Lyrics: 

I'm packed and I'm holding
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden
Says she lives for me
Ovation, her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make you smile, like a drug for you
Do ever what you wanna do, coming over you
Keep on smiling, what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
Come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play, she said
I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there, someplace back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal meth, will lift you up until you break
It won't stop, I won't come down
I keep stock with a tick-tock rhythm, a bump for the drop
And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given
Then I bumped again, then I bumped again
I said
How do I get back there to the place where I fell asleep inside you?
How do I get myself back to the place where you said
I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And that four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be alright, alright
And when the plane came in, she said she was crashing
The velvet it rips in the city, we tripped on the urge to feel alive
Now I'm struggling to survive
Those days you were wearing that velvet dress
You're the priestess, I must confess
Those little red panties they pass the test
Slides up around the belly, face down on the mattress
One
And you hold me, and we are broken
Still it's all that I wanna do, just a little now
Feel myself, heading off the ground
I'm scared, I'm not coming down
No, no
And I won't run for my life
She's got her jaws now locked down in a smile
But nothing is alright, alright
And I want something else to get me through this life

semi charmed life (prod. jolst)

Lyrics:

Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone but i left u outside 
Shoot for the moon and i start to backslide 
Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone, can i see u tonight?
Life just feels better when I look into ur eyes

She wonders where I’ve been 
But she won’t ever ask it
I sit alone in my room
Coat my lungs in plastic 
Damn, what a bad habit 
I can tell she's had it
I can tell you've had it
Fully grown, still a sad kid
Not an alchemist
I’m an addict 
Blood all on my wrist 
Yea I think im going bat shit
Freaking out
Reaching in the pockets of my jacket 
Further and further 
I’m getting farther and farther away 

Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone but i left u outside 
Shoot for the moon and i start to backslide 
Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone, can i see u tonight?
Life just feels better when I look into ur eyes

Your eyes make me waste all my time
Cuz they’re stuck in my mind
Wish u would fuck around and die
I am stuck in the abyss 
And i can not see
All of my dark thoughts coming for me
You were my relief 
But u had to leave 
Yea if I could sleep I would hide in my dreams 

Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone but i left u outside 
Shoot for the moon and i start to backslide 
Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone, can i see u tonight?
Life just feels better when I look into ur eyes

HOT RAILS (feat. xFenixx)

Lyrics:
This is not turning out
Quite how I would’ve wanted it
Our photographs in a shoebox
Just reduced to ashes
I’m pulling the knife out of my side
Wondering what got us here
God this is what I feared
Would happen again this year
Now the fireworks don’t look the same
And I don’t like this goddamn…

A month on my own like what a disaster 
No salt on the wounds
But in lake water I drown faster
Now I hear the devil’s laughter
Guess I got what I asked for
Falling in love with the daughter of a pastor
Now the bugs are biting harder
Pink scars and my guitar remind me

This is not turning out
Quite how I would’ve wanted it
Our photographs in a shoebox
Just reduced to ashes
I’m pulling the knife out of my side
Wondering what got us here
God this is what I feared
Would happen again this year
Now the fireworks don’t look the same
And I don’t like this goddamn month

Never meant for it to end like this
One more shot of ignorance 
My replacement is in your driveway 
And the fireworks don’t look the same

julia

Floating by
If I’m still dreaming did I really wake up?
Succumb to the red tide
Think I changed my mind
A little too late 
Am I ever gonna wake up?
What was the point in this if I can’t look into your eyes?

They just turn to ice in the winter 
￼Likewise,￼ feel like Imma die in December
My vice poking at my skin like a splinter
My god just another homicide by misadventure 
Life leaves me so disgusting
Swerving off the road to nothing
Breathing in the pills I’m crushing 
I don’t wanna talk
No more discussion
Head under water and the waves keep tossing 
Didn’t see the sign telling me to “take caution”
I cannot look you in the eyes when I’m like this
Sick of living life always trying to fight it
I wrote you a song but I don’t think you’d like it
I wrote you a song but you’re never gonna hear it

I’m just floating by
If I’m still dreaming did I really wake up?
Succumb to the red tide
Changed my mind
A little too late
Now I’m never gonna wake up
A million miles away and I can’t look into your eyes

red tide

LYRICS:
Packed up 
Everything that I own
Into four doors
Drive 1100 miles 
All on my own
Will you meet me in the morning 
Outside of your home?
Harbor tears with a smile 
You’re all that I know 
No I don’t wanna leave you alone 
Yeah I should’ve stayed inside 
Im sick of fighting the snow 
Tried damn hard to avoid 
This road
Baby understand why 
I have to go

I got my teeth kicked in
I’m cut in half too
Bleed the seams
Sever ties
That attached you
I am not 
Trying to be
What they make me out to
This atrophy 
Is more than I can handle 
Now it’s scarred on my mind
Like a tattoo 
You breathe deep
Grip the seat
Does he love you?
I can not
Sleep on my dreams 
While you’re putting on a scandal 
I’m burning on this pipe
Like it’s both ends of a candle

