oh rip me to shreds
& love me til the very end
my body on your operating table
is this how the fable ends?

my eyes are gauged from their sockets
my tears are all dust
my nails in your pocket

dont leave my body to rot
just carve me up

& by the end of the night
will you see the light
from the depths of hell
that burning sulfur smell
in your nostrils
blood dripping to floor
i know you want more
i know you want more!!

baby carve my body
til its early morning
stitches on my lips
ill be your one & only

slit my throat
come on & drain my blood
ill be your lamb in the slaughter house 
swear to god

maybe all it takes is just a little convincing 
im your volunteer so come on lets get to sinning
maybe if i give you body youll never leave me
never leave me!!

baby carve my body
til its early morning
stitches on my lips
ill be your one & only

slit my throat
come on & drain my blood
ill be your lamb in the slaughter house 
swear to god

( to the stars & beyond )

HAIL THE DULLAHAN

body carving [button maker]

ft @blackwinterwells @zombaewalk prod @zumtru

Way 2oo Fast ft blackwinterwells, zombAe [zumtru]

dis beabadoobee song yes beabsdkdoo be singsong yes awesom

sorry

shoe 2

12.05.2022
https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/used2?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
is the original song, this is the stretched out version.
We will miss you a lot, but we will continue to work hard in life to make you proud. It will forever be a shame that we can't share our life achievements with you, but all we can hope is that over our shoulders you are smiling and guiding us through all times.
You left this earth way too soon, but I believe that you were a gift from God, to show that us what a true genuine human being is.
Although you were so genuine and kind, people saw this and took advantage of your kindness and turned on you even when you were innocent.
You are an example of an innocent soul being trampled on by jealous, bad people.

I want you to rest easy, it's the very least you deserve.

For JD

dltzk - shooting star

hero

original https://soundcloud.com/ellieswalk/lol?si=3256d65914f54fdfa3f4d2725a8d51b6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

ellie's walk : leave it off on a bad note (jamie edit)

- lyrics -

i'll remain in the time i've been through
blurring lines that keep me alive
though i cant seem to find
somewhere to rest my head
i can take it for a little bit longer
it's okay to retrace
too many steps sometimes
because home never felt so unstable
and ill take some time
learn how to figure it out
and we'll keep in touch if we're able
and i'll be gone by tomorrow
you'll count to ten
but this time i wont see
how this ends

take note of a feeling
derived from winter air
its skies embrace me at their core
kind hands could lead me through
remind me that i'm not broken
i'll blossom, ease a longing heart

count to ten

i promise i gave grape flavored gumballs a try :')
 

spotify link ---> https://open.spotify.com/album/07rJ5rnfcgMf4Pa4SvDDUa?si=HMyc18aMRFqtunE6yjR_CA
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there was a man i knew, with a steady heart 
he said he'd teach me someday, to play guitar 
to try to reconnect and build is to be far too slow 
he took his life when I was 10, 8 years ago

when i was 8, i'd say i'm sorry but it's too late
maybe you could judge? but when my head dives deep, I won't bother to budge
for when the locks clamp tight, i'll be ready to trudge
leave like a lipstick stain, palms covered in blood 

meet me at the old two-story house (x2)
there's nothing left of you but a ghost now (x2) 

my mama tells all about you, even recently 
said that you listened to the classics, fucked with Social-D 
I'd like to show you everything that i've come to be 
I think the more I realize, that you were just like me

when i was 8, i'd say i'm sorry but it's too late
maybe you could judge? but when my head dives deep, I won't bother to budge
for when the locks clamp tight, i'll be ready to trudge
leave like a lipstick stain, palms covered in blood

meet me at the old two-story house (x2)
there's nothing left of you but a ghost now (x2) 

there was a man i knew, with a steady heart 
he said he'd teach me someday, to play guitar 
to try to reconnect and build is to be far too slow 
he took his life when I was 10, 8 years ago

when i was 8, i'd say i'm sorry but it's too late
maybe you could judge? but when my head dives deep, I won't bother to budge
for when the locks clamp tight, i'll be ready to trudge
leave like a lipstick stain, palms covered in blood

wish

(prod. newport motel)

go follow me on spotify :)) https://open.spotify.com/artist/7EEU9GooD4AAg9VuUVZzik

relationships are fun :D

you expect me to get up, after screaming down my ears
"i am worthless, i embarrass, i am meant to disappear"
like the walrus kills the weak man, feel your hands push on my chest
it's too late to pull away, as your tongue fuses with my flesh

and every night, i'd try to fall asleep with my ears ringing 
and every night, i wished that you could love me without thinking 

you can say the guilt took hold and such, but do you feel regret?
did you read my scarlet letters to intruders in your bed?
like the walrus takes the weak man, i am pinned under your weight
as the taste of love grows bitter, all you spit at me as hate 

and every night, i'd try to fall asleep with my ears ringing 
and every night, i wished that you could love me without thinking

there'd be days on days on days on days you'd tell me "stop the crying"
you say "i love you" i say "you're lying" 
"burden burden burden", tell me every single day
i'm "embarrassing to be around" in every single way

don't suffocate, don't bleed
spayed, i gave into my greed 
even though you pose a huntress, i am "beastly to be seen"
i wanted it, i yearned for it 
when i wished for gentle words from mouths that only form a fist

not so bad, when you're living out of clutch
not my fault, if i now fear human touch 
get off my chest

oh how the story it changes
depending on speakers, whos ego's deflated
you can hide from everyone, but you can't hide from me
and if life's a bitch, then you're a cunt
you bring me to my knees

shoe 2

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