SWAMP2

dystopia

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

Before these French 75’s
I was i was doing fine
With liquor red eyes
I wish I had stayed inside tonight
She like u dont know how to party
How u done when the night just started
Rose for the broken hearted
One shot and the shits restarted
This night is the start of an era
Rolling up aloe vera
Low eyes under white mascara
Baby I can read ur mind
Smoke blow thru my drive
Kush clouds realign my spine
I think I secure my shine
I will see it thru this time

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
 cause out in those woods I was terrified
But some how I will make it home alive tonight
And some how she’ll be warm inside this winter white town
And ill be tucked away up on this satellite

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

And I made a promise for me to uphold
But late night in this bed without you tends to get cold
And I know think about the the way it torched
But I promise there was nothing in there for u anymore
I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
These Tattoos cover up all of my insecurities
 Im left without my faith when she cant tell me what to believe
But I will find a way like I always do
And Despite my brain my life moves on without word from you

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

ink (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

Im fine on my own
Hard times still come to close
But not mine they are homeWith my life they will mold
I am Tied to u
And u Tied to me
I had tried pulling backwards
But cuffs dont work that way
She had went loose on me
I am in fight or flight
She is in ecstasy
And she might go all night tonight
But she swear to me she changed
Well that’s all u had to say
I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

a_nightmare (jabarionthebeat x armen)

cover art: realjoey600

lyrics:

I just want a little bit of passion
I dont wanna hurt no more im passed it
But she know the vibe already its like magic
I just hit the box like I seen static
Point me to the camera since u acting so dramatic
Girl u at a big big age u should act it
I been on a wave all day like captain
I just hit dream girl while he is still fapping
Think im in jazz club how I keep snapping
label talk in morse code how they tryna tap in
This shit unfold like a pickle barrel napkin
I aint sell my soul yet gods just working
U gotta get kors first and build up to the birkin
Tails in the wind he might hit u with a shurikin
They should make shirts for the beats I been murdering yea
I was way off but im on now
I done smoked so much its not fun now
Since this foreign fuel blunt made me burnout
I hope u not hurt if I k and never turn out yea
Still u treat my love like a weapon
U not just my 2am u like a best friend
But now im turnt and on my phone in this park jam
She hit my line like sorry Im not gonna make it tonight

Yea yea
Baby im on the way
Yea yea
I cant do this Mia
Could u Call me
And Lemme know the play
Im TT
But I promise ill behave
Big pupils
But I aint hit the rave
Star pupil
The way she give me brain
Very crucial
The way u play the game
Now I feel like max
With the way I bring the Payne

Look up In the clouds
Im inside of a plane in the sky
And When im up this high
It dont look so bad to be back down there
In this midnight air
I would shed my tears
But I feel so good about it
From my soul to my heart id clouded
I been looking and ive finally found it

Yea yea
Baby im on the way
Yea yea
I cant do this Mia
Could u Call me
And Lemme know the play
Im TT
But I promise ill behave
Big pupils
But I aint hit the rave
Star pupil
The way she give me brain
Very crucial
The way u play the game
Now I feel like max
With the way I bring the Payne

max payne (jabarionthebeat x laisvis)

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

I was just tryna help I couldn’t care bout how they hate on me
Why u asking someone I never met to hear they take on me
If u tryna be funny I aint laughing where the punchline at
Growing up I would’ve died if I aint learn to bounce back
I think im playing dress up in this bitch with all this bape on me
U aint got a rack upon that rack but I 8 on me
Not a dry text but my boy said “I got that k on me”
Baby I live fast out here I told u do not wait on me
I am not no bop it for u hoe so please dont play with me
My friends something like family u would think at night they ate with me
Plus they all some dogs if they ate they eating pedigree
Told u if u feel a way about someone tell me hastily
Why u think the water moving up in the bitch
I grew out the gutter on my crocodile shit
I got a hole inside my heart that im unable to fix
Bitches come and go but u stay inside the mix
U pretty outside but on the inside u sick
And Theres no skin care routine out there to fix that shit
Dropped from the game but I resurrected
Im getting money now look what I did
Yea im really really on
Must be sour knowing after all u really wrong
Man I put that on me
Man I put that on god
And id put that on my seed but I got plenty children up inside the flow
This a nightmare
But u dont wake up from it
Girl im right here
On the stratosphere
Me and jabari on this comet we reside here We alright here

