ALL I SAW WAS YOU

ALL I SAW WAS YOU (feat. Jessica Baio)

Susi

A Song For You

I wake up - i stare at my feet
Ten dirty reasons not to leave these sheets
Reach for the branch,
Got the same three leaves I always chew and chew and chew
They taste like nothing i remember
Taste still a lot better than you

Wish i had a cup, wish i had a plan
Wish i knew 'bout ranch, wish i knew who i am

Everything’s so quiet quiet quiet
Except all the screamin' in my head
All i hear is

DO SOMETHING USELESS-FUCK 
BEFORE YOU'RE DEAD
BEFORE YOU'RE DEAD

If life hands me lemons!
I squeeze 'em in your fuckin' eyes!
Watch blink blood while i feast on your cries!
I'm spastic!
I'm gone!
I'm the ultimate curse!
I doxx your mom!
Send pizzas to her work!
A guy half-naked who loves to twerk!
I know your dog's name!
Your childhood street!
I own you, I own your panic!
Come on kiss my feet!


Look they're all mad at me now!
Wow that's the closest thing to love i've ever found...



Little notifications they glow glow glow
Like little cute bugs on the wall
I snap your life, pin it to memory right in my skull
Your baby pics, your dad's new boat
Your therapy notes, why you're life just sucks
I'm not even angry
I'm just bored and mildly awake
You're all strangers
You're all unimportant
You're all Wendy

If life hands me lemons!
I squeeze 'em in your fuckin' eyes!
Watch blink blood while i feast on your cries!
I'm spastic!
I'm gone!
I'm the ultimate curse!
I doxx your mom!
Send pizzas to her work!
A guy half-naked who loves to twerk!
I know your dog's name!
Your childhood street!
I own you, I own your panic!
Come on kiss my feet!

Look they're all mad at me now!
Wow that's the closest thing to love i've ever found...

I could’ve built something
Something I could’ve learned to love
Instead i dox and and stalk like it's a drug
Type your address into maps at 2 a.m.
Zoomin' so i can try and catch a glimpse of your sins

This is my art!
This is my battle cry!
I hate you all so you'll never say goodbye!
So you'll never be another one to leave me...
...alone...
...behind... 
I'll take over run your whole life, make it mine
Doxx everythin about you and your damn fat cat!

My hearts empty...
...Everybody hates me...
...Guess that's the point...
Misery the only thing that truly wants me...

If life hands me lemons!
I squeeze 'em in your fuckin' eyes!
Watch blink blood while i feast on your cries!
I'm spastic!
I'm gone!
I'm the ultimate curse!
I doxx your mom!
Send pizzas to her work!
A guy half-naked who loves to twerk!
I know your dog's name!
Your childhood street!
I own you, I own your panic!
Come on kiss my feet!


Look they're all mad at me now!
Wow that's the closest thing to love i've ever found...

Hate me
Hate me
I wake up and look at my feet
Still dirty...
Still ten reasons...
Still the same damn leaves...
Still no cup...
Still no ranch... 
Still no one who asks if I’m doing fine...

Blink Blood

Overstimulated

Truth Within

The Song contains around 30% of the original songs lyrics that are in Public Domain. The other 70% are written by me.

House of the Rising Sun

Rainbows

This was some tough stuff to write. But i think it was necessary to let myself know where i'm at. This isn't for you. It's for me.

About Me - Part One

Original text by Heinrich Heine - Nachtgedanken. 

Nachtgedanken

I found writing lyrics a new outlet for my creativity. As such, you all will have to suffer through the thoughts that go through my brain. Travel safe.

While i'm responsible for the lyrics and the general end result, i should emphasize that the actual sound is created with generative AI. I chose the sound, the voice, the genre and delivery and the general guidance of song structure and instrumentation. Build Ups, Instrumental breaks, Drops etc. are all placed by me and given input as best as the AI can handle it. With more granular tools and a better control over the generated audio my personal input will grow as well.

Rainbows

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