hauntin me (music video in desc)

(Prod. Jerseyian)
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

LYRICS:

ERISU:

Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside!
If you wanNa take a break, I think you’ve lost your mind 
Cus I’ve been waiting I’ve been waiting for you all night! 
Just for you to tear my heart out, fucking love me I-

Fuck you think you're going? I can’t seem to grasp your time! 
What the fuck? where you been? who’s been on your mind?
Cus I can’t seem to get attention almost always I...
Seem to play second place in the worst ways...

Tears up on my walls, fuck you think you meant to me?
I haven’t been thinking clearly,  I can’t feel a thing! 
You must’ve thought that it really fucking got to me 
But I’ve been dead for a long time,
I’m numb to you

I’ll catch you in my memories, just think of me 
And maybe when we meet again; I will follow, lead
It’s not that I’ve been playing victim, I just wanna bleed
I wanted this from the start just ABUSE ME!

FRVR:

Shit fucking hurts
Nothing ever works
I can feel it in my veins
Why do i feel the pain still

Why do i crave these fucking pills
I need to make these dollar bills
Abuse me just to feel at all
Believed before now ill just fall

Apart
Everything i run from feels so close to me
Its dark
Every time i think about it i just freeze

ABUSE ME - FRVR X ERISU (Prod. Jerseyian)

[verse]
What if I still miss you
Would you come back?
I will give you my everything
Will you give it back to me (to me)
All the night long
Spending it together
Go along with my life
Would you make it even better? (even better)

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind 
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now 
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

[Verse]
Lonely nights 
Talking to myself
Every time
Lying on my bed
I think about you
I think about us
Held to each other
We don't give a fuck about
What people think
What's going on

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

STREAM

Hopeless [prod. micco]

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/No-handshake-vampire-gold-version-lyrics

Vampire (Gold)

•𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘•

[LYRICS]
I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

I set fire
to my head
I'm tired
of memories
of liars
and
cold nights
desires
a friendship
didn't have shit
I'm crazy
it's okay
that's 2 sides
of my 1 brain
got 404
to my domain

I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

Running From The Reaper [Prod by. metlast]

Produced by Lil Biscuit

I STILL REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS THAT U SAID

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPy4NPWvGKM

Lyrics:

[iluvtora - Chorus]
just try and remember me, don't forget the times
what they used to be, your tearing me apart
thats all i see, why dont you agree
im falling on my fucking knees

[+*+ $AD BOI ZEN +*+ - Chorus]
shorty tore up my heart, 
should've known it wouldn't work from the start
stop trynna act like you didn't play apart
i got one too many fucking scars

[iluvtora - Verse]
i got scars on my neck, kiss me baby ill be fine
you gon leave me upset, i dont even wanna try
falling apart, i swear it's all in my head
i still remember the things that u said

[+*+ $AD BOI ZEN +*+ - Verse]
i thought you would help me see clearly
it's almost like my head fucks me over yearly
shorty i loved you so dearly
you're the pain in my melody
i hope you remember me

[iluvtora - Verse 2]
yeah i hope you remember, all the things from september
for a long long time and baby tell me why did you have to leave 
i got so many shadows, 
that i never wanna see again
bringing back the memories that we had
all that does is make me fucking sad

[iluvtora - Chorus]
just try and remember me, don't forget the times
what they used to be, your tearing me apart
thats all i see, why dont you agree
im falling on my fucking knees

[+*+ $AD BOI ZEN +*+ - Chorus]
shorty tore up my heart, 
should've known it wouldn't work from the start
stop trynna act like you didn't play apart
i got one too many fucking scars

[iluvtora - Verse]
i got scars on my neck, kiss me baby ill be fine
you gon leave me upset, i dont even wanna try
falling apart, i swear it's all in my head
i still remember the things that u said

[+*+ $AD BOI ZEN +*+ - Verse]
i thought you would help me see clearly
it's almost like my head fucks me over yearly
shorty i loved you so dearly
you're the pain in my melody
i hope you remember me

[iluvtora - Verse 2]
yeah i hope you remember, all the things from september
for a long long time and baby tell me why did you have to leave 
i got so many shadows, 
that i never wanna see again
bringing back the memories that we had
all that does is make me fucking sad

[iluvtora - Chorus]
just try and remember me, don't forget the times
what they used to be, your tearing me apart
thats all i see, why dont you agree
im falling on my fucking knees
just try and remember me, don't forget the times
what they used to be, your tearing me apart
thats all i see, why dont you agree
im falling on my fucking knees

remember me (w/ zenny) (prod. Lil Biscuit)

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

Dark Place [prod. Young Kxge]

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - cobyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Lyrics:
[hook]
Please don't let me fall again, again
I don't like at all the pain, the pain
You make me feel
My mother always told me
That life is never sorry
It lets you by your lonely
And I'm lonely, I'm lonely
 
[verse]
Take a pill so the stress goes right away
My head's a mess, it gets worse every day
Worse every day
I can't be sober, life sucks way too much
Ever since I lost the feel of your touch
Ever since my life lost all its joy
Cause I miss too much the sound of your voice
The sound of your laughter
Give it back to me
Cause right after
You left I stopped to live

[hook]
Please don't let me fall again, again
I don't like at all the pain, the pain
You make me feel
My mother always told me
That life is never sorry
It lets you by your lonely
And I'm lonely, I'm lonely

[bridge]
I'm just trying to make it clear
That I want you with me
I'm just trying to fall asleep
But my head doesn't let me
My heart does not beat
I cannot rest in peace

[hook]
Please don't let me fall again, again
I don't like at all the pain, the pain
You make me feel
My mother always told me
That life is never sorry
It lets you by your lonely
And I'm lonely, I'm lonely

I'm Lonely [Prod. Jody & Larrybeats1999]

Keep going forward with everything you got into the depth of the darkness… just to have your own inner peace.
“Never give up”
M.S.F

I'm Lonely [Prod. Jody & Larrybeats1999]

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