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For Lover Girls

Teurer Merlot

[Verse]
Found my old walkman in a dusty cardboard box
Next to a photo of me rocking my mutton chops
Each friday night we listened to the radio
Pressed record cause we missed our favorite song!
Days ago (days ago)
(MTV was our everything!)

[Verse]
Watching VHS tapes of our cherished shows
Fallin asleep to the static ring and grizzly snow
Life was easier back then
Straight up eleven out of ten!

[Pre-Chorus]
Pushing that paddle to the max!
I break the rules of the TVA! 
Accelerate!
Rewind - Press play!

[Chorus]
88 miles per hour!
That's all it takes to send me back!
88 miles per hour!
Take me back to Baywatch and Star Trek!
Rewind me back to better days!
88 miles per hour!
By the power of grayskull
Back on my roller skates!

[Break]
"Oh Captain! My Captain!"
"Carpe Diem! Seize the Day!"
(Seize the day!)
(The day)
(Day)

[Verse]
Depeche Mode A-Ha Pet Shop Boys
All on my mixtape with their killer noise!
My boombox is pumpin' cranked to the max
Playin' loud these goated 80s tracks!

[Chorus]
88 miles per hour!
That's all it takes to send me back!
88 miles per hour!
Take me back to Baywatch and Star Trek!
Rewind me back to better days!
88 miles per hour!
By the power of grayskull
Back on my roller skates!

[Outro]
uuhh oooohh
mmhm
ba ba ba ba baaaaaa
My mind's in overdrive
Feels like I'm back in 1985!

88MPH

Flirtatious Empathie

[Verse]
Another morning!
Another endless night behind me
Woke up happy but i can feel the drain
Got that FOMO browsing insta
but it's triggering my jealousy!

[Verse]
Saw the story you posted
Decided i'll be on my best behavior
Try to act with grace
Congratulate you - hashtag bless
Been a year since we seperated
hashtag stressed, slightly depressed
I'm bad at pretending that i moved on, i guess

[Pre-Chorus]
I should be happy 
That you're gone gone gone
I should be happy
That we're done done done
But somehow
Somewhere deep within me
I still miss you
I still miss kissing you
But than i remember
(What a bitch you are!)

[Chorus]
THANK FUCKING YOU!
YOU'RE GONE GONE GONE!
THANK ALL THE GODS! 
OLD AND ANEW!
WE'RE DONE DONE DONE!
WE'RE DONE DONE DONE!

[Post-Chorus]
Uuuhoh oh'oh'oh'oh
THANK FUCKING YOU!
THANK ALL THE GODS! 
We're done!

[Instrumental]

[Verse]
I burned all the pictures
Yeah i still got em all on my phone
Still wear that shirt you bought me
(You're like a ghost haunting my home)
Your perfume still lingers
Your playlist's still on my radio
Every song hits hard
Yeah.. you set the bar... 
You set the bar

[Pre-Chorus]
I should be laughin'
That you're gone gone gone
But i'm still crashing out
When i hear our song
But somehow
Somewhere deep within me
I still miss you
I still miss kissing you
But than i remember
(What a bitch you are!)

[Chorus]
THANK FUCKING YOU!
YOU'RE GONE GONE GONE!
THANK ALL THE GODS! 
OLD AND ANEW!
WE'RE DONE DONE DONE!
WE'RE DONE DONE DONE!

[Post-Chorus]
Uuuhoh oh'oh'oh'oh
THANK FUCKING YOU!
THANK ALL THE GODS! 
We're done!

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
No more fights at 2 A.M.
No more tears i can't defend
No more checks of who i'm with
No more poison from your lips
No more...
No more...
NO MORE!

[Chorus]
THANK FUCKING YOU!
YOU'RE GONE GONE GONE!
THANK ALL THE GODS! 
OLD AND ANEW!
I'M DONE DONE DONE
GOD KNOWS I'M HAVING FUN!
BYE BYE BABY I MOVED ON!
THANK FUCKING YOU!
I'M GONE GONE GONE!

