(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
It's 2 in the morning and
I'm sitting here recording
What am I doing
Oh, where are my feelings
Cause I don't wanna live like this
Everyday I feel like shit
Taking prescriptions like candy
Hoping that they numb me

-ShadowJay-
Hey dad
I don't what kind of pain you're in
But its a type of pain I've never seen
Everything feels wrong nowadays
Everything every day
I wish that all my woes could
And would just fly away
Fly away, dies today, disappear, start again
Hit that restart, fold and seal this life shut
Forget the past, turn around this bad luck
Bad draft, scratch the life that god gave me
Start a new one

-Grimm Gem-
What's on your mind
Can you tell me please don't lie
Show me a sign
Will I die tonight or will I survive
Let me stay high
I don't care, my vice will make me feel fine
Turn off the lights
Its getting too bright I'm turning blind

-ShadowJay-
It really scars my heart to see you suffering
Everyday, hurts more preparing your medicine
In denial, even though I know you're dying
Secretly hoping that I'm just dreaming
That you're actually out there living
And I'm actually on my bed sleeping
But I'm not, I'm just running from my demons
Stuck in a dream, man who am I kidding

ShadowJay
@user-636357554

Dreaming [Ft. ShadowJay X Prod. NagaSIX]

ich bin fuckin numb
i wanna die
mein shirt ist voll mit blood
meine arme voll mit lines
feelings alle gone 
yea mein herz ist viel zu kalt
sag mir wann ist vorbei
i wanna die

bro pass mir den morio, nen doubie und ne blade
und ich mache, dass es endet 
ich beende diesen pain
nein du kannst mich nicht mehr retten
baby sorry it‘s too late
ich will einfach nur vergessen wie es war auf dieser welt
ich will einfach nur vergessen wie es war
es wird eh nicht so wie früher also geb ich einfach auf
meine lyrics immer dark
weil mein herz wird immer kühler und die stimmen immer lauter 

ich hab jahrelang gekämpft
ganz allein in meinem zimmer
weil ich glaube wenn es endet wirds für mama bisschen schlimmer
ich will sie nur beschützen vor dem schmerz vom tod der kinder
„irgendwann wirds besser“ 
yea ich hoffe, dass es stimmt mom

numb (the ushanka boy)

no it aint love

Out Now!

🩸LYRICZ💧

Bitch I feel complete 
Bitch I feel complete
Yeah with you if feel complete 

Yeah with you I feel complete 
All these hoes been wanting me 
had my heart up on deplete 
I got all the strains you need 
I’ve been here hunnid weeks 

I’ve been here a hunnid weeks 
Yeah with you I feel complete 
All these hoes been wanting me 
had my heart up on deplete 
I got all the strains you need 
I’ve been here hunnid weeks 
Baby waiting for your reach 
Smokin on this blue dream  

I’ve been rising on this beat 
Yeah that bitch she fym
I’m just gonna shine n peace 
slide n skrt up on yo physique 
why I never feel complete 
Struggle just like every week 
Watch the money go by 
I’m just always in the sky 
AngelMayCry he gon shine
King of the fallen half the time   
I feel lifeless half my live 
half my blood just gon cry 
Wipe my eyes for me it’s time 
Just for me to slide n shine 
Told you devils never cry 
Tears fallen from the sky 

 I’ve been here a hunnid weeks 
Yeah with you I feel complete 
All these hoes been wanting me 
had my heart up on deplete 
I got all the strains you need 
I’ve been here hunnid weeks 
Baby waiting for your reach 
Smokin on this blue dream

✭𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖑𝕸𝖆𝖞𝕮𝖗𝖞✭ - Blue Dream (complete) (Prod.JudahBudah)

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

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sludge (clear purple)

P0ND3RR - God I have some unanswered questions I need to ask you FT Legit Piper and KIWI FRSH

P0ND3RR - Leave you breathless Ft KOTD (prod Hypnotize)

nauseous (prod. rick hardy)

This is a song about feelings of hopelessness and the inevitability of Death....


Vain by 3Zen Tha Trinity

"yea, do you know how it is when you feeling trapt in ya head, looking for a way but the way you see is dead,
if im taking turn after turn just feel my mind burn while I lye in my sleep and i toss and i turn,
looking for way, looking for way, but all i see is gray, yeah, ay, i can feel my grave, looking for a time in the day, looking for the shine in the rain,
looking for the blood in my veins, tell me is it true my life too is in vain, i cant feel the blood in my veins, tell me my life true tho in vain, looking for a way looking for a way yeah ay, i can feel my fate, uh i can tell the real from fake uh,
i am not yet one with the flame, uh but im knowing one day its gon come its gon fucking come


So i am not yet one with the flame
looking for way, looking for way, but all i see is gray, yeah, ay, i can feel my grave, looking for a time in the day, looking for the shine in the rain,
looking for the blood in my veins, tell me is it true my life too is in vain, i cant feel the blood in my veins, tell me my life true tho in vain, looking for a way looking for a way yeah ay, i can feel my fate, uh i can tell the real from fake uh,
knowing that one day its gon come its gon fucking come, i know its gon come its gon fucking come, yeah one day its gon fucking come"

UPRiSiNG!

Vain

3. vain (feat. shiloh) [prod.  autrioly]

XVI:

(Doing all my dope)

Doing all my dope, whilst I’m hiding from the 5-0
Fucking her all night making her do the eye roll,
Where did all my lines go? 
Get too lost in her eyes though, 
Think I might overdose, and I
Pop another Zopliclone, light me a Marlboro 
I’m trying to get on the roll, tryna overdose 

Look towards to the ghost,
Took to much yayo in my nose I don’t think I’ll sleep tonight, no no 

I know I won’t 
I know I got your rejection
And no one knows 

Living in deception, I found a new obsession 
My dopamine receptors unrepairable, 
The amphetamines got me locked jaw for days
Released from the county just to be gated,
In my own mental imprisonment 

I need you in my life, I am unbearable 
You are my light 
We soar together, up above, ever since we fell in love

PROD. V-EBEATS

EUPHORICALGOD- M.D.R.U 🖤

Hey. 
Thank you if you listened to my songs 🖤
I am still learning and improving :(
-08/07/22-

Dreaming [Ft. ShadowJay X Prod. NagaSIX]

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