If my ex could actually write he would say the same

Vibes XIV

Way 2 Scared To Tell U (ft. zen online) [prod. betwixt]

Pink Dyed Hair W/ Carter Tomorrow (prod. p4ra X 5head)

It’s Your Weakness

prod. moneo

lyrics: 

(You know it just sucks like I’m so lost with what to do with my days now. I feel like I’m wasting time and I’m trying to get out of that feeling but it’s hard but eventually I’ll get there. But as of now I feel like I’m like mentally and physically melting, like melting away.)

I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I’ve been trying my best
I’ve been trying to change 
Think about why you left 
Don’t think that I’d be the same
I miss the tone of your voice 
I miss the memories made 
I wish that I could forget 
Make it all fadeaway 
Fadeaway x1000 lol
sorry I’m a fuck up and a mistake
You probably wished never talked to me in the first place 
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you

wtf am i suppose to do (moneo)

FURLED

dare to let me go

i hate living this way.
lyrics
hate to choose between my sanity, or always being lonely
but both still make me crazy and theyll both just kill me slowly
so what am i to do, just live my life all by myself
or should i end it quick, but i dont want to go to hell

so maybe ill just hide away and stay inside my box
wont let anyone inside and i wont hear it if you knock
if you somehow make it in, ill just guide you back outside
then ill thank you for the visit, i dont need you, said im fine (then i cry)

i know thats no excuse, im just so tired at this point
cause nothing ever helps, like i wont even hit a joint
my younger self would hate me, i dont mean to disappoint
but nothing really changed, its been the same since i was a boy

i hate the way i work,, it always feels like somethings broken
"i wish that i was normal", swear that shit could be my slogan
i wish they understood i try my best, i just feel frozen
i swear it just gets hard now when so much of me has been stolen

i think i told my ex that i was fixed. "it went away"
but the truth is that i feel it still, the emptiness and pain
swear its probably been a year now, said it on this very day
i just hope i make it out alive. but i can only pray

its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
its probably gonna kill me

BPD pt 2 (prod kyotospeak)

nor can I ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you won't take away my pride
no, not this time

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night

I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now
just delete me now
just delete me now
don't you hit up my phone line
don't you hit up my phone line
bitch

I've been doing this shit all by myself
I'm a grown man now
don't be asking for help
and ever since I took decisions
that would hurt somebody's feeling 
I knew that I couldn't go back
to my old shit

old friends
old town
I was on my own
now I got 
big things 
big crown
and that shit heavy
like the scene that I carry 
don't hit on my celly when I get big
man just let me know
that you don't fuck with me
yeah

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night
I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now


DELETE (prod. 2ELI & nico_wav)

Lyrics: 

[slashy]

Searching and never finding my own way just to mofucking go out 
Learning and trying every single day 
Just to mofucking stay down 
Lurking and found my own freedom
Physically but not mentally now
The stars in the sky 
Never lie but I try to 
Never say the truth now


Because it’s hurts her 
(Nah) I don’t deserve her 
I have been working 
But it’s not enough for her 

Why would I lie 
When I could have just said the truth 
I’m not gonna lie 
I am still not over you 
I wanna die 
But not when I am just with you 
I hope you feel the same 
But I know it’s not true 

[brecken]

i couldnt be there for you
im counting the days until i feel amused
not with the trees but with the truth
everything stained covered in wounds
nothing you change riddles the clues
nobody sees pain in my view
way out of view
plain out of view
i really thankful that i make the music 
so i can tell everybody what i do
i can always say the truth
cuz when im in my room i can hope that they understand how i been in my head how i been in my tomb
they dont gotta clue
everything that you said
really had me feelin new
i dont wanna guess
i dont wanna bet on whats up next
make another check cuz i love bread
bullet proof vest howd you hit my chest
i just wanna know before i go dead

say the truth [feat. brecken] (prod. jaxxee)

there aint nowhere else to go 
starin down tha barrel 
see my childhood
and then tha smoke
im comin home to erebos
my sinkin soul
every night im drinkin half a liter 
in tha mornin ima get some more
maybe here tn ill have tha guts to finally do it
it dont matter though
i made my mind up some years ago
no one here is listenin
and prolly cuz i aint a hoe
mind set on overdrive
pale skin n tired eyes
decomposin body
got me waitin for tha afterlife

u prolly laughin think iss funny
but im serious
i loved u so fuckin much
i wish u never left
n i dont give a fuck 
what u sayin to ur friends
ima tell it how it is

barrel (prod. thersx)

(jac)

i get goosebumps when im around u
feel like a dream that finally came true
ur like a good song bby turn me on
standin ♡ to ♡ wit my back against tha wall
kiss me slowly 
i havent awhile
i know that u been lonely 
and so have i
i never had some1 like u in my life
u never had sex like this with that guy

slowly (prod. pyctur)

This isnt you

sad stvr✨

fear no more w/ colemane (prod. by txcka & colemane)

Lyrics

I put my heart into this music tryna make it out of where I am
All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand
How much it would mean to me to make enough with ends to meet
From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, I'm afraid of being vulnerable
It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true
Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough when I show leaves that I have grew

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me
Not because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be

I like who I am, don't make me second guess
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay

And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste

I don't regret shit, I flex on those who make me want to
Don't think you know shit when you don't know the lengths I've gone to
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try

I don't know why I feel alone when there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know, I've been floating need some grounding
Love? I try to, you won't allow me

Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help
I'm afraid of a touch that I never felt
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest

I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars
I never told anyone to hate me
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me

I'll snap at any moment I feel it in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me

dare to let me go

graveyard garbage

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