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[+] popping these pills cuz im dead inside
*produced by @scottysplash *

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LYRICS:

I just need to go get my bread
but u wanna fuck with my head, right?
Bitch I got hands, who you textin right
I want you all in my bed tonight
I wanna know what the sex is like
Poppin these pills cause I'm dead inside
Don't gotta tell me, I'm never right
I'm never right, I'm never, I'm never...

How the fuck you think I ain't notice?
Bitch I been focused on my path
and that's a fact but I know you laugh
the most when you're just really sad
that's the pain that I should have
when you're not here..
when you're not here to give it back

Tell me you want this don't wanna fuck it up uh
I wanna bitch now, I wanna bitch I could love
I don't really know who to trust now
You took my heart it's a showdown
Thinking of you on the road now,
but I really think I should go now, I should go now

Baby ion got much time left
Lemme see u in that sundress oh
Take ya time girl I'm up next
See the future... but it's all red

I keep falling, you can't keep calling me
I do this often, but you be haunting me
I wasn't ballin, now I got bands on me
I do this often, I swear she don't want me

dead inside

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dead inside (prod. scottyplash)

SKELETONS

this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

pink flower petals

produced by caves 
completely non profit

lyrics

U say he loves u like I somehow don't 
these words still hurt from out her perfect mouth
oh trust I'm happy that it all worked out

she said ur broken promise I don't mind
these conversations happen late at night
these empty bottles stack a mile high
my dart went out I think I need a light

I think our vices help us sleep alright
wrap my wounds make sure u wrap em tight
so every night I get to flying kites
Canna banner I fly this shit so high
my dart when out I think a need a light 
so she's a whore? I guess ur prolly right
still I can't change the way I feel inside
I am these broken promises and we are just alike

does it hurt that we won't talk again
she screams u lied n I said now n then
but why u acting like u innocent
I'm still choking up on all the words I thought I could of said

she said ur broken and we r just alike
these conversations happen late at night
look how u've grown look how the time will fly
my dart went out I think I need a light

we're just alike
late at night
these coversations right
they happen all the time
and from a mile high
I throw these bottles I
but still the time just flies
we're forced to say goodbye 

just alike (caves)

fishing in los angeles (p. michael harrison)

DAYS BEFORE RODEO

Drugs You Should Try It

crumbling everywhere i go to, lately 
breaking down nowadays is something, daily 
i swear i tried but i can't seem to escape this trapped in a maze where every corner's an abyss

it seems like no1's trynna save me 
no helping hands, no calls nor texts
they just leave me to face it
got no support, full of remorse i need you to embrace me 
in ur arms, they sooth the scars and make me just forget this

u didn't care u din't ask
all our love's fading fast 
hit me sudden like a crash 
watch us both turn into ash 

make of my heart a cast
pour hot iron on my chest
watch me fail to catcha breath
as my body slowly melts r 

and i’ll sit alone
my phones on dnd 
but it wouldn’t matter 
no one checks on me 
and they’ll say they care
but don’t listen closely 
they’ll say they care 
when i finally can’t breathe 

friends hit me for a feature 
but they’ve never shared my songs 
and i’ll pretend it’s cool 
cause it’s not worth i’ll play along  
so i may be a narcissist 
please say that it’s okay 
cause if i do not love myself 
then that leaves no one loving me 

i walk alone 
drag broken bones 
they throw their stones 
and go for my throat 
i’ll turn off my phone 
and i’ll keep it closed 
cause i don’t need anyone to know where i’ll go

u didn't care u din't ask
all our love's fading fast 
hit me sudden like a crash 
watch us both turn into ash 

make of my heart a cast
pour hot iron on my chest
watch me fail to catcha breath
as my body slowly melts r

casperrr & geist - cast (pekarot)

Lyrics:

enough with character development
done with the lessons
i learned to just parry her
i'm growing up she abandoned her courier
of all types of pain
i think i am a carrier

you ripped the value right out of my soul
my sprite mourns its flesh and bone
in the corner of your room hangs what's left of my ghost
of a final hour i think it holds hope
you're gonna reap what you sow
you'll next wrap my carcass in rope
if you want to be gone so bad then just go
if lust is love to you, love's your subterfuge

but i deserve to know

sayonara
send me a postcard
cuz life's feeling different
and i need assistance
i need a friend who would travel the distance
she's not ever coming back
we're not ever coming back

postcard (hateful)

move to the back of the room now
we up in the mood now
crack out the ooze now

rooftop pool with the moon out
thirty story inground
girl if you come right here you’ll see it’s not really that cold out

blowin steam you better back that shit the fuck up
(back that shit the fuck up)
i don’t smoke no vape
i just blow on blunts
i don’t flex no bape
bet you look so bum
i don’t got no apes
i got old damn ones
i don’t got no girlfriend
but i fucked yours once
they want me to give them handouts
how come iont get one?

SKELETONS

graveyard garbage

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