white noise was turned into the sparkly high end you hear during the drop, and the plucks are the pan/bell sound

Wishes

Lyrics:

It don't feel like Christmas at all
Im still waiting for the snow to fall
All these fuckin people shopping at the mall
But I aint buy a gift for no one at all
It don't feel like Christmas at all
Mix a little nog in my alcohol
Sitting by the fire waiting for your call
But you never met me under mistletoe 

Woah oh baby holly jolly
Its the most awful time of the year
To think about you
Lets take this road before us
And sing a chorus
Do you hear what I hear?

It don't feel like Christmas at all
Im still waiting for the snow to fall
All these fuckin people shopping at the mall
But I aint buy a gift for no one at all
It don't feel like Christmas at all
Mix a little nog in my alcohol
Sitting by the fire waiting for your call
But you never met me under mistletoe

A Very Sad Boy Christmas (It Don't Feel Like Christmas At All)

I bet you're not aware of all the things that I think
Of the way that you like to use me and you push me to the brink
It's so hard to say I love you
When you don't try when I need you
If only you knew all what I knew
So please stop

Now I'm running out of luck
And you're running out of love
And I really wish I could've told you off 

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day 

I wish I had the guts to tell you what I really think
Confrontation don't exist to me, so I write it down in ink

Now I'm running out of luck
And you're running out of love
And I really wish I could've told you off 

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day 

You got me trapped instead my head and I don't know what to do
But in the end I still love you

When the needles turn to razors that like to peel my skin away
Craving death yet I still want to be here to see another day
And sometimes I wish you'd be here to keep my tendencies away
But the best that I can tell you all is I'll be here another day

needles (demo)

I just miss the way it used to be. Do you?🙏✌️☮️

The Way It Used To Be

Just cuz he's fresh, don't make him better

For you (x4)

I can't take a hint, signs I just neglect

Lies have no effect, besides in my defense 

Your lies just pull me in

Oh woah (x3)

(Hook)

Ohh

I'm taking you on  I'm taking you on let's go

Not scared of the dark, not scared of the dark no more

Or you (x3)

(Verse)

Fell for you again can't love another

I love how you lie to me

I love how you lie

She said could you bleed for me

I love how you die my love

You know I'll do anything

For you (x3)

I'm finna sever the brain, I'm finna sever the pain my love

So there'll be no one to blame, so there'll be no one to take my love

From you (x3)

(Hook)


Ohh


I'm taking you on,  I'm taking you on let's go


Not scared of the dark, not scared of your heart no more


Or you (x3)

LOVE AT FIRST BITE Pt.2 (prod. matee & ayoley)

Lyrics

Stay fine
You know I do it to myself
And I don’t need your help

I’ve been in my head
While I’m stuck in your bed and
I don’t know how to help it

Leaving trails of acid pouring down my spine
I don’t know how much longer I can tell this lie

I don’t know why
It’s never enough
And your calling my bluff
Is this not what you wanted?

And I fail to realise
Some emotions leave you tied, down
I don’t ever wanna find, out
Only ever wanted my, time
She really want in my mind

I don’t know why
It’s never enough
And your calling my bluff
Is this not what you wanted?

Bluff

I originally put out high speeds on my ep "When the sky opens up" back in 2022, and it was probably the most well received song of the bunch. At the beginning of this year I played at my first official venue and I remixed high speeds for that show. I finally got around to finishing the mix and mastering it, so I thought I would drop it on here.

High Speeds (Lake ill remix)

not perfect

additional guitar + solo by santi sonderegger

I've got a throne that I can't take
I wear the crown until I wake
And I'ma tell you straight I'm a
Hopeless
Hot mess
Dead end
De facto defect
Can you live your dream when you overslept?

Remind me now, remind me how it feels
And start my heart again just like electric eels
I tried to print my death certificate
The cartridge jammed and the memory's all gone
So remind me how, remind me how
Remind me how to heal

I've got a throne that I can't take

And I said goodbye to my papa through a facetime screen
One year down I'm still buffering
Are you there, are you there
Are you listening?

So remind me now, remind me how it feels
And start my heart again just like electric eels
They tried to print my death certificate
The cartridge jammed and the memory's all gone
So remind me how, remind me how
Remind me how to heal

There's still a spark
Remind me how it feels
And start my heart again just like electric eels
Another shot right through my veins again
They cut the mains and the memory's all gone
So remind me how, remind me how
Remind me how I'm alive

electric eel [prod. yungspoiler]

In the reflecting I've done over the last couple months I've been left with a predominant feeling. This song expresses that feeling. It's the first song I'm releasing under 'Feeble Dancer' and it's just a taste of what's to come. 

bleeding

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

A Very Sad Boy Christmas (It Don't Feel Like Christmas At All)

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