apprently soundcloud has a 500 song limt for playlist :(

my favs pt2

grand command3r

Grand commander (chill)

Grand Commander

2025 JAMS ✨

Malfunction (Windows 95 Edition)

Lyrics

Part of me that used to live and 
breathe with ease has fallen far 
away from me and now it seems a 
memory will haunt me all my days.

They tell me seek and you shall find, 
I've half a mind for trying to 
rewind the time and say the words I 
always wanted desperately to say.

The sadness of a tragedy is 
maddening when life is a 
disaster moving ever faster 
after all the glory fades away.

Toes are feeling frozen wading 
in the freezing ocean hopes and 
dreams are broken open waiting 
for the day that love is here to stay.

It always seems to fade away.

I will carry on despite the 
lack of all capacity to 
handle that the past is firmly 
grasping what I wish would still exist.

The thought of moving on is wrong when 
all I want is feeling a 
forgotten song that's falling from my 
fingers like a dream into the mist.

Silently a stream of tears is 
flowing from the thought of knowing 
never will I ever hear 
another single sound escape your lips.

The glimmer in your eyes will live 
inside beside the rest of me, you 
always saw the best of me, 
I love you and forever you'll be missed.

Into the moon we fade away.
May loving hands show you the way.

May Loving Hands Show You The Way

I Love My Mom

Take Off Ur Pants

How I Get Myself Killed

Fuck you, I'm going underground
To the bottom of the earth I'm bound
I control the light switch, no one makes a sound
Goodbye world I'm going underground

Destiny has tested me again
Filling me with thoughts of giving in
Paint me in the corner, flash a shiny grin
I passed the test and yes I win again

Rocket to the bottom, let the drill bit spin
Loose debris and lava, seal my vessel in
Ultraviolet bulbs of light will save my fragile skin
So far below I hope to never see the sun again

Fuck you, I'll tunnel underground
To live without my enemies around
Retinas are burning, lack of sight profound
Fuck you, I'll tunnel underground

Can't you see I live the way I choose?
Away from robots making all the rules
Despite the calculations, I know I must refuse
Fuck it all, I live the way I choose

Rocket to the bottom, let the drill bit spin
Loose debris and lava, seal my vessel in
Ultraviolet bulbs of light will save my fragile skin
So far below I hope to never see the sun again

Fuck you, I'm staying underground
Sub terrain is warmer anyhow
Up and up and up and up is making me feel down
Fuck you, I'm staying underground

fuck you i'm going underground

Stargazing

Stargazing (Moonlight Version)

Restless Mind

Restless Mind (feat. Avery Anna)

King is Dead

King is Dead (feat. King Green)

A while back the song “Look What You Made Me Do” by Taylor Swift was playing on the radio and someone mentioned it sounded a bit like a Cjbeards song. I had heard the song in the past but after that mention I realized I loved the vocal and was inspired to put my own unique take on it, adding all the darkness and power you might expect from a Cjbeards song and a great new vocal to the original. I hope you all like this cover! 

▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/e3cd5tnlz67wf4z8txsyp/Look-What-You-Made-Me-Do-Instrumental.wav?rlkey=rfgv0rynviwnk3r3oaifu91f5&st=7cc4qov6&dl=1

▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ZTM7nf4Uia19c-NQheqPnLAk1Bs6NS6XZiLt7Mk4Z1Q/edit?usp=sharing

▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-look-what-you-made-me-do-lyrics

Free Download / Stream

Look What You Made Me Do

One Man Circus

Stream

© Cement Hotel Records
Ryan Lassiter - Produced/recorded/mixed/mastered/drums 
Andrew Costantino - Keys/concept 
Michael Libramento - Bass

Also found on bandcamp available for download: https://indigodesouza1.bandcamp.com/releases

Sleep Talking

* Instrumentation & overall production by Ethan Baechtold 
* Vocals & lyrics by Indigo De Souza 
* Vision by Indigo De Souza and Ethan Baechtold 
* Final mixing/mastering by Michael Matsakis with New Galaxy Records 
* Recorded & realized by New Galaxy Records in Asheville, NC 
* Live drum/guitar work by Owen Stone (Track: never4getme) 
* Strings by Will Franke (Track: don't u want me back)
license

never 4get me

don't u want me back

This song is about dealing with the aftermath of a failed relationship.

Official video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIgmXqmsuF8

I Hope You Die In A Fire

Song about my good friend Skele, he's a superhero.

Skele

Spiral Staircase

Journey To Wherever We May Go

Underground indie, Dallas, TX. Stories of love, loss, life, animals, and adventure.