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

I dont care im turnt up
God blessed me im live
They fill his face with red dots
No acne not no hives
Viewer discretion advised
I dont know if he dies
I dont know very much
I just know that im alive
Please oh please dont test me im afraid ill get too messy
With his bitch in tellys on my time she get too wetty
Blow in this bitch confetti
Swear imma blow in this bitch like Betty
Pressing me here u stagnant 
We so deep in this bitch its pregnant

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

night t3rror (jabarionthebeat x lucabeats)

cover art: kassgocrazy
mixed/mastered: kassgocrazy
lyrics:

That pity party was bust fuck how u felt
who told u Id check in right away
Bitch im taking this bar into my face
Im tryna get too turnt fuck how it taste

Fuck how it taste
Im way too high
baby Im way too high
take on me take my pride
feel my rage take on me
yea fuck how it taste
im way too high baby im way too high
take on me take my pride
feel my rage take on me take on me

cry Baby I know u evil
Take me for the ride
Baby u like my equal
Baby u just my type
cry Baby I know u evil
cry Baby I know u evil
Take me for the ride

Blood inside of my nails
Really im feeling myself
Really im way too turnt
Really I need some help right now
Really im feeling myself
Really im feeling myself
Really im feeling myself
Really im feeling myself

Shit stained heart
I could still feel
Look me in my eyes
When u tell me its not real
Take on me Take my pride
Feel my rage take on me

Fuck how it taste
Im way too high
baby Im way too high
take on me take my pride
feel my rage take on me

I could_cry (kassgocrazy)

lyrics:

From this treatment I was buried
But from this dirt I will grow
I took 2 its getting scary
But when I hurt I evolve

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

All this emotion I push out my mouth in this bitch and u still shleep
I couldn’t have it I made it my goal to be humble and gain cheese
Everything i ever brought to my name came right out from my own teeth
I do not make new friends because plenty of people betrayed me
I just been getting high yea
I cant be teary eyed
People look up to me
I just cannot see why
I stay up touring just thinking in bed
How we would be if it was up to my head
I just checked in baby
I was going to call u
I dont want to talk about it
Until u lower the volume
Itching at my skin baby
She like I control u
Im thankful for my sins
Cause it taught me that u sin too

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

i_evolve (jabarionthebeat x dasda x moneyevery)

lyrics:

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I am not able to move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

Ok ok
I have not eaten in four days
Fitting my fits too loosely
But None of my shit been bootleg
Woah
Pouring myself ace
Fuck it I pour this whole ace
Checking my phone she thirsty
She give me head like Olay
Said she dont fuck with artists
But she had ubered to me unwanted
She know I got a good night in my pocket
Everything I do she tell me shed pop it
Bitch u need to off it
Im here singing on beats for profit
U could easily be replaced
Right now im tryna be off of my face
Im blowing cookie and orange and purple.  until I am falling in deep space
Im tryna fuck u I fuck u and dip out this bitch and the convo get erased
Im going crazy and crazy and crazier I dont think I wanna drop pace
Im tryna push it till I couldn’t do it but lately I start to deteriorate 

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I cannot move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

blU (jabarionthebeat x david)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
Welcome to the corporation I hope we get along
Oh u just some goofy tryna play like u was on
My bitch had tough skin like teflon
U cant touch me if u tried my guard strong
He tryna keep on the screen like Pokemon go
But I been by and u were not home
It aint shit to get involved hoe
It aint me out there its my bro
This loser shitting in his pants like he a month old
This shit is more than just rhymes hoe
I think he changed his mind tho
I think im friends with American psycho
At least he play the part so well

d0llywood1:
please ur part bitch
dont play cus my niggas outside
send me the addy ill slide
bih imma ride thats right
she told me to slide in
i make sure my bruddas eat thats my guydem
n fuck my opps its no peace on this side bitch
i had to put the pills down i need guidance
dont mistake my fuckin weakness for kindness
im at the office doin work like im biden
gon b a whole lotta red when i die lit
n rest in piss yo fuckin brudda that was my lick
im the ceo no one could do it like this
nice bitch had to buy her nice shit
had the mac 11 im eleven plus six
im the top of the corp tell em suck my dick
she aint never seen a perc whats this
get close to me then u lucky
ion want that bitch i jus fuck her one time

sewerperson:
Welcome to the corporation I hope we get along
Oh u just some goofy tryna play like u was on
My bitch had tough skin like teflon
U cant touch me if u tried my guard strong
He tryna keep on the screen like Pokemon go
But I been by and u were not home
It aint shit to get involved hoe
It aint me out there its my bro
This loser shitting in his pants like he a month old
This shit is more than just rhymes hoe
I think he changed his mind tho
I think im friends with American psycho
At least he play the part so well

the Corp.. ft d0llywood1 (jabarionthebeat x elaye)

lyrics:

That's all the fuck you said to me is 
K
Tell me, should I come a different day
U busy so am I but I could wait
I got stops along the way that I could make
Something bout let's go our separate ways
Wish that you could tell me to my face
I don't got my jersey on today 
So why you always tryna fuckin' play?

