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SensoryOverload

i wanna slam my head against the wall

stephany

I'm all alone the way I've grown
I learned blades and stones will break my bones
Don't call my phone I'm on my own
I'm on the way to find my serotonin

Take me back to all the times
When I was tryin' to live
'Cause I had so much to give
And you can call me back
And say you're fine
And we can leave it all behind

I come here all the time
Commit another crime
'Cause I been lost inside my mind
I hope I don't go blind
'Cause then I'll never find
The beauty cast away in the backdrop

I come here all the time
Commit another crime
'Cause I been lost inside my mind
I hope I don't go blind
'Cause then I'll never find
The beauty cast away in the backdrop

Pain is a virtue
But I'd never hurt you
I just wanna hold you every day

I got a girl who
Would always prefer to
Just work it out in any way

Take me back to all the times
When I was tryin' to live
'Cause I had so much to give
And you can call me back
And say you're fine
And we can leave it all behind

I come here all the time
Commit another crime
'Cause I been lost inside my mind
I hope I don't go blind
'Cause then I'll never find
The beauty cast away in the backdrop

I come here all the time
Commit another crime
'Cause I been lost inside my mind
I hope I don't go blind
'Cause then I'll never find
The beauty cast away in the backdrop

Sold my soul
For a check
Devil's hands around my neck
I won't bet against my life because I'll prolly end up dead
Close my eyes
Get some rest
I won't fold
On my set
I need all my hands on deck
So I can get my life on track
I'm in the background
Sittin' in the back now
Gettin' all my tracks out
This is where I'm at now
I can't ever back down
Got get out of this town
Got get out of this town
Got get out of this town

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backdrop (byCian)

prick

Just gonna be dead

Runnin' laps in my head
And I can't get outta bed
And I'm just gonna be dead
If we don't talk now
I don't know what I said
I'm hangin' on by a thread
And you just left me on read
But I don't know how

What a shitty way to end the day
Because you took my heart
And you just wanted to play
I don't know what to say
But you just gave me away
Got me goin' back and forth
I gotta get out my way
Push me down to the floor
Somethin' I can't ignore
Because you're closin' the doors on us
Wanted somethin and more
You left me dead in my core
You took my heart and you tore it up

Turned it up
And they watchin' how I talk now
Too much pressure
And I'm gonna go cry for help
In the backseat
Swervin' on the highway
Drop me in the driveway
Goin' home by myself
Go around
And they talk behind my back now
Fake friends just gotta go
Break me down
Hearin' laughter
Walkin' in the hallway
Tearin' up like all day
Cannot find no way out

Drink myself to the bottom of this bottle
Hit the gas and I'm goin' full throttle
I'm a fuck up but I be the one they model
Life's a movie but they turn it to a novel

There's just so much at stake
I don't know how much I'll take
I drove my car in a lake
And then I swam out

As I lie there awake
I think I made a mistake
We thought this love it was fate
Then you bailed out

Turned it up
And they watchin' how I talk now
Too much pressure
And I'm gonna go cry for help
In the backseat
Swervin' on the highway
Drop me in the driveway
Goin' home by myself
Go around
And they talk behind my back now
Fake friends just gotta go
Break me down
Hearin' laughter
Walkin' in the hallway
Tearin' up like all day
Cannot find no way out

No way out
No way out
Cannot find no way out
No way out
No way out
No way out
No way out

no way out w/ Supra Vir (Steve276 x Yezzo x Luciid)

I think I'm fed up
I just wanna get my bread up
Gonna fill my head with lead
'Cause I wish that I was better
I just wanna go and settle
I'll write it down on a lett

I think I'm fed up
I just wanna get my bread up
Gonna fill my head with lead
'Cause I wish that I was better
I just wanna go and settle
I'll write it down on a letter

I think I'm fed up
I just wanna get my bread up
Gonna fill my head with lead
'Cause I wish that I was better
I just wanna go and settle
I'll write it down on a letter

I got wounds that make me bleed
Across the stream
But hopefully
I'll find my inner peace
Hope I don't fall to pieces

Man I swear I'll never lie again
I was beat down now I'm strugglin'
All those things I was jugglin'
I pushed 'em all away now I got no friends
I was set stuck tryina meet the ends
With a knife in my side
Try to tear me to shreds
I looked at the floor it was covered in red
I'm sick and tired of tryina follow all the trends 'cause I

I think I'm fed up
I just wanna get my bread up
Gonna fill my head with lead
'Cause I wish that I was better
I just wanna go and settle
I'll write it down on a letter

I think I'm fed up
I just wanna get my bread up
Gonna fill my head with lead
'Cause I wish that I was better
I just wanna go and settle
I'll write it down on a letter

I fucked my life up
Wastin' time with a pen and paper in my hand
I brought my guys up
Now they're out here tryina make a hundred grand
I'm sick and tired of the fact
That I'm growin' up
I'm not ready to be a man
I'm not ready cause I'm fed up
I'm not ready to be a

fed up (byCian)

tellmewhatuwant

I don't understand it
Stressin' out
I don't think that I can manage
Fallin' down
I'm the only one that landed
And you boutta leave me stranded
(Oh)
So watch your feet
Don't fall for me
Got sweet release
But I have no peace
And the walls are leakin'
I'm goin in the deep end

If the walls could speak the truth
I think they wouldn't have a clue
What it takes to own mine
But it's gon' be all right
And if I ever had to choose
I'd take back all I had to lose
Took the pain from my spine
But it's gon' be all right

I don't care about your premonitions
Got my face up in the clouds
I could tell the vision
Pick it up slow down
Got my head in prison
Friends laughin' all the way
Fuck your intuition
Removal is addition
Imma make sure they realize
I was never gonna wait for 'em
As they lie
We goin way back in my life
Seventeen was just a breakpoint
Hands were tied

I don't understand it
Wearin' out
Will I always be damaged?
In the crowd
But I'm not up for the challenge
Ain't no way I'm getting round it
(Round it, round it, round it)

If the walls could speak the truth
I think they wouldn't have a clue
What it takes to own mine
But it's gon' be all right
And if I ever had to choose
I'd take back all I had to lose
Took the pain from my spine
But it's gon' be all right

(Speak the truth)
(Have a- Have a clue)
(Had to choo)

deep end (byCian)

(And now you're dying)

Lay back
Observe an ugly truth
There's no excuse
For my behavior
Remember sitting with you across the room

But now
I'm done with all the crying
'Cause now you're dying
You're going away for nothing
I don't wanna lose myself
And go to hell
Overrated as I can tell
I see faces
In lonely places
The looks of hatred
It's all the same shit
Now I'm picking up the pieces
Of my shattered heart

Now I'm pickin' up the pieces
Sand on the beaches
Puttin' it together
But I can't put it back myself
Fightin' demons
Constantly screamin'
Waitin' for the moment
When I'm sending myself to hell

I don't wanna go
'Cause I'm all alone
My house don't feel like a home
It's like I'm crumblin' Rome
Sometimes I'm feelin' stuck
I'm down without my luck
My patience is runnin' out
And without you I'm lost

I'm done with all the crying
'Cause now you're dying

I'm done with all the crying
'Cause now you're dying
You're going away for nothing
I don't wanna lose myself
And go to hell
Overrated as I can tell
I see faces
In lonely places
The looks of hatred
It's all the same shit
Now I'm picking up the pieces
Of my shattered heart

backdrop (byCian)

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