hopefully this project will get me verified

prod. recycleBin

lyrics:

I can tell you're lying
Can you please just tell the truth
I look back into the mirror
And see a reflection of you
I hate being divided
No, we're just like colors
Red and blue
I know you better than he does
How could you say we're through

You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out
Honestly, I've been so fucked up
I watched you betray my trust
I still gave you a seat in my car
Cause there's room for both of us

So I'll be fine
I just can't help it anymore
I know you'll be fine when you're on your own
I hate what I'm like when I'm all alone
But you don't call anymore, you don't pick up the phone

I spent years far from home
When I don't have anywhere else to go
I know it's wrong so Ima take it slow
And maybe get the chance to know her
You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out

So don't just give up what we had
I know you're just a bit lost
Out of control
But no doubt in your mind
I love all of your flaws

If it's for the better then why the fuck does it even start to hurt
Ima bottle my emotions, and I know they gonna burst
And if I die tonight, hope my fucking lesson will be learned
And I know it's for the better but it always ends up worst
I been lying to your face I hope that you could just forgive me
I could never look you eye to eye, that shit would torture me
And I heard bout your new boyfriend, yeah I know he's obsolete
And you say that he's alright, but you're just better off with me

It's fine with me
Fine with me

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liar (outro)

@thrmls

produced by michael harrison x @northeastlights

adderall w/ thrml

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

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let me talk ft. reef (simon m)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

invincible

lyrics:
think i now understand what you were talking about
all your words but now i'm living without
let the worst come
while you're lonely
you're the poison
took you slowly

i tried so damn hard
you made me fall apart
i tried so damn hard
i'll fight to hide these scars

when you're gone i can't breathe
but it's not about me
now my scars are ugly
i'm fighting to cope
while you're playing a joke
know your place in my world is gone
i can't let go

i can't let go
i can't let go
running around and round we go
climbing the mountain as high as it goes

i tried so damn hard
you made me fall apart
i tried so damn hard
i'll fight to hide these scars

when you're gone i can't breathe
but it's not about me
now my scars are ugly
i'm fighting to cope
while you're playing a joke
know your place in my world is gone
i can't let go

i can't let go
i can't let go

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scars//u were my rock tho (fxckyeahako)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6S4jFqjGCsMpsuxFTgc9J6?si=cf3d8e26732c4f77

Produced by me


Take a look where we're at now
Past the crossroads of time
Where mistakes made are final
Things ain't really looking out
We're like moths to a flame
And that flame slowly burned us
Feel like an island
No one for miles and
It's radio silence
Just noise from the past
Peel the bandage while I'm bleeding
Cause we've been 
Going on without a reason
The seasons changed and 
So did you

But you looked so good in December
Regretting things ever got better
Haven't heard your voice
It's been forever
And I know that I won't
But I hope this gets better with time

Didn't even really have shit figured out
But it didn't matter
Looking back it was so simple
Wish I recognized that faster
We're just wasted potential
Dealing cards with the devil
Traded all that I had
But what I had wasn't ever
Enough to last forever
At least when it comes to you so
When we beat the devil 
Well the devil didn't lose
We both had our hand in
Abandoning 
The one thing we thought would be
Always standing
But what makes it so damn hard
For me is all the memories
And maybe you hate me
But I hate being reminded of our past

Cause you looked so good in December
Regretting things ever got better
Haven't heard your voice
It's been forever
And I know that I won't
But I hope this gets better
I hope we get better with time

December

production by nora evelyne
guitar by growingwho & ethanator84
mix & mastered by nora evelyne
written & preformed by nora evelyne

im blinded by your waste 
why wont you run away 
try on another day
why wont you run away

follow me to the light
watch your step
stairs are high
high, high

place my bet on you
i see you right through
call me for a few
are we all just screwed

follow the light on your face
i left you without a trace
if you do not understand
ill kill you and stab your face

i cannot just be there
how are you not aware
we can never be fair
im telling you im not there

im blinded by your waste 
why wont you run away 
try on another day
why wont you run away

i cannot say
why ive been here before
and i call it a day
call it mission abort
highs and lows
and i got all of those
ive been flying away
but i keep you close

scars//u were my rock tho (fxckyeahako)

GREAVES (@greavesinfinity)

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