Lyrics:
You left your mark
Essence too dark
You'll carry that with you through the light
So I rush inside
Flintstone my mind
Wish you could see my side of things now

Bandaids to cover the scars
So you'll never know
How I'm feelin
I'm dealin
I'm feeling fucking low
I lose my mind over things that I can't control
I've been feelin and dealin since I was 10 years old

Never easier to anyone the slightest bit
Growing up to fast I'm getting sick of it
Your propaganda always finds a way to politic
So who the fuck are you to tell me how to live?
Driving on my own 2700 miles from my hometown
Tryna get away from the shit that used to go down
You may think that you're a masterpiece
But to everyone else you're just a mess to see

Bandaids to cover the scars
So you'll never know
How I'm feelin
I'm dealin
I'm feeling fucking low
I lose my mind over things that I can't control
I've been feelin and dealin since I was 10 years old

I've been feeling (you left your mark, essence to dark)
I've been dealing (you'll carry that with you through the light)
I've been feeling (so I rush inside flintstone my mind)
I've been dealing (wish you could see my side of things now)

Bandaids to cover the scars
So you'll never know
How I'm feelin
I'm dealin
I'm feeling fucking low
I lose my mind over things that I can't control
I've been feelin and dealin since I was 10 years old

Written by Sawyer
Co-Written by @sexjacket
Produced by @sexjacket and alkyl

bandaids

Lyrics:

(Verse 1):
I still your face
Everywhere I look, ok
These pills got me in my feels
But I still see shit I cannot erase, Yuh
Mistakes that I made, Nah
Floating outer space, What?
Did you even say
That night
All our love was gone
For you I sing this song
Don't know what the hell's going on
I really hope I'm not wrong

(hook)
Sometimes I wonder what this life will bring
Will it be happiness, or will it be the rain?
The rain brings solace in my life, I really need it in my brain
Toxic love when you around, I really need a change
If I can't find it, I don't know what I'm gon' do
I guess I'm just gonna have to keep on going pushing through
It's gon' be hard, but I'm gonna do it
I know that I might be a loser

(Verse 2):
Ya, that don't matter right now
I can never back down
I gotta fight it
I cannot sit in silence, woah-woah
That cannot happen
If I don't regain your love, I swear I'll be snappin'

(hook)
Sometimes I wonder what this life will bring
Will it be happiness, or will it be the rain?
The rain brings solace in my life, I really need it in my brain
Toxic love when you around, I really need a change
If I can't find it, I don't know what I'm gon' do
I guess I'm just gonna have to keep on going pushing through
It's gon' be hard, but I'm gonna do it
I know that I might be a loser

toxic love (prod. tennis player )

wanna run

Lyrics:

Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone but i left u outside 
Shoot for the moon and i start to backslide 
Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone, can i see u tonight?
Life just feels better when I look into ur eyes

She wonders where I’ve been 
But she won’t ever ask it
I sit alone in my room
Coat my lungs in plastic 
Damn, what a bad habit 
I can tell she's had it
I can tell you've had it
Fully grown, still a sad kid
Not an alchemist
I’m an addict 
Blood all on my wrist 
Yea I think im going bat shit
Freaking out
Reaching in the pockets of my jacket 
Further and further 
I’m getting farther and farther away 

Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone but i left u outside 
Shoot for the moon and i start to backslide 
Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone, can i see u tonight?
Life just feels better when I look into ur eyes

Your eyes make me waste all my time
Cuz they’re stuck in my mind
Wish u would fuck around and die
I am stuck in the abyss 
And i can not see
All of my dark thoughts coming for me
You were my relief 
But u had to leave 
Yea if I could sleep I would hide in my dreams 

Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone but i left u outside 
Shoot for the moon and i start to backslide 
Im so bothered rn, nothing feels right 
Riding hot rails, im on the hotline 
Hate being alone, can i see u tonight?
Life just feels better when I look into ur eyes

HOT RAILS (feat. xFenixx)

can I be myself•

........ (this was my mood in 2021)
i'm better now+

prod. apartment9
band: @damklvn
club: @clubgothika
++

EmøBcOfYou++++ (prod. apartment9)

Available on all platforms!

Check out the music video/live session on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/CWubaGBIgls

Find me on IG: @theonly.alankay & @kevinjbeatz

My official site: http://www.alankaymusic.com
Merch site: http://www.kaymerch.shop

Thank you for being a part of this journey and listening to my story </3

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