"i want to break things off" i want to kill myself
"looks like we're both dealing with 2 different hells"
i want to hurt you bad, forget the things ive felt
guess thats what i get for coming out my shell
when the blindfold comes undone
wont bite my tongue but if im still around
then its my fault im with you. you? you.
i swear my eyelids are slightly see through
when i muster up the courage to get out of bed
"how are things down there? ... let me know" 
let you know? ... i'll let you know
when the blindfold comes undone

w.t.b.c.u. w/ sydney (agondrayy)

(4/4)

lyrics:

I just want you here 
Is that too much to ask?
I'm tired of the constant peer pressure
I'm tired of what you lack

Everybody wants to know what I’m up to
But I can’t tell them I’m waiting on nothing
You know that I fucking love you
But I’ve got to draw a line now
I’ve gotta draw a line this…

Once  
This fucking once
(ooh) x2
This fucking once
(ooh) x2
This fucking once (x2)

Nobody tell her a single thing
Cuz she don’t deserve the sink
Why does everyone wanna see?
What’s hiding underneath
Should’ve never had to learn it this way but imma
Imma	
Pick up the scraps
Pull up my bootstraps	
Fuck your rhetoric 
I should’ve left you!

And everybody wants to know what I’m up to
But I can’t tell them I’m waiting on nothing
You know that I fucking love you
But I’ve got to draw a line now

waiting on nothing

prod. me and someone

@sebstixns-funerl

fall,
you're my only world,
going to the moon,
I will fall from you 

@syycade

break my mind
and drink good whine
its all the time
its all the time and
break my mind
and drink good whine
its all the time
its all the time and
Call me a bitch if you want
I don't give a fuck if you talk
rip off your skin for some fun
I can get it all if i want

@daikore

i cant feel my hands when i do what u say
i just need u out of my face
i just dkwts
when ur fuckin w my brain
and i walk away when i find out u lied
ur just taking all my energy, a waste of my time
im making music im not proud of, what a waste of my life
and i hate this fucking place im in, cut it with a-

world w/ syycade & daikyu [self-prod]

prod @mercycoreradio + @4rrant

@nferior
would u care if i disappeared
i wanna hide if know im near
the end of my life i cant b here
look inside the crystal its not clear
would u care if i disappeared
i wanna hide if know im near
the end of my life i cant b here
look inside the crystal its not clear

quit askin question cuz ion kno
pls quit checkin on me cuz its getting dull
i kind like digging myself in a hole
at least ion have 2 deal wit u anymore
im getting sober rn cuz i need more
i feel the bones in my body decaying
i cant sleep at night i got a headache
they jus say ill b alright keep enabling
put myself on a path 2 beheading

@heathen1450
going crazy how could u blame me?
i dnt understand everybody hates mee
and i wnna change but its all the same thing
who am i to blame i cannot make things work

and it hurts
i dont understand u treat me like the worst
everything i said it was never heard
do it all again jst to feel ur curse

(and it hurts
i dont understand u treat me like the worst
everything i said it was never heard
do it all again jst to feel ur curse)

nferior - on a path 2 beheading w/ heathen prod mercyyy arrant

save yourself [@takecare04]

@akkiru1
@hdbn2
@daikore
@100signs

drain me
take my heart fucking break me
drain me
we're not apart yet you're out of reach

i need saving
i miss your safety
i just want peace
i thought u werent an enemy :(

do u want me
then come n get me
im laying on the ground
i wont make a sound

i've really done it now
i really think i've lost it
laying unresponsive
drugs deep in my pocket
the silence is so loud
this isnt what i wanted
i knew i shouldve stopped it
i knew i shouldve stopped it

should've stopped while i was ahead
n now i start to panic over every text
i can't stop, compromise
this is all i got
im just getting rlly tired ion want it all
you'd told me id be safe and u lied (ha)
don't u ever say we'll be fine
cuz we both know thats not right
we both know its not- yah
we both know its not right

drain me
take my heart fucking break me
drain me
we're not apart yet you're out of reach

visualizer

drain w daikyu prod akkiru1 and takecare04

dont u remember? (2013)

beginning

track 2
prod. me

[lyrics]

i try (x8)

ur word is not mine
tryna keep my head high I'm just fine
you try to listen in while they watch u cry
and i wanna watch u win help me first just try

i wanna try
i wanna try
this blurriness in my eyes
won't stop me moving on

i may be bad but im getting good
don't wanna lose myself in the words you use
i said i wanna try with this shi no excuse
just give us one more chance i wanna truce

i try
first time
but i try
and i wanna shine
i want to, i want, i want to, i want

no one else should tell me how to do what i love doing
i got my rhythm my own melody pursuing
never had the confidence that's why I'm always losing
when they tell me stop i never listen i keep moving

never meanbt not doing the full thang

Still Want You

@100signs < — > @johnrusselquotes (*x*)
AGE: 19 (-)>(-) 
❀ she/her producer (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾

dont u remember? (2013)

grolth

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