Looking for more people to collab with :D

Collabs & Covers <3

(Music Video)
https://youtu.be/Wo4tkSFHuqA

(Lyrics)
[Shadow Jay]
Never thought that it be so lonely
Thought I'd be okay when you left me
Suddenly lyrics started forming
People started saying I'm not lively anymore
All I know is that I'm hurting
And while I'm doing some soul searching
All I hear is that you are flirting 
With some human being that I have never heard before

[Grimm Gem]
Now I'm all alone, Imma die alone
Slit my wrist, I don't wanna go back home 
I don't trust no more even if I'm wrong
Bitch you fucking dumb just another hoe yeah

[Shadow Jay]
You went and made me an overthinker
Because of you I'm a heavy drinker
Fed me lies now I'm a non believer
Who knew that you were just a pretty liar
Now I reflect, should've known better
To fall for that, I thought I was smarter
Feel so detached, I guess I'm a sucker
But what an act, you deserve an Oscar

Now I'm both depressed and distressed
But most of all, I'm so obsessed
With all the memories that we had
And all the moments that I cant forget

[Grimm Gem]
Why you be so cold please don't be so cold
I ain't got no hope that's why I be smoking dope
Popping pills but its not helping me to cope
Bitches coming through, Bitches coming through
But I only got my eyes on you only got my eyes for you
Now I'm all alone Imma just die alone

Baby I really love you just want you to know
Pretty sure you are aware don't think I got to show
All the pessimistic thoughts that never left my mind 
How did you fix it all the fucking time
If I fall apart will you be by my side
Found the love of my life but I pushed her aside 💔

Thank you @sorrow_bringer for the instrumentals <3

Falling Apart (Feat. ShadowJay & Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

{Grimm Gem]
Feeling so lost now I hate my life
Everything I had believed in was just a lie
Take my blade, slit my wrist, end the pain inside
When I meet the Reaper I ain't gonna fight this time

Where did my soul go?
Where did my soul go?
Taking lots of Codeine mixing them with Benzos
Doing all this shit waiting for another overdose
Let me close my eyes, rest in peace and die slow
Where did my heart go? I am feeling so cold
Demons in my mind are telling me to just go ghost
I don't want to isolate again and be all by my own 
Oh no, it's havoc when Im left alone

But what do I know? Im not meant to grow old
What a fucking joke
Lyrics that I wrote
When I'm high on dope 
Got my life hanging by the rope

What do I know? I'm not really sure though
I am used to it
Getting sick of this
Life has been a bitch
Let me turn on airplane mode real quick


[Yxng Grim]

Baby when you need to call my phone
Don't fucking wait cuz I got time
Baby when I say I'm skin and bones
I may not feel but I can fight

Baby when I say it's time to go
Please do not stay, you'll have a fright

Baby If I say I need to go
Know I may not survive the night

No I may not survive the night
But I'll stay up in the Moonlight

Just waiting for my time to shine
I'll try and act like I'm just fine

Help me help me, tell me you felt me
I know that you lying about the way you gonna help me
Tell me that I'm crying like my brain just got me melting

HopeLess (Prod. Gxree) Ft. Grimm Gem

(Lyrics)
Good things are coming with the pain yuh
Don't leave please meet me in the backyard
I remember when you told me I'm a failure
Look at me now you want something, Imma pay yuh
Talk shit, I don't care, I'll erase you
Dumb bitch, she ain't rare, you can take her
With her blue skies turning gray yuh
Dumb bitch, she ain't rare, you can take her

I don't give a fuck
If you wanna call
I wont pick it up
No I deserve more
And I'm mixing drugs
You heal for barks
Cringe shit - Not love
My wrist - All blood

My wrist bleeding while some bitches want my body
I could never ever want me
So I need someone to warm me yuh
You wanna call me
But you bitch are fucking boring
I would rather be recording
That's the reason I'm ignoring you

(Original Song)
https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi/roasting-my-ex
Wanted to try covering a song
Thanks @sadtxnshi for letting me practice <3

I'm Sorry, That's Just The Way I Cope (Sadtxnshi Cover)

-Original Song By 9Tails-
soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/comatose-prod-iceman

(Lyrics)
Blood in the sink
I can barely think
Spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
All I see is money
All I see is red
You can take what you want cause I'm almost dead

You can tell that I'm lost I should go to bed
Say I'm fine but I'm not you should see my head
No I never forgot all the things you said
Make it by cause I'm on all these fucking meds

Here to live then to die when my time is spent
I was never alive let me see the lead
How she love me for life when I'm still a kid
Send her home I'm alone laying on my bed

Hit her up then I turn into a ghost
Smoke a blunt, pour a deuce she tell me I do the most
Fuck you mean, sippin lean, ashes fallin on my toes
She said baby can you stop before you fall to comatose
That's the point I don't know
Why the fuck you always stopping me
Hittin bowls it say no smoking on the public property
Feeling wavy when I pour it up I do it properly
Feeling drugs and liquor pumping through my fucking arteries

Blood in the sink
I can barely think
Spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
All I see is money
All I see is red
You can take what you want cause I'm almost dead

You can tell that I'm lost I should go to bed
Say I'm fine but I'm not you should see my head
No I never forgot all the things you said
Make it by cause I'm on all these fucking meds

Trying to cover songs to improve on my mixing...

