You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

i cant miss u </3

.
.

u can call it what u want
i call it what ur missin
ur crying in his arms
alone yeah whats the difference
its tearing me apart
cuz i know how ur feeling
i know the nights are hard
the days are nothing different

i cant think about u anymore
passed out in the bathroom on the floor
u forgot me while u were rushing out the door
said im not allowed to miss u anymore
miss u anymore

u dont think about me anymore
blood all on ur hands
heart on the floor
maybe u just miss me when ur bored
but im not allowed to miss u anymore 
miss u anymore 

u can call it what u want
i call it what ur missin
ur crying in his arms
alone yeah whats the difference
its tearing me apart
cuz i know how ur feeling
i know the nights are hard
the days are nothing different

i cant think about u anymore
passed out in the bathroom on the floor
u forgot me while u were rushing out the door
said im not allowed to miss u anymore
miss u anymore
.
.

<3

-emo fruits aka damn this song reminds me of things

I CANT MISS U (prod. carmspace)

help me

nobody likes when youre fucked, but i swear im just stuck
nobody likes when youre frozen and just cant get up
nobody likes when you say that youre trying your hardest
but still cling to vices, know its not the smartest

but what do you do when you give it your all
and its still not enough to just stand without falling
i drained my whole self and gave up on my calling
but everyone thinks im just out here stalling

nobody likes when youre broken with too much to fix
now im sick of the lies and i wont fall for tricks
so im paranoid daily from 9 until 6
and then thats when i breakdown and just start to switch

and everything goes numb, i lose my whole self
i dont know who i am to begin with, its hell
im trapped in my body, a permanent cell
i wish i could get away, run from myself

Nobody Likes When…

Talk To Me (Prod. Shingan x Yiuvo)

Better Living Soon

Jack Jill

left 4 dead! (skysuzuya) [2024]

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

help me

graveyard garbage