(Lyrics)
If I fall, when Im lost, will anyone care if I'm doing fine
Dead eyes, maybe i might just be contemplating my suicide
Some day, if I pass on, im sure only my mums gonna cry
Late nights and very bright lights, I'm alone but is alright

Guess Im sleeping with the devil -- again tonight (again Tonight)
Using my remaining time -- for these rhymes (for these rhymes)

Having nothing to live for all the sunshine and hope has been long gone
the layers of walls i dont think they are even breakable anymore

I just want to share my story 
before the reaper takes me 
to hell where i belong

Love is a battlefield maybe we all could just let bygones be bygones
And yes I take lots of medicine just so im able to write all of my songs

If I fall, when I'm lost, will anyone care if I'm doing fine
Dead eyes, maybe i might just be contemplating my suicide
Some day, if I pass on, Im sure only my mums gonna cry
Late nights and very bright lights, I'm alone but it is alright

Guess Im sleeping with the devil -- again tonight (again Tonight)
this last part just let me say Goodbye..


("Sleeping With The Devil" - Prod. Flower)is my third original song.
I really appreciate anyone listening, giving me a chance.
Kindly give me any advice if there's anything I can do to improve.
Thank you for your amazing beats.
Love you guys and girls, stay blessed and be safe :)

Sleeping With The Devil (Prod. Flower)

(Spotify Link)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4qcCLu4StTQ2n7283CRJM2?si=eX5LV17zRqqALhH3U33U4w

(Lyrics)
I don't know where I'm going right now
But hopefully I'll figure something out
I'm dumb as fuck so its gonna take awhile
Yeah I fuck things up and I know it all too well
Just an empty shell with a broken smile
Really getting tired of always falling down
No matter what I do, its never good enough
Imma stack all of my thoughts till the day I drown

I wanna runaway and just leave this place
Go MIA and slowly fade away
I wanna runaway and just leave this place
No reason to stay, I'm seeking better days 

I cant stop now life is a fucking race
If I do then everything would go to waste
Even if I write the same shit everyday
I don't sing for praise cause Bitch I know my place

The Day I Drown (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

(Available on Spotify)
https://open.spotify.com/track/58QfP0SOBfrYDITz0c0Stb?si=5537f78a4196440c

(Official Video)
https://youtu.be/zx2Um6Pggx8

(Lyrics)
Take my first step now trip and fall to the ground
You come and pull me up but then you push me down
What's the point of that, trying to make me upset
Well is it fun for you to treat me like a fool

Already used to it, I got alot of pain pills
The monsters in my head they hurt me worse than you
Gave everyone my all now I have nothing to lose
Don't try to ever judge me unless you walk in my shoes

No you'll never know how I feel
Nah I don't even know what's real

Take my first step now trip and fall to the ground
You come and pull me up but then you push me down
I hate to break the news, I got alot of pain pills
The monsters in my head they hurt me worse than you

Pain Pills (Prod. Maris)

(Lyrics)
Don't go
Can you give us a chance cause my feelings are showing
Don't you go
Having dreams about you and it's driving me crazy
Yeah I know
That I'm just an addict but I wont hurt you baby no
By my own
Time moves so slowly it's okay I'll be waiting 

I've been cruising alone at night someone is missing
Will you hold my hand, trust me, we got the chemistry

So don't go
I just want your company and build good memories
Now don't you go
We can stay in my room and then binge watch netflix
Oh girl
Won't you play some games with me, just not hide and seek
Anything
Wanna see your face again, so I guess I'll be waiting

Instrumentals produced by @aureolamusic <3

Waiting [Prod. Aureola]

-Official Music Video-
https://youtu.be/J1EU050MLpY

Out on Spotify now :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/4B4u7yMuaxv1YKSEwYrKIz?si=c15558dd4711400d

(Lyrics)
It's just another sad song
I wrote when I'm down
Before I drown, Please get me numb, That's all I want
Just make me empty
Not feeling a thing
I wake up, close my eyes and go back to sleep

Every night I write the same shit
My life is set on repeat
Get high create some music
Nobody gets it and I fucking hate it

Every night I write the same shit
My life is set on repeat
Get high create some music
People don't get it well I fucking hate it

Something is wrong with me but I don't know how to fix it
I'm falling, and sinking, right into the abyss

It's just another sad song
I wrote when I'm down
Before I drown, Please get me numb, That's all I want
Just make me empty
Not feeling a thing
I wake up, close my eyes and go back to sleep

Just Another Sad Song [Dead Spyro] MV In Desc.