Thank You

[Verse]
Twenty-three days since you cleared your shelf
Haven't cried the way the movies promised!
Apartment feels different so different now
But i'm not missing you if i'm absolutely honest!
Should be grieving, missing morning rituals
The hum you'd make while half-awake
Instead I'm excavating evidence
Of every truth I wouldn't face!

[Pre-Chorus]
There's a hollow where the hurt should live...
But it's not the wound I was expecting
Strip away all the pretending
All I see is my reflection!

[Chorus]
Did I love you! 
Or did i love the alibi?
Was I holding on to you or to not being alone?
Building stories in your apartment!
(Ooooh) calling someone's life my own!

[Post-Chorus]
Damn i miss your cat more than your mouth!
Sorry Mister Whiskers the truth came out!

[Instrumental]
(Sorry Mister Whiskers)
(So so sorry)
(Sorry Mister Whiskers)
(So so sorry)

[Verse]
Friends keep texting "How you holding up?"
I say "fine... fuck giving up."
It's not what you feel when forever ends
And you're afraid of back paddling
Select All - Delete all the photographs!
Not the ones where I look real
You're not in the frame anyway
Just scenery! You seen the last of me!

[Chorus]
Did I love you! 
Or did i love the alibi?
Was I holding on to you or to not being alone?
Building stories in your apartment!
(Ooooh) calling someone's life my own!

[Post-Chorus]
[Energy: Medium]
[Instrument: Playful Synth Lead]
Damn i miss your cat more than your mouth!
Sorry Mister Whiskers the truth came out!

[Instrumental]
(Sorry Mister Whiskers)
(So so sorry)
(Sorry Mister Whiskers)
(So so sorry)

[Breakdown]
Did I trade happiness for your safety?
Confuse reliability with a place called home?
Mistake the ease of your predictability
For proof I wasn't meant to be alone?
Every time I said those three words
Was I talking to you?
Or a broken mirror of my own!

[Chorus]
I did not love you! 
I just loved the cover story!
Used you as a shield in the war against myself!
Called it love, called it you and me!
(Ooooh) calling someone's life my own!

[Post-Chorus]
Damn i miss your cat more than your mouth!
Sorry Mister Whiskers the truth came out!

[Outro]
Twenty-three days and i'm not broken
Twenty-three days and i'm not mourning
Just cleaning up what i've been avoiding
[Vocal Style: Confident, Spoken-word]
It was never you
It was never we
Now and forever just me, me, me...

Mister Whiskers

This is the story of what happens when an ancient immortal goddess lives beyond the lifespan of the society that once venerated them. Once the  Goddess Minerva, Miss Minerva now attracts worshippers the only way she can in the modern world. She is a streamer online.  She is right there at the intersection between Ancient and modern Day Mythology. She may be more popular now than ever but at what cost?

Miss Minerva

I wrote this for a good friend and his beautiful wife. 
She is from an exotic country. He got up and did karaoke. His wifey said. Papa has many balls. 
I felt there was definitely a song in it. 😎😁👍🏻❤️
 

Warrior's Love.   Gail Pihlgren. G

Eternal Carousel – a 3/4 maloya-tinged downtempo waltz. Reverb-drenched nylon guitar spins minor-key arpeggios over ghostly pads, pulsing upright bass, and hushed Afro-Arab vocalisations.

A couple locked together so long they can’t tell heaven from hell — still riding the same haunted carousel, still confessing, still spellbound.

“Don't look a horse in the mouth 
Or a dead man in the eye 
Don't ever stare into the sun 
Well is dry ... it's bone dry”

Eternal Carousel Film Noir Mix

Eternal Carousel – a 3/4 maloya-tinged downtempo waltz. Reverb-drenched nylon guitar spins minor-key arpeggios over ghostly pads, pulsing upright bass, and hushed Afro-Arab vocalisations.

A couple locked together so long they can’t tell heaven from hell — still riding the same haunted carousel, still confessing, still spellbound.