And when the rain falls down she still asking me to open up
But im too busy on my own with all this growing up
Back of the bus on my hands I been throwing up
So I cant hit u back right now
Maybe it was something else
I could barely hold myself
Let alone reach out
Snow White
Winter nights
Morning rain
And frostbite
Were born we love and then we die
But I believe there’s more to life
Every single k, alright n that’s fine
I could feel that something wouldn’t sit right
I reach into my mouth to find my own words
Girl id guard u with my life Im like ur soldier

K
That's all the fuck you said to me is 
K
Tell me, should I come a different day
U busy so am I but I could wait
I got stops along the way that I could make
Something bout let's go our separate ways
Wish that you could tell me to my face
I don't got my jersey on today 
So why you always tryna fuckin' play?

k2 (jabarionthebeat x deephartt)

lyrics:

Girl could u feel my energy
Tricked out of love its not a tragedy 
Take on the form of my enemy
Maybe shit like this was never meant for me
 Oh u foul as fuck I need the referee
Im so faded I look like im a casualty
She was jaded so lyings what it had to be
She said this shit wouldn’t of happened if I were a better me

I smoke way too much my voice aint what it used to be  im tryna find myself I need some dmt right now 
But I cannot feel myself like im on ketamine right now
I couldn’t operate without some shit inside of me, pause
She add my number like a sum
I only text her when I’m drunk
I press that send button with my thumb 
Now I’m banging this bitch like a drum
Im too wavy
U would think I was off to war like I was in navy

Girl could u feel my energy
Tricked out of love its not a tragedy 
Take on the form of my enemy
Maybe shit like this was never meant for me
 Oh u foul as fuck I need the referee
Im so faded I look like im a casualty
She was jaded so lyings what it had to be
She said this shit wouldn’t of happened if I were a better me

But Baby I do not have all day no no
I will not let u write my fate no no
Blowing this Kush I think the party slo mo right now
I swear im an elf how she was asking me for snow right now
I do not do that shit u playing with ur life baby
Not tryna be mean girl I just care about u too baby
I dont wanna lose u baby
If I had a choice id tell the lord take me Instead

Girl could u feel my energy
Tricked out of love its not a tragedy 
Take on the form of my enemy
Maybe shit like this was never meant for me
 Oh u foul as fuck I need the referee
Im so faded I look like im a casualty
She was jaded so lyings what it had to be
She said this shit wouldn’t of happened if I were a better me

nrg (taylor morgan x 4evr)

lyrics:

Ion got no time
I should be alone for the rest of my life cause I swear I
Ion got no time
Looking back now im the problem but I cant stop me
Ion got no time
I could find time but the effort I need to risky
Ya Im so nice dont twist it girl Ion care if u pick me
Ion got no time
I’m tryna put my mama inside some pricey ass home right now
Ion got no time
I am not tryna friends get head then dip quick right now
Ion got no time
I know my life so crazy Id cry too baby but
Ion got no time
I record high and drunk every night its bad but
Ion got no time

She said it dont better and I bring the crescendo
I am so high in this club I cant drink I aint get the memo
Im with jabari in nyc playing pure Toronto
I talk way too local But way up north they all know
Since 20 I been on my own wave
And I put that on Yahweh 
Fake friends like its reps while I 
lace up my red retros like Olé 
Im dripped up bitch im drowning
I feel like white a bougie
She rubbing my head like noogie
She checking my phone like she a cookie
She calling repeatedly I hope that voicemail is a hook
Why girls like oh its fine knowing imma read that and be shook
I cannot be with her cause she can read me like a book
I cannot speak right now because of these drugs I just took
I just threw up I didn’t wanna 
But this shit beyond me my skin like a sauna
Maybe I got a problem u right
But how could u ever know
Still Maybe u couldn’t deal with the shit I face on my own no I know u cant
My weed stink I think I  need deodorant
This haters been on my live more than my biggest fan ok
If I could find the time to fall in love I promise id wait
U could shoot two weeks in advance I couldn’t fit ya