Wrote this on 26th October.
Couldn't find any instrumentals for it :/

(Lyrics)
It's been so long since I've kept my eyes closed
How much time has passed? I don't know.
Why did you leave me by my own?
Everyday is cold, my heart froze

Its been so long since Ive kept my eyes closed
How much time has passed? I don't know.
Why did you leave me by my own?
Feeling so low, where did you go

Time has gone so fast again 
Memories stucked in my head
Remember those days that we spent
Glad to have you as my friend 

Heard you isolate yourself too
I feel so alone without you 
Every night its me and my pills
Wishing none of this shit is real 

Its getting bad, Lost all I had, With nothing left
Thoughts in my head, They drive me mad, I need my meds
Now take my hand, I understand but lets go back

Its been so long since Ive kept my eyes closed
How much time has passed? I don't know.
Why did you leave me by my own?
Everyday is cold, my heart froze

Feeling so low, where did you go?

Let's Go Back [Prod. Kosei]

(Lyrics)
Life is cruel
Its been 3 years I lost you
They say time heals all wounds
I don't think that its true 

All this guilt
Is killing me inside 
This song for you
It's like a lullaby

Where are you
I hope you're doing fine
See you soon on the other side
When I die

Nothings gonna change my mind,
I'm still headed for the afterlife
Getting tired of these lies, 
I cant separate my wrongs from rights

Still I cry
When I think of that night 
But it's time to let you go alright

Glow like the moon
Shine like the stars
Burn bright like the sun
It's time I say goodbye
Tonight...

I.XV.MMXX [Prod. FaaZ]

(Music Video)
https://youtu.be/FDm73lwoJ-U

(Lyrics)
Woke up on the floor tonight again
Miss those times you'd kiss me everyday
Girl you are my drug what can I say
Don't worry it's just another day

Slow motion living
Manually breathing
I feel like a zombie
Poison in my body
Suffocating my brain deteriorating
Baby I am sorry
I know you don't deserve this

She an angel with beautiful wings and
I'm just a pessimistic piece of shit but
I'm trying hard to get the hang of it still
I really wanna kiss you again in the backseat

Woke up on the floor tonight again
Miss those times you'd kiss me everyday
Girl you are my drug what can I say
Don't worry it's just another day

Breaking down
I turn my head face first
then I shove it to the ground
Don't turn around
Everything seems so dead
there's nothing left to see now

She an angel with beautiful wings and
I'm just a pessimistic piece of shit but
I'm trying hard to get the hang of it still
I really wanna kiss you again in the backseat

Woke up on the floor tonight again
Miss those times you'd kiss me everyday
Girl you are my drug what can I say
Don't worry it's just another day

Woke up on the floor tonight again
Miss those times you'd kiss me everyday
Girl you are my drug what can I say
Don't worry it's just another day

I love you @beatsbyknkr

Kisses In The Backseat [KNKR] MV In Desc.

(Lyrics)
What's the purpose in my life
Thinking this shit makes me want to die
Intoxicated, staying busy just to keep the mind empty
My body is in shambles my soul dying slow and steady

Life always fucks me over
I can't do this when I'm sober
Forget the past they don't do me any fucking favors
I'm losing brain cells all day going full retarded

No one can save me somebody bury me 6 feet deep
I'm my own worst enemy just leave me dead and bleedin'

Getting so hard to breathe
It must be suffocating
Think this show is boring
Im headed to the stars bitch

Maybe I might die quick
Or I might live in misery

I'm trying to find
Oh I'm wasting my time
I hide and I lie
No I dont feel alive
Hard just to survive
Breaking on the inside
Pray to the sky
Just let me write until I die

Luv u @beatsbyknkr :D

It's Boring [KNKR]

Available on Spotify now :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/6KkaVHz14x2hAuHPaCY5Fn?si=09ca961635ed4a9a

(Lyrics)
Lowlife me won't ever learn my lesson
Codeine with some whiskey that's my medication
Pop another bean until I drown my feelings
I got blood on my ceiling think I'm better off dying

