time has been flying ts out longer than 2 years GG

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

angel lenny - bedre remix (prod. vegard)

lyrics:

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Im gearing up for the climb now
I feel like im suppose to fly now
Let me take u to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage
Im way too young to just die now
I got some shit on my bucket list so
Im tryna fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage
Dont u worry ill be home soon
Im caught up in the heat of it all
oh I am
Still it comes back every night just to watch me
On the foot of my frame by my bed sheets
Eyes wide glued to me thru my skull to my soul it feels cold
Late night
Every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since I been dreaming of you
I sleep
Stripped of any peace I
Could’ve held in my mind
Knowing im not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

prod. eric godlow
WELCOME TO DECEMBER

waiting 4 u (prod. eric godlow)

so, speak to me, less frequently
with the state of feeling close
this hope is teasing me
ropes teetering, rip me beneath
where the echoes settle down a bit more easily
i've been

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

this pavement along the way, has come to melt
forging hell as a commonplace
i am the spell that both has blessed and cursed me all the same
so let us meld into minds that may know this pain
they couldn't help me

stone, cased in the skin of my bones
physic or mental, i don't feel at home
thrown, into the snow made of loathe
cold took me in, now it's warmest when froze
but that was as far as they chose
i've sat on this road for a little bit
its brittling, killing me slow
so long as i guise as a rodent

purple 'cause i lack for air
as violets sprout out of my hair
how could you just watch and stare
when we could of had something there
temporary love to spare meant
losing tact when showing care
still won't stop when splitting hairs
that's why i can't help but compare 'em

(4x)
scared, scared, scared
should i be

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

rodent

when the sun burns out 07/17/2023

Bands and Mo shi

Deportivo

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

Faced should be finished and out by the end of the month!
prod. rodger @lilrodger
9tails @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

call me loveless, i don't wanna fuck this
up for the two of us, don't you know it'd ruin us,
nothing to discuss, who's really to trust,
staring at me with that feeling of disgust,

tried to warn you, bitch i get toxic,
it starts out perfect, maybe i'm not fit,
to have a girlfriend, someone to hold at night,
cus when the world ends, you know i won't put up a fight.

could we sail away at the end of the day,
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.
x2

catch me laughing, between these verses,
levity never really hurt this,
thing i called a heart, like did you even notice,
me screaming at the top of my lungs, shoutouts to lotus,

call me loveless
faded like the sunset
weak chest
red eyes
but no emotions make me upset
im not coming down
cause this is not an ego death
ill placebo you
and show you just how real it gets
you could feel the stress
thoughts that strip your happiness
strike your mind down to the core
and force a hard reset
ive entered the deep end
you not in the stream yet
im not in the industry
but workin like a branch head

could we sail away at the end of the day?
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.

never felt so alone and I don't pray anymore,
I havent felt more at home since we layed on the floor,
you kept your own pace, just to save face,
honey, did you win the race, did you reach that place,

and are you living well, I know this life, it gave you hell,
but when you're never heard, you feel you always gotta yell.
but keep your distance, i don't coexist bitch,
call me loveless, i won't really miss this.

Loveless (feat. 9tails) [prod. rodger]

sauce (kiwi)

-  "(very) bad people" soon . 
NV // TEAM6 
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Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

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