i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

Rouri404 (@rouri404) - Psyche ft. @vaeo-music [Official Audio]

Released by FHONIT (@FHONIT)
Featuring Vaeo
Produced by Michaelwarren

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Lyrics :
https://genius.com/Rouri404-psyche-lyrics

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tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
~~~~~~~~

hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

@sudbath
@1Booth

(GREAVES)
Lost in time I've seen it coming
I had to remind you the pain was numbing
Left behind I see you running
Turned to ashes I've watched them burning
Know that I could never forget
All the ways I went through torment
You left my body laying dormant
You only win because I forfeit

Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends
Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends

(Sudbath)
Close your eyes
You seem to measure all the time
We would stay together when the stakes got high
Take a breath
You couldn't love me less
Feels like I'm chasing death
And Imma try my best
Hold me down I'm afraid of the dark
If we go another round I'm scared of endin' it all
I wish you were still around I still remember the sound
Of your heart
It can't be too far

(1Booth)
I know what I'm seeing
How come you get what you wanted
Tell me if I'm bleeding out
I'm always out of options
You never lay to calm me down
I breathe while losing conscious
Infected all my feelings
Now you got me feeling nauseous
Toxins and poisons
Your knives are so pointed
Disjointed and broken
It's hard to stay focused
I changed me so you would
Accept it and move on
There's somethin' about this
That won't seem to work
If you only knew how to make it,
you wouldn't leave me alone
If you only knew how to make it,
you wouldn't leave me alone

(GREAVES)
Know that I could never forget
All the ways I went through torment
You left my body laying dormant
You only win because I forfeit

Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends
Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends

spotify :)

how it ends w/ sudbath & 1Booth (dercept)

come around (goodbyex2002)

produced by nextime

lyrics

u dont let me talk abt it
u steal off my colour palette
im still havin dreams abt it
re routed my brain so i dont see ur palette

huh
im over u
ive got nothing left tht i owe to u

its over me its over u
dont bend our truth 2 favour u

saw u in colour i aint seen b4
3 tabs in this is too much more
dont ignore my open door
my muscles seize my eyes r sore

plug load me up b4 im out the door
im remaining calm cant last 4 long
all i see is white when i sleep
ya dmts ruined me
who wants 2 dream when their psyched up
talk big
dont let em know the real u
everyone use who they know
only friends w you when they know ur worth
hey man thats not even bad ive meetin worse

palette p. nextime

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

produced by skress, ssort, dazegxd and myself

how it ends w/ sudbath & 1Booth (dercept)

GREAVES (@greavesinfinity)

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