Sorry to my mum I know she hates it
Poisoning my body its so complicated
All these money I been making they don't mean shit
Many people in my life they just fake care

Walking down this road all by my own
I don't need no company I got my Styrofoam
Turn on airplane mode I wont pickup my phone
Used to being alone feeling like a ghost

Got no where to go
I'm a wreck I know
It's just skin and bones
I wont be growing old

Got no where to go
I'm a mess I know
Wait for overdose
Reaper taking me home

No where else to go
Death is coming close

Lowlife me wont ever learn my lesson
Codeine with some whiskey that's my medication
Pop another bean until I drown my feelings
I got blood on my ceiling think I'm better off dying

Sorry to my mum I know she hates it
Poisoning my body it's so complicated
All these money I been making they don't mean shit
Many people in my life they just fake care

Walking down this road all by my own
I don't need no company I got my Styrofoam
Turn on airplane mode I wont pickup my phone
Used to being alone feeling like a ghost

Prod. @everestdidthis

Feel Like A Ghost [Everestdidthis]

(Music Visualiser)
https://youtu.be/sViF0yTHC-c

(Lyrics)
Deaths at my doorstep, knocking on the door
Suicide letter but they never understood
I'm standing on the roof I think I'm gonna die soon
Drinking booze I don't really got nothing to lose

Drugs in your veins, ain't no room left to hide
Death on my mind, shits been dying inside 
Lost in the night, get so tired of life
Trapped in this shell, cut myself with this knife

Screaming out in pain but there is not a single soul around
How much time I wonder before my body gon' hit the ground
Hear the devil's sound and I say welcome back with open arms
Getting tired now I'm falling down and feeling overwhelmed

Deaths at my doorstep, knocking on the door
Hit me on my phone I don't pick up your call
Crashing tonight, no more tears left to cry,
Embrace the end as I fall from the sky.

Drugs in the veins, no escape from the grief,
Outrun the pain, but I'm stuck on the leash.
No hope, no love, just a life full of lies
Tears dried up, now is the time for goodbyes.

Screaming out in pain but there is not a single soul around
How much time I wonder before my body gon' hit the ground
Hear the devil's sound and I say welcome back with open arms
Getting tired now I'm falling down and feeling overwhelmed

NOISE [Hypnotize]

(Lyrics)
These days, everything seems like a haze
It feels like a waste, landing on my face
Don't know to slow down or pick up the pace
Knowing some people out there ain't got no faith, got no grace
Can't seem to get myself out this god damned hell-hole of a place
Caught up in the cell of my mind
Hands on the bars as I'm losing my time
Unloading my thoughts into my rhyme
Negative thoughts into positive grind
If you don't see it, you're probably blind
Out here hoping one day I'll be signed
Spending my time out here writing these lines
Hoping I don't end up doing those lines

Too much overthinking got me screaming at my wall
I've been hiding from the world and no one will hear my call
With every tear I shed its kinda like a funeral
Imma paint all of my feelings into this lyrical carnival

Bury me alive, while staring at the sky
It's just another day of waiting here until I fucking die
Clocking out of life. Fuck a nine to five
Middle of the night as chaos devours all of the light

All these medicine, they help me make it through today
Better numb it all down, so that I don't go insane
In a place that is grey, everyday it seems to rain
Set my body up in flames, watch as I slowly decay 

Don't call my phone, think I'm on my own
Time to go, on the road to hell I'll walk alone
It's a joke, how I desperately cling to hope
Need a smoke, burn my lungs up while picturing my gravestone
Six feet hole, filled up with my bones
Laying there with all my troubles gone
Rest in peace, turn to a ghost
Forget the sadness fuck my goals
At least in hell the demons would be real.