“Don't look a horse in the mouth
Or a dead man in the eye
Don't ever stare into the sun
Well is dry ... it's bone dry”


Eternal Carousel Celtic Spirit Mix

Ladies and Gentleman!
It's about time!
Good news!
My phone's blowing up like crazy
We caught another one
Another lose gun being disrespectful!
A racist!
A bigot!
Another fried fucking white guy!


"Wait are they talking bout me? What the….."


[Verse]
Time to face the music!
Congratulations!
It's my minute in the spotlight!
But now let's get to the evidence
You ask what crime i committed? 
I posted
"Get him locked up! Fullest extend of the law!"
How dare i comment on a black man's problems?
How dare i pray for his downfall? (Did i?)
Fuck my micro-aggressions! 
Fuck my nonsense! (Is it?)

[Pre-Chorus]
That's the world we livin' in!
Can't say shit without triggerin' some belligerent 
Keyboard warrior, holy crusader!
Round every block, every corner of the internet!

Yeah…yeah….. Yeah!

[Chorus]
I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK!
Punish me for war crimes!
Get that Guillotine up! 
Chop chop!
Come on, Come on, I don't hide!
Classified Perturbator!
Gator skin, bullet proof, calcified!
I'm ready for the prime time!
I trigger you? Come on trigger me!
Motherfuckers I got a trigger too!

[Post-Chorus]
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!

[Bridge]
Fuckin' fuck fuck finally!
You got me!
I laugh at Cartman!
Trust biology!
Dig evolution!
Religions fine!
Crave my steak medium rare!
Deadnamed Caitlyn - don't care!
Dropped retard just yesterday!
Still call Ye a goat - mhmkay? 
I like women…
In women's sports!
Love me some edgy feminist jokes!
Abortion's a choice, but it still feels fuckin' wrong!
Men can't get pregnant, that's not how it's done!
Border's are a must, keep 'em strong!
Drag show's can be fun for a night, 
But don't get me wrong…
I'm a grown fuckin adult…
Keep that out of our schools…
SCHOOLS ARE FOR RESULTS!

[Chorus]
I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK!
Punish me for war crimes!
Get that Guillotine up! 
Chop chop!
Come on, Come on, I don't hide!
Classified Perturbator!
Gator skin, bullet proof, calcified!
I'm ready for the prime time!
I trigger you? Come on trigger me!
Motherfuckers I got a trigger too!

[Post-Chorus]
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!

[Bridge]
I CONFESS!
I liked the times we could just talk
And say what we wanted,
Got triggered for a second and moved on,
Looked past what made us different
And fucking concentrated on what connected us. 
Fuck echo chambers!
Fuck having friends who all think like me!
Fuck surrounding yourself with sheep!
Only if you surround yourself with people you disagree with
You can build a society that actually is able to tolerate
People who think differently
Instead of trying to tear it all down…. 
Think….
Food for thought….

[Chorus]
I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK!
Punish me for war crimes!
Get that Guillotine up! 
Chop chop!
Come on, Come on, I don't hide!
Classified Perturbator!
Gator skin, bullet proof, calcified!
I'm ready for the prime time!
I trigger you? Come on trigger me!
Motherfuckers I got a trigger too!

[Post-Chorus]
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!
Ba'ba BangBang! Ba'ba BangBang!

Skin Issues

*Copyright Disclaimer: As the producer of this video, I do not claim any credit for the audio playing in this video; and I DO NOT own any rights to the music playing in this video. If the original artist of the audio in this video does not wish for his/her music to be in this video, please contact Wickhamj28@gmail.com and I will take the video down quick.

Tom MacDonald - Blame The Rappers Ft. Dax (432Hz)

I found writing lyrics a new outlet for my creativity. As such, you all will have to suffer through the thoughts that go through my brain. Travel safe.

While i'm responsible for the lyrics and the general end result, i should emphasize that the actual sound is created with generative AI. I chose the sound, the voice, the genre and delivery and the general guidance of song structure and instrumentation. Build Ups, Instrumental breaks, Drops etc. are all placed by me and given input as best as the AI can handle it. With more granular tools and a better control over the generated audio my personal input will grow as well.

Skin Issues

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