You guys tryna sing me to sleep so fucking beautiful <3

Lofi, Emo Rap, Alternative Rock, Hip Hop, Hyperpop, Chill, Trap

Lost inside the changes 
When all we had was waiting 
Turn it off, like it doesn’t stop 
Never said a lot when we used to talk about that
I said you could have it all 
I’d still wait for you to call

And through your hands I traced out 
The way back home I need now 
I fell asleep in your spare room 
On the floor when the night starts to come through
Said it’s real cause I feel like I need to
Feel like someone you need cause I need you 

Don’t say it’s clear, don’t say it’s easy 
Cause you got all the moments 
And you know that
We could go back 
Cause you got all the moments 
When you take me home
You could take control 
You could take me 
Cause you got all the moments
Did you know that
We could go back 

Untouched, I fell into your silence 
Unsure I’m ever meant to find it 
(Lost in the dead leaves I’m sure)
Our time despite where now my mind is 
My fault I ever tried to hide it 

Don’t say it’s clear, don’t say it’s easy 
Cause you got all the moments 
And you know that
We could go back 
Cause you got all the moments 
When you take me home
You could take control 
You could take me 
Cause you got all the moments
Did you know that
We could go back

July

pull

With mr. decks <3 (soundcloud.com/decksmusic)

Greenwood:

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

 
I hit the function at midnight, but it’s so done

And I couldn’t wait til you show up

And lately I’m holding out so much

But its only you that I dream of
("cuz when i fall asleep, ur the one i dream of")
 

With all of the lames around me but its not real

And know that I tripped a few times, but you know me

And I never could say no but I want to

And know that I’m in so deep, I just want you

 

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

decks:

or a heart

we’re apart

at the seams



we’re in love

from the start

i’m above

ur between



and the light

dimming now

say it loud

it can hurt sometimes but


how

in the night

falling out

its an awful time, what


can i do to mend what i have broken?

i take back all the words i’ve spoken

Both:
(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

Softening (w/ decks)

with the boys <3 (soundcloud.com/cupids-funeral)

Greenwood:
i could see the body from the water
never read the signs as well as most
i can see the problems that we foster
never take the chances that you don't
maybe it just feels like i've been altered 
deconstructed long before you know 
all of this means nothing like you taught her
try to turn these strangers into homes

this close last year
so much so dear
i went back home
there's nothing here
one word breaks through
two lives in bloom
lost mine in june
white skin turns blue

tell me when you realised 
tell me when you realised

AutumnIsEnding:
The uncertainty is unbearable 
I can’t sleep can’t eat it’s so terrible 
You call me the worst and tell me I’m nothing 
It’s okay I’ll use the hurt for the cutting 
I’ll keep on running back you’re the owner I’m your dog 
So I’ll let you do what you want 
They say it’s not over til it’s done 
So I’ll die fighting for you love 

We look happy in all the picture ever took 
Long sleeves hide the knife seams I made just the other month 
But it’s not like it doesn’t hurt me when you ask for a little blood 
And I’m just numb to you I’m worthless 
And that’s just us behind the curtains

Greenwood:
could we pretend you haven't seen me cause i was getting help
and i got out from all that i'm swimming in
and i could start to love you unobstructed by everything
i've been in a dark place, think it's my fault
and it's all grey, and i can't stop
and you loved me til it's all gone
and i hold that like it's someone
and the winters just been so long
and i spent it with the wrong one
learn to let go when i hold on
cause she looks like you, yeah she looks like you, doesn't say much
tell me when you realised 
tell me when you realised

Sleeptowns (w/ AutumnIsEnding)

track residential uploaded on accident, most likely intended to post privately.

residential. - remember me (santana)

yuck! (scottysplash) (SKIP TO 1 MIN)

i reach, for air
i'd scream, but the sound's not there
i wait for a wake
right around when i jump from the brink

draining all the joy out
seem always annoyed now
constantly devoid, how the moment pales my skin
had it sorted out,
now my soul's just sore, ouch
they say i'm a solider,
i just never peek my head out of these trenches

nothing's really here for me
it hurts to laugh
it hurts to speak
there's nowhere else i'd rather be,
than put at rest with nobody
if time should wind a single hand,
then who am i to reprimand
the data flow that leads my stand
of former thoughts and severance

met with bloody stares
spirit broke the mirror
tumbled-down eyes glare
"it always could be better"

the toad in my throat drowning notes 'till they're gone
if they crash, should they float to return to this pond?

if i'm stood a stance of lax
consider that form of attack
procrastination ticks away until delay becomes a gift
given all i am is shit
sat distraught over some bricks
counting melodies won't counter how i feel when nothing sticks

i reach, for air
i'd scream but the sound's not there
i wait for a wake
right around when i jump from the brink

draining all the joy out
seem always annoyed now
constantly devoid, how the moment pales my skin
had it sorted out,
now my soul's just sore, ouch
they say i'm a solider,
i just never peek my head out of these trenches

trenches

lyrics
wake up from a dream
i wish i was still inside of
and you act mean to me
i think thats what im so afraid of
nobody told me the end of the world would look so dull
cotton mouth and a microphone
i need a rope cause my heads so far gone
and ive just given up

its funny cause youre all i see
a part of me
stay here for tonight
then leave
youre all i need
i woke up inside of purgatory without you
my hands are covered in mud and all these faces look blurry
and i dont got no trust for anybody else but you

my head is moving faster than my body
and im not listening to anything that you tell me
a promise, a whisper
just tell me that you love me
wish i was a kid again
you can find me somewhere over the valley
petrified in amber
dont know why youre still angry
if i could remember then id tell you im sorry
im just going through it
and i wish i was a kid again

its funny cause youre all i see
a part of me
stay here for tonight
then leave
youre all i need
its funny cause youre all i see
a part of me
stay here for tonight
then leave
youre all i need
i woke up inside of purgatory without you
my hands are covered in mud and all these faces look blurry

purgatory (under the maple tree)

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..

hardly (prod. neverforever)

prod me

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

if you forget that you have wings
then hear your heart out when it sings
if you think you have nothing
just know theres love in everything
i hope that you can find your way
i’m also trying every day
i just wanna hear you say
that you’re proud of you one day

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!
get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

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Bite Down!

kiss

kiss (bonus)

optikal illusion (prod by. AstroCaesar)

watch video here: https://youtu.be/4Xggoc7ABmU?si=zqRUMCe5HJztYVn5
stream here: https://drop.cobrand.com/d/Kilu/howdidtheknow
released 25th july

Sleeptowns (w/ AutumnIsEnding)

Greenwood

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