"i want to break things off" i want to kill myself
"looks like we're both dealing with 2 different hells"
i want to hurt you bad, forget the things ive felt
guess thats what i get for coming out my shell
when the blindfold comes undone
wont bite my tongue but if im still around
then its my fault im with you. you? you.
i swear my eyelids are slightly see through
when i muster up the courage to get out of bed
"how are things down there? ... let me know" 
let you know? ... i'll let you know
when the blindfold comes undone

w.t.b.c.u. w/ sydney (agondrayy)

@qxi
art by @1dxn

me:
oh ur still in my life? i might break it off
would u care about me if i take it off
do u even give a fuck what i said at all
if i cared for myself, id forget it all

@qxi:
forgot my name last night i been tripping balls
if u wanna stay then u can its fine if u dont

(cus i understand why u leave)

i js dont understand why u had to run
and i still cant get it out of my head at all

i have to get myself so high that i cant think at all
u got me so damn fried wanna end it all

(end it all, end it all, end it all)

me:
if u look at me like that i might forget my name
i cant stand being up this shit is all the same (its all the same)
i thought it was enough for me if u just looked my way
now im getting jealous of ur friends idk what to say (dk what to say)

i dont wanna i hear it cause i dont like u like that
wasting all my time trying to get that feeling back
i spend hours of my life and im just scrolling through our chats
now im sat here wondering what it was i always lacked

oh ur still in my life? i might break it off
would u care about me if i take it off
do u even give a fuck what i said at all
if i cared for myself, id forget it all

breakitoff + quixi

prod. me and someone

@sebstixns-funerl

fall,
you're my only world,
going to the moon,
I will fall from you 

@syycade

break my mind
and drink good whine
its all the time
its all the time and
break my mind
and drink good whine
its all the time
its all the time and
Call me a bitch if you want
I don't give a fuck if you talk
rip off your skin for some fun
I can get it all if i want

@daikore

i cant feel my hands when i do what u say
i just need u out of my face
i just dkwts
when ur fuckin w my brain
and i walk away when i find out u lied
ur just taking all my energy, a waste of my time
im making music im not proud of, what a waste of my life
and i hate this fucking place im in, cut it with a-

world w/ syycade & daikyu [self-prod]

save yourself [@takecare04]

@akkiru1
@hdbn2
@daikore
@100signs

drain me
take my heart fucking break me
drain me
we're not apart yet you're out of reach

i need saving
i miss your safety
i just want peace
i thought u werent an enemy :(

do u want me
then come n get me
im laying on the ground
i wont make a sound

i've really done it now
i really think i've lost it
laying unresponsive
drugs deep in my pocket
the silence is so loud
this isnt what i wanted
i knew i shouldve stopped it
i knew i shouldve stopped it

should've stopped while i was ahead
n now i start to panic over every text
i can't stop, compromise
this is all i got
im just getting rlly tired ion want it all
you'd told me id be safe and u lied (ha)
don't u ever say we'll be fine
cuz we both know thats not right
we both know its not- yah
we both know its not right

drain me
take my heart fucking break me
drain me
we're not apart yet you're out of reach

visualizer

drain w daikyu prod akkiru1 and takecare04

cutscene (bonus)

dont u remember? (2013)

beginning

track 2
prod. me

[lyrics]

i try (x8)

ur word is not mine
tryna keep my head high I'm just fine
you try to listen in while they watch u cry
and i wanna watch u win help me first just try

i wanna try
i wanna try
this blurriness in my eyes
won't stop me moving on

i may be bad but im getting good
don't wanna lose myself in the words you use
i said i wanna try with this shi no excuse
just give us one more chance i wanna truce

i try
first time
but i try
and i wanna shine
i want to, i want, i want to, i want

no one else should tell me how to do what i love doing
i got my rhythm my own melody pursuing
never had the confidence that's why I'm always losing
when they tell me stop i never listen i keep moving

cover of urade++
@mitsooya @uglyzucc @miraie @yul4yul @cari049 @1kidsora @co1ton @jujuglocks @shinyujuju
on.soundcloud.com/neAnrT6kqn3mkyFJ7

also
@11iriss @milkoi @9salasofkvxq @toya4444 so cool

feelings (me)

i love yuju
@shinyujuju @mental @blxty @torenberios @popstarkrazy

rip yuju account COME BACK URADE :( 4 years already
I FORGOT TO SIDECHAIN OMG

stranger

@100signs < — > @johnrusselquotes (*x*)
AGE: 19 (-)>(-) 
❀ she/her producer (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾

dont u remember? (2013)

grolth

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