featuring one year produced by 4am

@4amxx
@1yr

let go w/ one year (4am)

close w/ pitfall (greentop)

Luller - real love

defense + pitfall, midwxst (pr1ze kuru)

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i get this feeling ur something evil

art by me

https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st

feeling w/ blackwinterwells (prod. redpriest)

4am - ripleys (prod. 4am)

@saturn27 <3
@kggn <3
@15elias <3

[hook]
wish i was better at being myself
im covered in dust
n im sittin on the shelf
yea all my songs suck
i dnt rly like to dwell
so i put it in the past
n i keep it to myself

[verse]
blank face no emotion,
know im chosen but im not one 4 boastin
come n pull up to the party know we're posted
divide ur boy with the 9 whats the quotient
200 in the coupe we not coastin
lot of pain, need acetaminophen (yea i said it wrong idc)
lot of words carry a ton if theyre spoken
feel like midas way i touch it its golden
ima show off but i dnt like to show it
gun on my hip if i sqeeze it explodin 
i dnt listen to u cuz ik ur bars are stolen
im stuck between two walls n now theyre closin
stand at the closed door i wish it was open 
i got alot of conflicting emotions
some days i wake up n feel like im floatin
n some days it feels like im frozen

[hook]
wish i was better at being myself
im covered in dust
n im sittin on the shelf
yea all my songs suck
i dnt rly like to dwell
so i put it in the past
n i keep it to myself

[saturn verse]
its a bleak day
and i dont wanna play pretend
think youre doing better when youre off my end
stack it big and then i spend
never gonna feel this pain again
wait a minute
i guess that im the one who did it
im so efficient
at ruining the things im given
im never finished
i try to paint another picture
and then i miss it
and then i miss it again
losing my friends
push away bad things inside of my head
they tell me things that i wish i aint said
but i keep on pushing i know theres an end
i know that theres an end

pretend w/ saturn (kuru & elias)

https://soundcloud.com/tropes777 https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st

[kite]
hopefully im not sick
this our town silent hill this is not it
turn his body to a corpse im a grave digger
just say that word to stop a dying trigger

picture me off i wanna try it out
telling me these stories that u know about
9 milimeter to the head thats my title
give a fuck if im suicidal hit my vital

no survivors asking for the wrong hero
looking at myself im a weirdo 
sorry took yer girl turn her into a widow

i got nine rounds to prove my point   
my life is nothing but problems
in despair i got something to solve em
right to the action it only takes a second
and now u wanna ask that where ive gone
dont scare me off and then tell me im wrong
u wanna show it off

[tropes]
show it off show it off no u cant talk down
be it twice or the 3rd i can knock u out
but thats not what u about
and i think i lost count but

hopefully im not sick
take a bullet from behind like a target
and i swear i want it all with a guitar pick
and when they text me its always to say im toxic
i dont want it u want it

i rub my hands from the dirt its not my problem
i tried to put it all away but u want em
she gon suck my dick in a honda 
make him disappear this aint no cosmo and wanda

u wanna wish but i aint give u shit no no no
i feel like santa cuz ur on my list ho ho ho
they see my footprints in the snow
yea i keep a strap , i feel like lorne malvo

hopefullynotsick ft. tropes (prod. redpriest)

kite - so boring (prod. redpriest)

11.02.2021 Album
Vocals by wido + features from @prodpitfall @i9bonsai and tempura + A.O (with tempura) extra production by @sadworldbeats

Decision Making

thanks

kite - so boring (prod. redpriest)

graveem1nd