This song is about losing someone close, and struggling with depression.

" you will be loved forever, in my heart you will forever exist"

Rest In Peace,

The lady in pink

I  L O V E Y O U

lyrics :

N O T H I N G  F U C K I N G  M A T T E R S


" so far away"

If i dont exist then my pain will be gone

Nothing fucking matters in the end we are just matter
But you matter to me
everytime i see you  everytime i see you
could be the last time you see

Nothing fucking matters in the end we are just matter
but you matter to me
everytime i see you  everytime i see you
it breaks my heart and i bleed </3

if you dont end this i will end this myself
i can slit my own troath ( no i dont need help)
i dont need your help
i was calling for help
but you "You Weren't There"
so if you wanne help
please end this pain
buy me a gun
put a bullet in my brain
everday im trying
everyday is the same
please dont call me i wont be okay

If I dont exist then my pain will be gone
I cant sleep in the night cuz the night is so long
THIS CANT BE RIGHT
IM FEELING SO WRONG
EVERYDAY I THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH I WILL MIS YOU WHEN YOUR GONE

I remember last time i held your hand and i kissed you
im so afraid now
im gonne miss you
i stare at the moon, and i gaze at the stars
now your so close 
but soon youll be so far away </3


in loving memory.

N O T H I N G F U C K I N G M A T  T E R S ( prod by DXD)

Suckin blood all day like a vampire🩸⛓️

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π=Infinite decimals

I will listen to your music until the becomes a finite decimal.


I'm just here to listen to my music 🥹✌✌

'I had never given much thought to how I would die.'

N O T H I N G F U C K I N G M A T T E R S ( prod by DXD)

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