starin at the fkin sky

i wish the pain left when u did </3
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this aint no drug problem
yeah this just me fallin
inside ur love
i got it
yeah do u think about it
1:50 am
i wanna kiss u again
if u hate the old me 
i'll be ur new boyfriend

if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky
im alive 
but for how long
this aint goodbye
baby so long
kiss me goodnight
kiss me slow 
kiss me goodnight
kill me slow 
if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky

can u look me in the eyes and say u hate me
can u look me in the eyes and say im crazy
u can tell me i was wrong and yes i know
but i want u to myself 
its all i want
and i wish the pain left when u did
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
and i wish the pain left when u did 
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
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<3

-emo fruits aka young fruits basket

I WISH THE PAIN LEFT WHEN U DID (2K6)

feel that </3
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(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

'Fore I use this coke
Lemme see if we got sprite
Wanna be so gone I ain't pickin up my eyes
That lil shawty throat got me rollin back my eyes
After I get done she gon fuck me like she mine
She gon fuck me like she mine
Brink of death when I'm feelin most alive
Pull up on me I'm a show you a great time
Purple boy I'm a sip me up a line
Purple hoe she gon fuck me like my wife
Fuck on her body she leave with her mind on love
I don't give a fuck
I open one up
And I start to run it up
And that's when I vomit yeah
Act like she know me
She don't know nothin yeah
And that's when I vomit yeah

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

I been on some new shit
I don't recognize myself
I just crack another seal
And it free me from this hell

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

That hoe make me sick
But I'm still gon fuck her
Actin like she know where I been
Don't bother
Where you gonna run to
When you find out I'm a downer on these drugs too
And your boyfriend start to wonder where you're off to
When you start feelin the pain when you feel numb too
Cause bitch I'm numb too
And I hope my brother EG forgive me
I know it ain't easy
I told him 24 minutes
And I ain't show when he need me
All of these drugs make me sleepy
Look in the mirror ain't me
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<3

FEEL THAT W/ PINK CIG (prod. v-e beats)

the sky looks so much brighter
the airs easier to breathe
the moonlight would look nicer
with you underneath

counting stars in the backyard
just you and me
before i sleep i wonder
do you dream of me?

oh, i’m, hopelessly falling again
oh, i’m, hopelessly falling again

oh, apple of my eye sight
you’ve got me on my knees
i’ve waited for a lifetime
for your company

you’ve got scars across your heart, but
believe you me
i would never hurt you darling
you’re all i see

oh, i’m, hopelessly falling again
oh, i’m, hopelessly falling again

tell me if it’s true
me & you

you’ve got scars across your heart
i know you do
counting stars in the backyard
just me and you
you’ve got scars across your heart
and i do too
counting stars in the backyard
i wish for you

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

counting stars / wish for you

dare to let me go

feel my face

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LYRICS:

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of
FUCK

ʕ ཀ ⌂ ཀ ʔ

lying on the asphalt *p. cxld blxxd*

other side (@lostinthegraveyardd)

pretty girls in the backseat pt 3 </3

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pretty girl say my car is pretty fast
everytime i hit the gas the time pass
dont tell me u left ya love in the past
i'll be numb till the day i get it back 
pretty girl say my car is pretty fast
everytime i hit the gas the time pass
dont tell me u left ya love in the past
i'll be numb till the day i get it back

tell me its all good 
yeah i would if i could
all these drugs in my system
my love aint no good no more
no more
no more 
no more
no more 
no more 
no more

watch the pain pour into my cup
pretty slut yeah that makes two of us
yeah that makes two of us
in the rain 
i just been on the run
aint no love like ya love
aint no love like ya love

i've had my fake love 
it broke me down
i see ur face love
its all around
i feel no pain
but it pains me now 
to see u down
i've had my fake love 
it broke me down
i see ur face love
its all around
i feel no pain
but it pains me now 
to see u down

pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they bleed for my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they bleed for my love
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<3 

-emo fruits aka i'll stop these when i hit pt 69

dare to let me go

graveyard garbage