@user-636357554

Lyrical Carnival [xQirk]

(Music Visualizer)
youtu.be/c5nup6J0KNA?si=w387Wy_HYCjVvqpm

(Lyrics)
I got blood on my wrist and the devil in my head
What's the point in livin' if I'm livin' like I'm fucking dead
I got 99 problems that will never go away
Taking a bullet to my brain watching my body slowly turn to grey

Get out my way, if you got shit to say, say it to my face
Give me some space, I don't even want your ho cause she so fake
Raising the stakes, with each step I take, no room for snakes
Well that's okay, I've sealed my fate and now we just gotta wait

Don't need the fame, I'm just tryna kill some pain
I be livin' on the fast lane, watch as I go out in flames
All these bitches wanna ride my wave but they fucking lame
I got no time for games, I don't even know your name

It's all the same, might go insane
Sometimes I sit here and I wonder what you want from me
Nothing has changed, might lose my way
Does it matter if I chase a dream that is too far away

-Hanako-
It's pointless.
"What? But Why?"
Don't you know?
Because that's the way Death works.
Wandering the world of the living unnoticed as a spirit.
That isn't a continuation of life.
When you die, that's it.
There's nothing more, nothing new begins.
No matter how much you regret or wish.
If you couldn't do something in life,
you can't suddenly do it when you die.

See the bloodstains on my hands and the hole that's in my chest
Sittin' here, countin' down the days until I'm put to rest
I got 99 problems man, I'm just trying my best
Looking for some meaning in this life I've yet to understand

I got blood on my wrist shitty thoughts manifest
Every night is a battle and the journey keeps taking me west
99 problems but they're all up in my head
Drowning in my fucking misery I still gotta smile and pretend

Thank you @sorrow_bringer for producing this sick beat <333

99 Problems [sorrow bringer]

(Music Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/KjxK23BY-N4

(Lyrics)
If I could tear the sky apart
I'd write your name among the stars
And even if it breaks my heart
I'll hold you close wherever you are

I'm not perfect, I'm a mess
But you've seen the worst and yet you stay
I can never get you outta my head
cuz baby I don't want this to end
(No I don't want this to end)

And I don't want you to go
Its hard to do this alone
(I'm not that strong on my own)
(I'm lost with nowhere to go)
And I need you here to hold me
So please answer your phone
(Baby pickup the phone)

If I could tear the sky apart
I'd write your name among the stars
And even if it breaks my heart
I'll hold you close wherever you are

I'm not perfect, I'm a mess
But you've seen the worst and yet you stay
I can never get you outta my head
cuz baby I don't want this to end
(No I don't want this to end)

prod. @deadspyro <3

Celestial Mess [Dead Spyro]

(Lyric Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/q9FDcPx2gxw?si=YFFNIXK7e8Yp6yoY

(Lyrics)
Whenever I hear your voice, it still haunts me
Memories we shared, now they feel so daunting
I gave you my all and then you left me with nothing
Downing one more bottle but the pain isn't stopping

Burned out, trying hard to keep it together
Got my hands tied down while you fuck with another
You found yourself someone new, left me in the weather
Now I'm all alone but I thought we’d last forever

Keeping my phone close to me, I'm just hoping you would call
But deep down, I know you don't even care at all
I'm stuck replaying moments, watching every rise and fall
Guess I was nothing to you, just a name up on your wall

Thought we had it all, listen to this song
Cause the person that I was, yeah long gone
Thought we had it all, listen to this song
Sitting here wondering where it all went wrong

The world turns grey
Lost myself along the way
Lying on my bed, I'm wide awake
One foot in the grave

Thank you @prodbyisidor for the instrumental <3

I'll Be Okay [prodbyisidor]

(Lyric Visualizer)
youtu.be/Ba0GEUWKu2Y

(Lyrics)
Someday, I'm hoping that you'll be mine
And this time I promise you I'll make it right
Every night, I just wish that you were by my side
Slowly killing my mind, still I'll tell you that I'm fine

Finding the strength to show you the truth
That every piece of my heart, I swear it belongs to you
Let's Netflix and chill, sitting in my bedroom
Ordering some GrabFood, you know life's gonna be good

I’m wishing on the stars, calling your name
Hoping you'll come back, nothing feels the same
I still see your face in the quiet night
Memories linger, I'm holding on tight

Pictures on the wall, they tear me apart
A gallery of pain etched deep in my heart
The world moves on but I'm still standing here
Chasing the echoes, I can't seem to heal

A life without you, feels empty and grey
If I could turn back time and make it all right
I'd give you all my heart and make you believe
And show you every day what you mean to me

You mean the world to me, I only want you baby
Find me the missing key, cause your love is all I need