Comatose (9Tails Cover) [Prod. Dreamsyde]

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
It's 2 in the morning and
I'm sitting here recording
What am I doing
Oh, where are my feelings
Cause I don't wanna live like this
Everyday I feel like shit
Taking prescriptions like candy
Hoping that they numb me

-ShadowJay-
Hey dad
I don't what kind of pain you're in
But its a type of pain I've never seen
Everything feels wrong nowadays
Everything every day
I wish that all my woes could
And would just fly away
Fly away, dies today, disappear, start again
Hit that restart, fold and seal this life shut
Forget the past, turn around this bad luck
Bad draft, scratch the life that god gave me
Start a new one

-Grimm Gem-
What's on your mind
Can you tell me please don't lie
Show me a sign
Will I die tonight or will I survive
Let me stay high
I don't care, my vice will make me feel fine
Turn off the lights
Its getting too bright I'm turning blind

-ShadowJay-
It really scars my heart to see you suffering
Everyday, hurts more preparing your medicine
In denial, even though I know you're dying
Secretly hoping that I'm just dreaming
That you're actually out there living
And I'm actually on my bed sleeping
But I'm not, I'm just running from my demons
Stuck in a dream, man who am I kidding

ShadowJay
@user-636357554

Dreaming [NagaSIX]

(Lyrics)
Wanna' runaway, I don't wanna stay here
Thoughts in my head keep fucking me over
Everywhere I go I don't really see the colors
Take another pill, now all I hear is silence

Don't know what to say, I got way too many questions
Lost in the cycle, it's so hard to get my mind clear
Bitches coming through but they don't even matter
Being by my own yeah maybe that's better

Won't pick up my phone, when I'm in my zone
You can call me, text me but I really gotta go
Walking on the road, feeling so damn low
Monsters all around me maybe you shouldn't come close

Self destruction is making me die slow

Wanna' runaway, I don't wanna stay here
Thoughts in my head keep fucking me over
Everywhere I go I don't really see the colors
Take another pill, now all I hear is silence

Don't know what to say, I got way too many questions
Lost in the cycle, it's so hard to get my mind clear
Bitches coming through but they don't even matter
Being by my own yeah maybe that's better

So sick of people treating me like I don't matter
Am I invisible? Or just a toy to you?
With all the toys in the world, people choose to
Play with your feelings
Over and over again

I'm a person, not a game
Don't you come and play me
Of all the things you can play
My feelings ain't one of them
Ain't your toy, not for you to play and toss em' when you're done

My heart's not a playground
You ought to go play somewhere else
Counting down to the moments till I'm left alone cuz 
I'm done with being used

Wanna' runaway, I don't wanna stay here
Thoughts in my head keep fucking me over
Everywhere I go I don't really see the colors
Take another pill, now all I hear is silence

Don't know what to say, I got way too many questions
Lost in the cycle, it's so hard to get my mind clear
Bitches coming through but they don't even matter
Being by my own yeah maybe that's better

feat. @dreur-ser

Don't Matter [beQUITE]

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
What you want yuh
I be moving fast not slow tonight
Running out of time
Bitch boy know your place alright

-Shadow Jay-
Leave me alone
I don't need no bitch
Barking down my throat
Fuck the lies that you told
Selling my soul
Just to curse those I loathe
Come to the door and I'll harvest your soul

Hold up
Fucking poser
Step to me again
I'll end ya 
With a hammer
Cause you're a fish
to me a beta you done messed up
Cuz I'm the shark and you the bait
so take a hammer to the head and drop dead yeah

-Grimm Gem-
Reaper
I'mma rip ya
Send you to your maker
New year
Fucking kill ya
It is now or never
I'll live till December
You don't even matter
Your bitch is whatever oh

What you want yuh
I be moving fast not slow tonight
Running out of time
Bitch boy know your place alright

-Shadow Jay x Grimm Gem-
Birds of a feather
Ya'll flock together
Deciding whether
I should end you forever
Cap wearing liars
Playing with fire
Little Bitch Boy and the Bitch that's his partner

Ft. @user-636357554
Prod. Sorrowbringer x @luffysome <3

Bxtch Boy w/Shadow Jay [Luffysome x Sorrowbringer]

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
It's now 2 on this lonely night
I need something to ease my mind
You know that I'm a mess alright
but still I'll tell you that I'm fine
I'm all alone again tonight
Pop me a Xan to ease my mind
Close my eyes and take my life
then maybe I'll see the light
  
Lately I've been feeling down
so I'll just numb myself
And what's the point in living
if my brain's in constant hell
Shit's been crazy
Life's been hectic
I'm not doing well
I've been fighting
I've been struggling
How much time has gone by now?

