[Verse 1]
Mother cried again another night
These nights seem to only bring us fights
Knives fly around the room like flying kites
I try to shine but it’s hard to find the brightness inside
But cry I won’t
I know it’s not worth spending my soul’s energy on
This will happen tomorrow
I’d rather cry sunday, so when I cry
I cry out all the sorrow
I don’t go to church, I don’t believe there’s someone above
But at my lowest, I’ll talk to God out of desperation
I try to keep in my hatred and save it for confrontation
I love to yell and go crazy on fuckers hating
But if I could just weigh in, it’s not the best way in
To your heart and finding the parts to heal, it’s hard
I know that, I gotta stay strong for when I go back
I don’t wanna go black (I don’t wanna lose hope’s track)

[Chorus]
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me

[Verse 2]
Father cried again another night
These nights seem to only bring us fights
Knives fly around the room like flying kites
I try to shine but there’s no brightness to find
I only reach a higher state of fright every time this happens
Mother suggests a therapists for my sadness
He concludes I’ve got OCD and tics in masses
These forceful thoughts have come from all the madness

[Break]
One day I just lose it
I leave my chair with a swift movement
Then I walk back and forth fumin’
Then I cry and my mind won’t do it
The things I ask, I feel inhumane
I start pullin’ my hairs, I’m losing
A battle with my body, it’s doing
Whatever it wants, can’t cool it

[Chorus]
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me

WHAT AWAITS ME

The Blueprint

нow’ѕ everyвody goιng?
ι'll ѕpιт a ғew вarѕ jυѕт тo geт тнe вlood ғlowιng
a lady caυgнт мy ѕιgнт
ѕнe мade мe ғeel alrιgнт
ι тooĸ a peeĸ ιnѕιde мyѕelғ and ι нad a вlιgнт
looĸ, dυnno ιғ ι waѕ ιn love
вυт ι нoneѕтly ғelт lιĸe ѕнe caмe υp ғroм aвove
ѕo мυcн вraιn ιn тнaт нead
noт тo мenтιon тнe вed
вυт ι waѕn'т ready ғor нer
ι waѕ dead ιn тнe нead

ι'м waѕn'т wнaт yoυ deѕerved
вυт noneтнeleѕѕ ι ѕerved
ι тrιed тo нeal мy нυrт
ι coυldn'т ĸeep мy word

мy deмon wenт вerѕerĸ

rυnnιng and gυnnιng ιт cυnnιng and ѕтυnnιng ιт goт мe
ι pυт ιn мy all, waтcнed ιт crυмвle and ғall
ѕтandιng ιn тнe rυιnѕ мade мe ғeel real тall
вυт wнere’ѕ тнe eѕcape? ιт ѕeт мe aвlaze 'тιll ι ғaded a vape
acтιng a ѕweeт нearт wнen ι ѕaιd, “yoυ’re мιne”
ιn тнe end yoυ leғт тнιnĸιng “wнy’d ι waѕтe мy тιмe?” 

нow do ι reply
wнen yoυ good вye?
тнe anѕwer ι can’т derιve

тнe pιcтυreѕ
тнe leттerѕ
тнey вυrn мe deep ιnѕιde

noт wнaт yoυ deѕerved
вυт noneтнeleѕѕ ι ѕerved
ι тrιed тo нeal мy нυrт

Exquisite

Breakup

Unforgettable {Beautiful Version}

Eminem - We Made You [Lofi Jazz Flip]

guccigangguccigangguccigang

It was a good day (Lofi Remix)

aries' version wasn't really lofi hip hop, this one is

this is america but it's actually lofi hip hop

red haired girl

Tracklist:
0:00 - milk man
1:53 - making you laugh
3:35 - rear view mirror
6:08 - dreaming of you
9:29 - city folk
11:56 - flying over clouds
15:08 - going for a swim
16:55 - love choppa
20:11 - talking to you
22:52 - forever and ever

morning routine | beat tape 001 [Prod. Staggr]

shouldve made this years ago but fuckkkk it

dm for beat licensing!
all luv.

It was a good day (Lofi Remix)

Fornum