Someday, I'm hoping that you'll be mine
And this time I promise you I'll make it right
Every night, I just wish that you were by my side
Slowly killing my mind, still I'll tell you that I'm fine

Finding the strength to show you the truth
That every piece of my heart, I swear it belongs to you
Let's Netflix and chill, sitting in my bedroom
Ordering some GrabFood, you know life's gonna be good

Here I am, sitting in this empty room
Holding on to memories, hoping you come back to me
Deep in my heart, I know that I've lost you
I'm wishing on a dream that won't ever come true

Feat. @dreur-ser, thank you :D
Instrumental by @sadboiforever <3

Maybe Someday [2001]

(Lyric Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/DqKspJgm63I

(Lyrics)
Hold on, can you gimme my heart back
I would give it all to you but trust me you don't want that
No one really sticks around where my friends at
I be talking to myself again it's always like that

It's half past three and I'm staring at the ceiling
Picking up the pen but I don't know what I'm feeling
Lately, I been trying
Tell me what's the point if it's all or nothing

Tell me where the fuck I went wrong
Sipping nothing but purple up in my Styrofoam cup
Tell me that you love me but that shit went all wrong
Now I'm hurting, going thru this phase that you call hate

Got a lot of anger don't know how to relate
Retaliate and shoot them bullets thru the roof ay
Said I'm chilling with the gang till my heart stays cold
I'on give a fuck cus our time grows old

Hold on, can you gimme my heart back
I would give it all to you but trust me you don't want that
No one really sticks around where my friends at
I be talking to myself again it's always like that

It's half past three and I'm staring at the ceiling
Picking up the pen but I don't know what I'm feeling
Lately, I been trying
Tell me what's the point if it's all or nothing?

Happy Valentines Day 🖤
Check out @omachi-21 💯

Up All Night ft. Omachi 21 [BiscuitBoi]

Mastered by 𝓝𝓔'𝓔𝓡𝓓𝓞𝓦𝓔𝓛𝓛 @iamaneerdowell

(Lyric Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/YQAlLwVdYiw

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
Fucked up, gonna fuck it up again
Where's the cup, somebody pour another drink

I been trying to forget, every memory that we had
No I don't wanna go back, leave it how it is like that
Feel the weight upon my chest, wondering when will this end
I feel like I'm fucking dead, put the lead into my head

-IcarusLurks-
Thought you were an angel, I guess I was wrong
Cause you don't have a halo, and now I see the truth that's gone right by
I see all the lies you hold, I see all the times you sold me out
I see all the lies you told, I see all the time that passed by

I felt blinded by all the lies that you told me
And I know better not gon' hold you
And I know better not gon' get fooled 
And I know better not gon' get used

Fuck that, I know I'm not a tool for you, but I was a fool for you 
Maybe I got used to you being around

-Grimm Gem-
I been trying to forget, every memory that we had
No I don't wanna go back, leave it how it is like that
Feel the weight upon my chest, wondering when will this end
I feel like I'm fucking dead, put the lead into my head

Poison in my veins but the pain wont go away
You tell me I need to change, I'm a mess I know, okay
Wake up the next day then forget about yesterday
Everything remains the same, it don't matter anyway

Listen to @icarus_lurks 🖤

Dead Til Dawn ft. IcarusLurks [timeless]

(Lyrics)
Bitch you got something to say
You should take it to my face
Stop being so fucking fake
But you pussy boy why you afraid

Cut myself with my own blade
Cuz everyday I'm filled with hate
I'll bury you inside your grave
I'm a walking zombie full of rage

Drag my body through the flames
I don't care, I can't be saved
All this anger inside my brain
I'll make sure that you feel my pain

Fuck you man, we not the same
Your shit is whack and fucking lame
666 bitch I'm insane
Got demon blood within my veins

Eyes rolled back, getting outta control
My heart's so black, I be losing my soul
Been praying to a god that I don't even know
And I hate this place so much, I gotta go

Eyes rolled back, getting outta control
My heart's so black, I be losing my soul
Been praying to a god that I don't even know
And I hate this place so much, I gotta go

Bitch you got something to say
You should take it to my face
Stop being so fucking fake
But you pussy boy why you afraid

Cut myself with my own blade
Cuz everyday I'm filled with hate
I'll bury you inside your grave
I'm a walking zombie full of rage

Drag my body through the flames
I don't care, I can't be saved
All this anger inside my brain
I'll make sure that you feel my pain

Fuck you man, we not the same
Your shit is whack and fucking lame
666 bitch I'm insane
Got demon blood within my veins

Prod. @krestisgone 🤍

Eternal Pain [KREST]

Feeling mental lately...

