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Poems. (Prod. King Theta)

Prod. YCK

I’m so desperate I could almost taste it
We’re acting reckless and the whole day’s wasted
Your tepid inexperience leads us to nothing serious
But I’ve been out here wanting more I’m not the one you’re falling for

Some way crossed each other’s paths
We have right now but nothing lasts
I’ve got zero expectation
Feel this setting trepidation
Wind me up and let me drop so neatly
I want my fun before I’m gone completely

Somehow found each other’s eyes sights
We have right now until we die
I’ve got no more indication
How am I in this situation
Kill me quickly hands will tremble faster
This disagreement’s a complete disaster

I’m so desperate I could almost taste it
We’re acting reckless and the whole day’s wasted
Your tepid inexperience leads us to nothing serious
But I’ve been out here wanting more I’m not the one you’re falling for

On an island on a cloud
We move as much as we’re allowed
No getting in out or getting out
We keep the things we’re dead without

Misfortune teller say my fate
I’ll count till then and save the date
We’ll oversee ourselves and then
A split will happen in the end

I’m so desperate I could almost taste it
We’re acting reckless and the whole day’s wasted
Your tepid inexperience leads us to nothing serious
But I’ve been out here wanting more I’m not the one you’re falling for

Desperate

@rivilin

Lyrics

I feel like an idiot
Like every single word that out coming out my mouth is shit, lately

I ain't talking its a bitch
Cuz every single word I'm just depressing all my friends, shaky

I ain't wanna face this
Demons in me got a lot of faces
Oh no no

Mental state is straight shit
Some days I aint really think I'll make it
Oh no no

I know they wanna see me on a stage
But know that I am terrified when eyes are on my face

They say my music saved the day
But every single day I struggle with anxiety

I used to want my shoes yeah
But now I'm standing here and fuck my head is still same

Thought it would've changed shit
But now I realize that happiness needs pain

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

Cus I am done with being on the low why you gotta hide me so
like are you just embarrassed of me, I feel like I am nothing
I hear your ex-best friend talk about how much your happier
That's fucking unfair when you left everyone in the gutter

I guess it's time I moved on and just learned to fucking grow
I know I hurt a lot of people on this path you sowed 
For me and my best friend, didn't know what love really was
I can't just blame you for everything but the drugs were your fault

I felt like I was euthanized laying on the cough half alive
Stuck in a tunnel vision overthinking trapped in my mind
Makes me feel like im redundant never wanna be by my side
You woke me up at 2 am to watch your veins just collide

How do you think it makes me feel watching a suicide attempt
You know it fucked my mental state you watching me with contempt
Like was this my fucking fault I always tried my fucking best
I knew I wasn't enough I took my chances and I left

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

I Guess I'm Nothing

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D.T.A Or: Lessons In Adapting To A Terrible Reality (prod. by jadostyles)

BATON! | Produced by stoic

i got 2 eyes on the back of my head

I can feel the weight on your shoulders
I know it’s only worst now we’re older
This world is so messed up
Everything is falling apart 
Would you let me in your heart
Let me help you in the dark

Stay, can you please just stay?
Can you please just wait?
I can keep you safe
Just stay (Just stay)
Just wait (Just wait)
I can keep you safe (I can keep you safe)
Stay can you please just stay
(Wait can you please just wait)
Stay I can keep you safe
(Just please don't runaway)
I know you love me
I know you're sorry
You can’t see past the wall
I’m trying to climb it
But you wanna fight it
I can’t survive the fall
I’ve said the wrongs things
Too many times before
I’ve made it easy for you
To just walk out the door
But would you

Just stay (Just stay)
Just wait (Just wait)
I can keep you safe (I can keep you safe)
Stay can you please just stay
(Wait can you please just wait)
Stay i can keep you safe
(Just please don't runaway)

RUNAWAY (feat. Yung Van) [Album Version]

lyrics:

bite your tongue
say nothing
i dont wanna hear a thing

looking at myself like why the fuck i got this rage within
ask myself this question every night
only time i get relief is when i stare into the light 

and i got the same stack of supplies
i cant change the meds and hope that everything will be just fine, no
i just got to find the inner light
looking deep i gotta switch on everything that i might like, no


i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me

i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me


i dont wanna pray my sins away
and i dont wanna feel like a mistake
i cannot erase what i did in the past
but i know how to grow and i feel like ive done so
but no one believes me
and i find it hard accept that im this easy to forget
i just wanna get some rest

i dont wanna pray my sins away
and i dont wanna feel like a mistake
i cannot erase what i did in the past
but i know how to grow and i feel like ive done so
but no one believes me
and i find it hard to accept that im this easy to forget
i just wanna get some rest


i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me

i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me

shut up!!

another throwaway track, might put on spotify soon tho x

lyrics ~

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

and baby do you bleed like the others do?
and tell me does your heart scream like others too?
i don't really like the honest truth
so i'll just let you lie and just pull me through

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

but you won't let me go yeah
i don't really mind that
i'll just say a couple words and pray you bring me back yeah
i don't really see what the point is in all of this
but i don't really see what i'm missing here

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

i got 2 eyes on the back of my head

screwyounick

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