I packed up everything that I own
Into four doors 
Drove 1100 miles 
Just to be alone 
Hey it’s gonna be a while 
Til I’m back home
Tears flood a crooked smile
You’re all that I know 
I packed up everything that I own
Into four doors 
Drove 1100 miles 
Just to be alone
I don’t want to know why
It’s a dial tone 
Let me drown in denial 
You’re all that I know

I don’t want to miss you 
Sick of the issues
Biting on my tongue 
I’m so sorry that I had to go
No
It’s over
Lost all composure
I don’t need closure 
I’ll forget you 
When the snow starts to fall

1100mi (prod. shy) [FEEDBACK DEMO]

KEEP IT! (feat. xFenixx)

Lyrics:

It don't feel like Christmas at all
Im still waiting for the snow to fall
All these fuckin people shopping at the mall
But I aint buy a gift for no one at all
It don't feel like Christmas at all
Mix a little nog in my alcohol
Sitting by the fire waiting for your call
But you never met me under mistletoe 

Woah oh baby holly jolly
Its the most awful time of the year
To think about you
Lets take this road before us
And sing a chorus
Do you hear what I hear?

It don't feel like Christmas at all
Im still waiting for the snow to fall
All these fuckin people shopping at the mall
But I aint buy a gift for no one at all
It don't feel like Christmas at all
Mix a little nog in my alcohol
Sitting by the fire waiting for your call
But you never met me under mistletoe

A Very Sad Boy Christmas (It Don't Feel Like Christmas At All)

LYRICS (•ᵥᵥ•)

All I ever wanted 
(Do you know what she did?)
She was
All I ever wanted 
(Thursday, October 31st)

Autumn weather 
Makes it so hard to forget her
Dunk my head 
Underwater 
Imma kill myself
Just to haunt her

Oh no
Wish you’d come back
You were supposed to be the Sally
To my Jack
Hollowed out my head
On your porch step
Girl you’re a treat
Get in my bag

Autumn weather 
Makes it so hard to forget her
Gonna take her man
To the slaughter 
Then imma kill myself
Just to haunt her

(Indistinct chatter
And emotional screaming)

I'm going to kill myself just so I can haunt you (Autumn Weather)

Lyrics:
I don’t know how it got like this
I'm leaving my hometown
Cuz its such a mess now
Don’t know where I went wrong
But when I came home you were nowhere to be
Found myself a sent so familiar
Makes me think way too much about what we lost
Hearing your voice, I must be delirious
Death makes me curious but I’m too much of a fuckin
:3
I see your silhouette standing in the doorway
Smoke a cigarette, burn myself tryna forget
Its all distorted
All these memories we form when the snow starts thawing
And the rain starts pouring
Left me alone in this empty room
You won’t hit me up again til June
I don’t know what the fuck to do
Why do I still love you?
I thought we were through
Watch it all go south, I can’t shut my mouth
Im still singing about you
Every open wound
I can’t heal
I can’t stop
I can’t get over you
I see your silhouette standing in the doorway
Smoke a cigarette, burn myself tryna forget
Its all distorted
All these memories we form when the snow starts thawing
And the rain starts pouring
Left me alone in this empty room
You won’t hit me up again til June
I don’t know what the fuck to do
Why do I still love you?
I thought we were through.

BLACK iCE

Lyrics:

I’m off in the distance, yeah I’m somewhere else 
Fighting an illness, the hand I’ve been dealt 
Unseen to others and it can’t be helped 
Hopeless, abandoned, a world to myself 
I 
Needed your help 
But I am too far from the place you reside in
Your efforts fell short while I was still trying
Choke back the tears, reflections get violent 
Oh no (oh oh) 
Painful self beliefs 
Every breath I breathe
Hold and then release 

I’ll dissolve, you’ll wish me the best 
You never called, so I got the message
Shaky hands on the corner of your bed 
Never wanted this to end 
Yeah, but I don’t wanna talk to you 
I feel like I’m talking to someone else 
Accosted 
How you stand across from me and tell me your exhausted?
I’m counting up my losses
You’re just another one, it’s becoming so daunting 
The way you look right through me
I’m standing right here, why can’t you see that?
Leave fast, take it all, make me react
Well I can’t be that
I can’t be that

Watch the pain go, air’s cold, as the wind blows 
Send it as a note with the hope that I can be known 
Prayers go up like cigarette smoke, it’s a signal 
I’ll just take it slow and see 
Internal dissections so I can learn lessons and deal with the fact I’m alone 
Uh 
Dealing with questions that I ask in sessions ‘cause I always jump to throw stones
Uh 
Aiming it my way, doing it for my sake 
Misguided expectations rotting my brain 
A world to myself and a place that I’m safe
Building a haven that can shield when it rains

Do you finally find the silence comforting like me?
I’m unchained and changing tides
For the chance to breathe 
I’ll come up on the other side
Feeling like I’m free
Hypertension, I was stressing 
Helped me finally learn my lesson 
I can’t regret what I never got to be
I can’t be that
Oh, you took the chance from me
Ties I’m cutting off
Now there nothing to stop me grinding my teeth 
I finally dream when I sleep 
From your decision I reap

götze

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