(Lyrics)
Oh no, I don't think we'll ever do this again
Woah oh, really wanna see that smile on your face
Nuh uh, feels like nothing much has even changed
I'll end up hurting you over and over again

I feel like a fuck up for wasting your time
Hoping that someday everything gon' be alright
Feeling like a fuck up for wasting my life
Waste away all the time I really wanna know why

Pray that tomorrow would be a better day
Writing shitty songs that always sound the same
My head is getting noisy so I hide away
Wondering if you still even think of me

Cuz I still think of you
If only I knew what to do
I know that you've been feeling blue
Just don't forget about me too

Oh no, I don't think we'll ever do this again
Woah oh, really wanna see that smile on your face
Nuh uh, feels like nothing much has even changed
I'll end up hurting you over and over again

I feel like a fuck up for wasting your time
Hoping that someday everything gon' be alright
Feeling like a fuck up for wasting my life
Waste away all the time I really wanna know why

Thank you @reytee for the instrumental 🤍

Blue [reytee]

(Original Song)
https://soundcloud.com/shizukesaaa/letdown-w-residential

(Lyrics)
Come around
I know I'm a fuck up just a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town
Gaze inside her eyes been filled with hate now
need to stay down
Really need some backup
You know you're the only one I want love
Can't fucking take this aching make my chest numb
You the one I want love

Can't even snap back to this Snapchat
Got 80 ounce in this backpack
Making lame shit on this old Mac
while my friends out in their Pontiac
How are you so contagious
Holding back on my anguish
Cardi rocks when I'm anxious
Blood and mud on these pages
She don't talk but her eyes flirt
Louis V and that black skirt
Pulling up in that Chrysler
Bloody shirt and my chest hurts

Come around
I know I'm a fuck up just a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town
Gaze inside her eyes been filled with hate now
need to stay down
Really need some backup
You know you're the only one I want love
Can't fucking take this aching make my chest numb
You the one I want love

Been awhile I tried covering songs, I still suck at mixing tho :')
Thank you @shizukesaaa & @user-411557229 <3

let_down (Shizukesa. Cover) [The Ushanka Boy]

(AMV)
https://youtu.be/b8S3hKgA1LQ?si=YYGw7WbU2CnlJqSa

(Lyrics)
Cause I'm falling apart really don't know what to do now
Getting numb when I'm down just to feel somethin'
Giving up, yea I know I shouldn't give it up
Another cup it's harder when I feel nothin'

I've been stuck in my head tryna find a way out
Eyes red, no sleep, got me breaking down
Times up it's another day another route
Wear a smile on my face when they all come around

Oh lately I've been trying
but it still feels like something's missing
Can't stop this overthinking
It's hard to breathe while suffocating

Time moves slow, really think you should go now
Go back home, I'll be fine on my own ya
Heart beats slow, feel it fade into the background
I don't know cus my ears are hearing no sound

(Subaru)
I'll tell you what kind of man I really am
I have no strength but I want it all
I have no knowledge but all I do is dream
Theres nothing I could do but I struggle in vain like an idiot
I...I hate myself...

Falling apart really don't know what to do now
Getting numb when I'm down just to feel somethin'
Giving up, yea I know I shouldn't give it up
Another cup it harder when I feel nothin'

I've been stuck in my head tryna find a way out
Eyes red, no sleep, got me breaking down
Times up it's another day another route
Wear a smile on my face when they all come around

Smile (KREST)

changing my mic after this :')

(AMV)
youtu.be/aW5i44rlDoY

(Lyrics)
Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up, just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

Maybe I'm a mess but I guess she kinda like that
Thoughts inside my head, gone again but know they'll be back
Feeling like a reject, say goodbye then
I'm so used to it and I'm so used to this

Can't fall asleep, wondering
What the hell have I been doing lately
Shoutout to Reytee, now my brain is working
Preparing for the...