Ion got no time
I should be alone for the rest of my life cause I swear I
Ion got no time
Looking back now im the problem but I cant stop me
Ion got no time
I could find time but the effort I need to risky
Ya Im so nice dont twist it girl Ion care if u pick me
Ion got no time
I’m tryna put my mama inside some pricey ass home right now
Ion got no time
I am not tryna friends get head then dip quick right now
Ion got no time
I know my life so crazy Id cry too baby but
Ion got no time
I record high and drunk every night its bad but
Ion got no time

no_time (jabarionthebeat x michael fournier x pulp k)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

While I wait for her in near sundown
No one knows the subjects I been thinking bout
So no one knows the people imma air out
But Im not blind im aware ya somehow
Should I wait now for someone that never cared
Cause when the times out I know u wont be here
But With the lights out I really could be anywhere
So still I lay down and fall in love again

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

Im throwing up inside this uber truck damn
Im usually ok when im not drinking to forget
But I miss the way that her body
Lays on me while she kisses me softly yea
This bottle make my mind so foggy
And I love it cause it help me when my eyes turn soggy yea
I guess this is growing up huh
But if it is im staying young huh

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

FINDERS KEEPERS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN X MARTENSITE)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Im ashamed that I indulged
I just liked the taste
While the sweat drips down into the flesh its like game
Plus he had some fight
It just made it right even though its still wrong
Blood drips down
My legs and I cry
Not because hurts
But because ive never felt like this in my life

Safely indulge in this curse with the lights out
My form is skews in moonlight while I cry out 
The pain is a right of passage if ur apart of my house
Its heavy on the shame when dragging bodies to the hideout
Take in the lore its all fact its not to scare
Honestly at face value its there to warn you
Cause none of my kind would’ve chose this affliction
Its a cycle of nature and god is the culprit

Plague had hit the town
And prayers couldn’t be found
I could feel my heart pound
Lord save me ive drowned
God forgive me I had made it halfway
Thru the mist I was hit by the fruit of my fate

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

Rest when u can cause the morning is nigh
Transitions cost u a portion of life
Please dont revolt I guarantee u will die
Ive seen the consequences before my eyes
She turns to me
And asks for my advice
In all honesty
U dont know what you’ve sacrificed
She takes her life
And I knew she would
With this curse bestowed
U carry ur sanity alone

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

WEREWOLF IN PARIS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

Oh Septembers gone but I still think about it
Ssri’s might help but still my visions clouded
U do not see my fight cause still I smile
Last time it had been genuine I cant account
I put these drugs on my tongue and pray to god it help
It doesn’t but up in this studio I can feel myself now
I haven’t eaten in two days and my breath is foul
But I am not tryna impress no one im just being myself
Won’t you take ur time with me
Past events make trust hard to believe in
Ive been healed but still I bleed
Please take precautions loving me

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
I dont wanna hurt anymore yea
And I dont wanna try anymore yea
I would accept my fate while I lay on the floor in this mess I have built here
U Use ur body we dont use words here
My fate has taken all of me
Free will never meant too much to me
I always make the wrong decisions anyways
So I sit back and let life create

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move
still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

SEPTEMBER P2 (NEVRFALL)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

When the church bell touched ground
I would never have thought id do it myself
Though the message still holds ground
the mascots bring hell
The afflicted heal so the sermon pours out
And once again our faith restored in post draught but I know
As human nature its only time fore this fell
When poisoned hands disguised in robe reach out

With whiskey in my veins I load my gun and block doors
The mass had turned to murder in the coldest of its forms
This sense of comfort is glass built
And this island weather is in stand still
With this demon strapped to our free will
No one is safe we learn as our blood spills
But faith sparks as u grab my hand
We’ll take the ferry to find solace mainland
Take my word
Ill keep u safe
The apocalypse 
Is another day
A man of faith
Or a man with doubt
We all will pay while 
The truth is laid out
Pure blood sits in the church together
The closeness I had felt feels misplaced in this nightmare
At least it hits me while I lay here
As god has willed me I remain here

When the church bell touched ground
I would never have thought id do it myself
Though the message still holds ground
the mascots bring hell
The afflicted heal so the sermon pours out
And once again our faith restored in post draught but I know
As human nature its only time fore this fell
When poisoned hands disguised in robe reach out

While we decide our fate
I grow restless the longer we wait
Seal my fate
Im so tired of this mess we’ve made

