You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

Lyrics:

you cant match my flow if you wanted to
labels hit my phone on the low im not in the booth
sippin on patron all alone while im on the move
gettin to the bag on my own like i oughta do

but yall dont even know so its lonely
do it by myself on my own G
fuck everyone else im a lone G
always try to drown but it wont leave

like fuck it ill just live with this sickness
like fuck it it aint none of your business
i swear that i get pushed to my limit
i hate it but i dont wanna give in

if only sorrow could build a staircase
or tears could show the way (shoutout BMTH)
you know id take it all right back
so we could see some better days
i know its really not worth leaving
they say goodbye anyway
i know that life can get real fucked
but im just hoping that you stay

Sickness

sickness

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

casket calls </3
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(emo fruits)

Maybe we were never going anywhere at all
That's my fault
Call me up
I hate it
But your voice echo's around my walls
Leave me numb
Sedate me
Leave me here until my casket calls
Leave me here until my casket calls

(ssappyy)
If you don't wanna meet me there
Then baby you can leave me there
Until my casket calls
Although I'd love to see you there
Maybe I'm not seeing clear
And baby that's my fault
It all falls down when I bottle my assumptions
Cause in the end I'll turn nothing into something
And I don't wanna feel the pain is plaguing me
Cause it's always the same shallow haunting things
But you have such a pretty way of walking out that door
And I don't wanna see your face
Not here
Not anymore

(emo fruits)
Maybe we were never going anywhere at all
That's my fault
Call me up
I hate it
But your voice echo's around my walls
Leave me numb
Sedate me
Leave me here until my casket calls
Leave me here until my casket calls
Maybe we were never going anywhere at all
That's my fault
Call me up
I hate it
But your voice echo's around my walls
Leave me numb
Sedate me
Leave me here until my casket calls
Leave me here until my casket calls

(ssappyy)
And you have such a different vibe
I think I want some more
I just can't commit to you
I've been hurt bad before
So you can meet me here until my casket calls
And I don't wanna see your face
Not here
Not at all

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<3

-emo fruits aka WEEK 2 OF DROPS?!??! IM SO CONSISTENT! MR. CONSISTEN IS BACK BABY

casket calls w/ ssappyy (prod. carmspace x thislandis)

i cant miss u </3

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u can call it what u want
i call it what ur missin
ur crying in his arms
alone yeah whats the difference
its tearing me apart
cuz i know how ur feeling
i know the nights are hard
the days are nothing different

i cant think about u anymore
passed out in the bathroom on the floor
u forgot me while u were rushing out the door
said im not allowed to miss u anymore
miss u anymore

u dont think about me anymore
blood all on ur hands
heart on the floor
maybe u just miss me when ur bored
but im not allowed to miss u anymore 
miss u anymore 

u can call it what u want
i call it what ur missin
ur crying in his arms
alone yeah whats the difference
its tearing me apart
cuz i know how ur feeling
i know the nights are hard
the days are nothing different

i cant think about u anymore
passed out in the bathroom on the floor
u forgot me while u were rushing out the door
said im not allowed to miss u anymore
miss u anymore
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<3

-emo fruits aka damn this song reminds me of things

I CANT MISS U (prod. carmspace)

cant breathe (old file)

help me

Face It

Pink Glocks

Over The Edge

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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

cant breathe (old file)

graveyard garbage