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
(Calm down, Calm down)
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
(All alone now, I'm alone by myself now)
Speak up, just know that I won't pick it up
(Don't know what to do uh)
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out
(Sorry if I'm not around)

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

I luv y'all 🤍
Thank you @reytee for the instrumental <3

Lately [reytee]

(AMV)
youtu.be/UHonD8-UkT4

(Lyrics)
What should I do
You got me so confused
I been staying up the whole night
Thinking of you, it's true

Doing it all over again
Make the same mistakes
Feel like shit
Hate myself for always being like this 

Now I'm sitting here alone
All by my own
And the weather's cold
God I'm feeling low but it's all good

It'll be alright, everything is fine
I don't wanna talk cus snakes always be lying

Take me back home
I don't know where else to go
I'm in my zone
So stop pretending like you don't know

-warningsadvibes-
Just take me back home
Cause I don’t know where else to go
I don’t know
What I should say or do
You're driving me insane, that's true
We're on separate paths, feel alone, but I like that
The weather's cold, and I’d rather be alone
Cause she always makes everything about herself
I can be worse than you think
Fucking lost myself playing Elden Ring
Cause I know what you said about me
I just wanna stay in my zone, all alone
You know I fuck you right
It’s fucking raining outside
And I hate to feel
The way you always make me feel alone

Listen to @wsadv :D

re-recorded an open from '23 🫡

It's Not The Same Anymore [Ciche&Jarn]

(Original Song)
soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

(Lyrics)
I got bad dreams, make them go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I'm not taking pills anymore
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back
but I can’t fear you, no I can’t hear you
I can't see you, I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you
And fill my mind
with all the time
that passed me by

Check out @icarus_lurks 🤍



Pass Me (IcarusLurks Cover) [BiscuitBoi]

(AMV)
youtu.be/BF80mKRorAw?si=ME50fqEmTtJjaJLN

(Lyrics)
I got bad dreams, make it go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I ain't taking pills no more
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back, but I can't fear you
No, I can’t hear you, I can't see you
I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value

I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you and fill my mind

With all the time that passed me by...

-Original Song-
https://soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

Listen to @icarus_lurks 🤍

Pass Me (02) [BiscuitBoi]

(AMV)
youtube.com/watch?v=-QkOgGzE60U

(Lyrics)
-grimmgem-
Do you understand me, I don't think you're crazy
Have you even noticed the things that I've been doing
Hope that you can see it or maybe just believe it
What's on your mind, really hope that we can talk about it

So let's go inside
Nobody's here to save you, not tonight
Don't wanna fight, don't wanna die
Not tonight

Lets make it right
We outta time, why we gotta lie
if only I can show you what's been on my mind

-wraith-
Am I wasted when I waste away my day with you
I feel uncomfortable, can't spit out what u want me to
It’s unavoidable, can’t overcome my obstacles
Cause time repeats the probable, I’m probably unwantable

LSD, baby like a trip
And a GT3, crash the fucking whip
I’m on MTV, burning down the crib
God I’m such a fucking mess
I guess isn’t life a bitch

Thanks for hopping on this wit me :D
Listen to @wraithwilldie & @prodcxrter 🤍

Not Tonight ft.wraith [cxrter x vito]

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
Honestly, I don't really wanna talk about it
She don't like it so we never really talk about shit
Honestly, I don't know what she been thinking
Pardon me maybe I don't know what I'm doing

So what to do, life is cruel
Music for when I'm feeling blue
She don't got a clue
Sometimes I don't wanna feel
Tell me if this is real
What are we doing here
I really need to heal or else I'll disappear

-Misfiit-
Gone, gone
I'll be gone before you wake up 
We had some time to make up
but I don't think that we'll work out 
I'm gonna miss the smell of your perfume in the morning 
It's best to end it now before our eyes start pouring 

Why can't you hate me and make this easy 
I'm always thinking bad thoughts
This shit so annoying 
This shit is my escape
and I can feel myself slowing down 
I'm tempted to end it
Baby I want you to want independence

Listen to @4135876 🤍
Thanks for doing this with me </3

Honestly ft. MisFiit [Droozy]

𝐵𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒
so be kind to yourself.
@sleepingholloworiginal ♱
-08/07/22-

Grimm Gem

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