SAINTS AND SINNERS (SPLASHGVNG)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Open the gates
Which up I swim
Lets do it easiest way
Inviting me in
Deep in the lake
Deep in the mud
Push at the dirt
Disturbing the dust
Look at the teeth
Look it his fate
Now Push up my chin
And Look at my face
Deep in his mind
The feeling remains
So look at the swamp
And remember the place
You’re gonna stay
You’re gonna burn
What was I worth
Well im gonna learn today
I wish there was a wait
There was a better way
But Im gonna kill u here
And ur gonna die today
I think ur beautiful more so when dead as opposed to you when u had took my life away
Cause u could feel my pain now cant u loved one
How does it feel to face ur own venom its bittersweet

hums

flooded roads and passageways
In water you still look the same
And why survive to hate this place
The ocean smacks I taste the waves
20 years u cast away
Crustacean formed around the brain
Kitchen chairs will rot away
Inside the swamps the safest place
Open the gates
Which up I swim
Lets do it easiest way
Inviting me in
Deep in the lake
Deep in the mud
Push at the dirt
Disturbing the dust
Look at the teeth
Look it his fate
Now Push up my chin
And Look at my face
Deep in his mind
The feeling remains
So look at the swamp
And remember the place

SWAMP2 (HATEFUL)

lyrics:

We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

Coppered eyes
Cold hands and a broken smile
I guess I just think its funny how
Ive only seen him when he’s turned around and running in the wrong direction
Oracle
I could see him thru the costume
What a fucked up face u have to match you its disgusting
Run away from blame u guised monster
We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

I SAW THE RIPPER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

Who that walking in u dodged him
I just want to trust u honest
But I see how u two were talking
And that’s fine but least cut me off then
At least break it off
At least tell me u couldn’t give a fuck
Look up at night in this velvet sky
And see supernovas and meteorites

Pack in my chest turning up my volume
Lemme take a breathe I am stress im sorry
Maybe im underrated in my head im overrated im in the one that gotta filter these ideas and I hate it 
I cant stand it
Once im on the plane Im breathing heavy till its landing
Looking into my future sound to scary leave it candid
But I won’t let the hurdles in my life try to do me in
If I feel pressure in my path I rub my eyes and check again
If I come this far what’s the harm in moving forth
I put everything from deep inside my being here on these chords
Still I need more
Its feel foolish stopping while ahead like I had did before

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight
Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

I BELONG TO U TONIGHT (JABARIONTHEBEAT X PROD.TWIX X DRIFT)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

it ends tonight - all american rejects *cover* (star wave)

lyrics:

 I been had to carry this weight around up on my back it was heavy
Bitches that refuse to wait around on me go come back around tryna slam me
It doesn’t bother me hoe
Baby at most u my plan c

I married the game its the plan a
This bitch on my line is the plan b
She hit me friday at 2 in the morning she told she need some my plan d
My heart reside with team 6 and NV I swear to god that’s my family
Jabari joey swaine Eric scotty I thank god for my whole team
I reach she started recording
But I am not making a porn and
Im kinda shy on the camera baby
These power moves drain me of stamina
Kush gon replenish my mana
But she more a fan of the Fanta mix
Her parents dont like how I look and shit
When they see me they clutch at they crucifix
I got this bitch in my hair
Baby I need me some air
Im independent on work and my personal u leave me I couldn’t of cared
I got my night in my pocket
She want a pill well then u should’ve brought it
Baby u should’ve bought it
I love that u hate me im happy im toxic hoe

 I been had to carry this weight around up on my back it was heavy
Bitches that refuse to wait around on me go come back around tryna slam me
It doesn’t bother me hoe
Baby at most u my plan c

I fuck her and I pull a hammy
Im way too stiff cause im lazy 
I sip on the ipa hazy
Im me whenever I get wavy
I couldn’t make u my lady
Because Im so choosy im picky
I roll up 2g of the sticky
I face it inside of this blizzy
Ok we on yea we on oh we on now we on
Yea we on and we on cause baby at most u my plan c yea

 I been had to carry this weight around up on my back it was heavy
Bitches that refuse to wait around on me go come back around tryna slam me
It doesn’t bother me hoe
Baby at most u my plan c

PLAN C (JABARIONTHEBEAT X BEATSBYLIVEWRE)

lyrics:

 Take my soul and feed it fire
 i can’t feel when my heart is wires
I was thrown out onto alleyway cobble
With worn legs I slip I stumble
Keep my origin safely guarded
Cause the more I know im granted violence
With pale green skin I am not their baby
Im thrown out for the world to save me

