Been off the grid a while but I gotttttta show this banger some love 💕

what i used to be

new tattoo ft veins

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

cant breathe (old file)

help me

the hate me club </3
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Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
You use to be right here when I want
Yeah Ima probably die here
Ain't it fun

And I can't see
And I can't breathe
All the smoke in my lungs
Coke nose getting numb
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in love
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in us
Hate to talk about it
And she probably hate me
I been gettin money with a hole inside of me
We been up all night like we both hate to dream
Yeah she a reaper and her scythe slice me

I can't even get out the bed lately
I'm just dealing with the pain on a daily
Passin out
At this point
Nobody wake me
I know they hate me
I know you hate me

Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
They wanna be me
I'm a one of one
Everybody hate me
Shawty join the club

And I can't see
And I can't breathe
All the smoke in my lungs
Coke nose getting numb
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in love
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in us
Hate to talk about it
And she probably hate me
I been gettin money with a hole inside of me
We been up all night like we both hate to dream
Yeah she a reaper and her scythe slice me

Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
They wanna be me
I'm a one of one
Everybody hate me
Shawty join the club
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<3

-emo fruits aka does anybody even read these????? i may have used this one before idk.. damn... 

THE HATE ME CLUB (prod. cxrter x heyrick)

this pain only feels good cuz its by you </3
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You can stab me in the heart 
Baby just do it in the dark
I don't wanna see who you are 
Or what you've become
Take my soul
I don't need one
All I wanted was your love
Maybe that wasn't enough
You can leave me in my blood
Where does that leave us
Spent so much time just to get here beside you
This pain only feels so good because it's by you
I don't wanna feel alone
But I hate the hoes on my phone
Geeked up 
Face one to the dome
My cup never felt so strong 
I might wake up with a nose bleed
I might wake up and she with me 
This pains a drug when she loves me
I get so numb when she close to me

You can stab me in the heart 
Baby just do it in the dark
I don't wanna see who you are 
Or what you've become
Take my soul
I don't need one
All I wanted was your love
Maybe that wasn't enough
You can leave me in my blood
Where does that leave us
Spent so much time just to get here beside you
This pain only feels so good because it's by you
I don't wanna feel alone
But I hate the hoes on my phone
Geeked up 
Face one to the dome
My cup never felt so strong 
I might wake up with a nose bleed
I might wake up and she with me 
This pains a drug when she loves me
I get so numb when she close to me

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<3

-emo fruits aka idk mannnnnnn i just dont know anymore

help me

graveyard garbage

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