Im still fucked up but love the damage
Now without it I could never  manage
Take my eyes and feed them acid
Cause if I cant see u I dont need to see
Remember way back when in our nursery
How we were taught these things were just make believe
As much I wish truth into those words now
I cant deny this path that my phantom weaves
And I am Snow White uh
I died for the first time yesterday
And I liked it oh I loved it
Im coming back oh I cant wait
My eyes roll back my skin turns ice
I made best friends on the other side
Im here to kill u they told me that u should die
And I will obey them I will abide

Every time I wake i wish I was 6 feet underneath the ground
24 hours once again
God grant me the power to keep me going
And I was gonna get drunk anyway
But I dont wanna turn up with you today
I wanna be alone well I waste away
Embarrassing I know but I could never wait

 Take my soul and feed it fire
 i can’t feel when my heart is wires
I was thrown out onto alleyway cobble
With worn legs I slip I stumble
Keep my origin safely guarded
Cause the more I know im granted violence
With pale green skin I am not their baby
Im thrown out for the world to save me

feed it_fire (thislandis x fantasy camp)

lyrics:

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

Im just tryna understand ur viewpoint before I shit on it
And how u know my thoughts about u when Im not even saying shit I cannot
Comprehend what is Happening to us
So Come again and change my mind like usual
Im a ghost in a shell cant u tell by the way Im presenting myself during fights I dont speak for myself I need light I need help I need everything and then some to be happy with myself but its never how I planned 
Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

myheadMYHEAD (branwen)

lyrics:

This shit remind me of winter
Rolling up woods like timber
Heartbroken in December
Im sorry I got a temper
I sprinkle my words like pepper
But really its not too close to it
After all its November

Buddy im vert
Bitch im sideways in this bitch
Im too turnt Lesson learned 
I cant handle all of this shit
I might turn I might yack
I might drain all of my kids
Up in her mouth
She like go I been waiting on this shit
Bitch Slow it down
Yea yea yea yea
Im the fool im the clown
I wonder if god seen all my progress going from then versus now
Packing this batch bowl
That is a party foul
Its not even my bong
I guess it is now

Toxic bitch im way too toxic
Its obviously I like u but fuck it
I fucked it I poured out my heart and u seen and ignored it
Baby u so gorgeous but that shit make u ugly I promise u

This shit remind me of winter
Rolling up woods like timber
Heartbroken in December
Im sorry I got a temper
I sprinkle my words like pepper
But really its not too close to it
After all its November

My Fault! (taylor morgan x 4evr)

lyrics:

This shit dud I had to stack it
Im a fucking drug addict
She told me she got bad habits
Its ok I bet Ill match it
On this kush I blew some yeezy
On these pills I blew a patek
Im so high im in the attic
Im passing out inside the taxi

I pray to god I make 30 
My liver hurting me and my kidneys going crazy
Im fucking these cups up I think I need a medic
I crush em up inside my drink and I get hectic
Uh im wearing that rick I used to dress in my obey
She sucking my dick I pull my cock out of some bape
All my girls blowing on blunts they do not vape
I hit that shit and on god I went ssj
Me and my guys in this club and we blowing bands
High off this Percy in my ginger ale I won’t land
Feel my hands cause I cant feel em they are sand
They gotta carry me out this bitch its quite apparent 
If u beefing me I promise ill hit u up
See my guys there I cannot fisticuffs myself
Im just tryna up my wealth u broke as fuck oh well
In 2 days ill be rolling u up like Taco Bell 

This shit dud I had to stack it
Im a fucking drug addict
She told me she got bad habits
Its ok I bet Ill match it
On this kush I blew some yeezy
On these pills I blew a patek
Im so high im in the attic
Im passing out inside the taxi

stacking+ (eric godlow)

tsunami (scottysplash)

lyrics:

Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
I pray u forget what ur worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
People dont know what u go thru till u in the ground or recovery wards

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

Mama I feel like I made
But mama I think im dying
My tear burn hard in my eyes cause liquor fall out of them when im crying
Maybe inside im angry maybe inside Im trying 
Suffering just like reading its way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she’s hiring
I believe that the being I wanna be dont fit my environment
But I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still I hold hope in this light and this warmth even my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into to people and they leave it broken now
Im off the Henny and coke and im getting emotional
I get the shakes and im sweating im waking up soaking now
I feel like people u know gonna trade you for less than a quarter now I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that’s someone had some shit to go thru
Then once u felt the strength inside there’s nothing u cant do

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

risks and regrets (jabarionthebeat x shahmajorofficial x fastlifebeats)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

i love you... (addict.)

tired ..
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