Destroying my body, that's what I've been doing
Wasting all of my time, praying that I fucking die

-P0nd3rr-
I been hoping Imma fucking die
I'm a little piece of shit
Didn't deserve a chance on my life
Told god if he doesn't want me here then take me alive

I barely made it out of a hell most people won't survive
and I'm in my moment trying to grind
but all I feel is failure when it comes down
And I can see it in your eyes no one wants me around
Just a waste of space standing on this ground
And I'm ashamed the pain I bring because
I'm negative and you can fucking see 
And never believe things will get better in my dreams
Then let me go rot in my fucking agony

As I slowly wallow away
If that's okay
Still stuck in this pain as I float in this state
Hoping you won't see me decayed
Dead like a zombie buried in his grave
Then I'll sail it on it like a wave

Ft. @lilpon22
Prod. @deadspyro <3

Ease My Mind w/P0nd3rr [Dead Spyro]

#lofi #lofihipop #lofirap #emorap #emo #rap #hipop #newrelease #GrimmGem 
Mixed and mastered by Grimm Gem 🔥🔥🔥

P0ND3RR - What about it Ft Grimm Gem (prod nvrfrvr)

forgot the producer im very sorry if you know this is your beat hmu so I can put PROD your name

FVCK THE WORLD P0ND3RR x GRIMM GEM

(Lyrics)
These days, everything seems like a haze
It feels like a waste, landing on my face
Don't know to slow down or pick up the pace
Knowing some people out there ain't got no faith, got no grace
Can't seem to get myself out this god damned hell-hole of a place
Caught up in the cell of my mind
Hands on the bars as I'm losing my time
Unloading my thoughts into my rhyme
Negative thoughts into positive grind
If you don't see it, you're probably blind
Out here hoping one day I'll be signed
Spending my time out here writing these lines
Hoping I don't end up doing those lines

Too much overthinking got me screaming at my wall
I've been hiding from the world and no one will hear my call
With every tear I shed its kinda like a funeral
Imma paint all of my feelings into this lyrical carnival

Bury me alive, while staring at the sky
It's just another day of waiting here until I fucking die
Clocking out of life. Fuck a nine to five
Middle of the night as chaos devours all of the light

All these medicine, they help me make it through today
Better numb it all down, so that I don't go insane
In a place that is grey, everyday it seems to rain
Set my body up in flames, watch as I slowly decay 

Don't call my phone, think I'm on my own
Time to go, on the road to hell I'll walk alone
It's a joke, how I desperately cling to hope
Need a smoke, burn my lungs up while picturing my gravestone
Six feet hole, filled up with my bones
Laying there with all my troubles gone
Rest in peace, turn to a ghost
Forget the sadness fuck my goals
At least in hell the demons would be real.

@user-636357554

Lyrical Carnival [xQirk]

(Lyric Visualizer)
youtu.be/Ba0GEUWKu2Y

(Lyrics)
Someday, I'm hoping that you'll be mine
And this time I promise you I'll make it right
Every night, I just wish that you were by my side
Slowly killing my mind, still I'll tell you that I'm fine

Finding the strength to show you the truth
That every piece of my heart, I swear it belongs to you
Let's Netflix and chill, sitting in my bedroom
Ordering some GrabFood, you know life's gonna be good

I’m wishing on the stars, calling your name
Hoping you'll come back, nothing feels the same
I still see your face in the quiet night
Memories linger, I'm holding on tight

Pictures on the wall, they tear me apart
A gallery of pain etched deep in my heart
The world moves on but I'm still standing here
Chasing the echoes, I can't seem to heal

A life without you, feels empty and grey
If I could turn back time and make it all right
I'd give you all my heart and make you believe
And show you every day what you mean to me

You mean the world to me, I only want you baby
Find me the missing key, cause your love is all I need

Someday, I'm hoping that you'll be mine
And this time I promise you I'll make it right
Every night, I just wish that you were by my side
Slowly killing my mind, still I'll tell you that I'm fine

Finding the strength to show you the truth
That every piece of my heart, I swear it belongs to you
Let's Netflix and chill, sitting in my bedroom
Ordering some GrabFood, you know life's gonna be good

Here I am, sitting in this empty room
Holding on to memories, hoping you come back to me
Deep in my heart, I know that I've lost you
I'm wishing on a dream that won't ever come true

Feat. @dreur-ser, thank you :D
Instrumental by @sadboiforever <3

Maybe Someday [2001]

(Lyric Visualizer)
https://youtu.be/DqKspJgm63I

(Lyrics)
Hold on, can you gimme my heart back
I would give it all to you but trust me you don't want that
No one really sticks around where my friends at
I be talking to myself again it's always like that

It's half past three and I'm staring at the ceiling
Picking up the pen but I don't know what I'm feeling
Lately, I been trying
Tell me what's the point if it's all or nothing

Tell me where the fuck I went wrong
Sipping nothing but purple up in my Styrofoam cup
Tell me that you love me but that shit went all wrong
Now I'm hurting, going thru this phase that you call hate

Got a lot of anger don't know how to relate
Retaliate and shoot them bullets thru the roof ay
Said I'm chilling with the gang till my heart stays cold
I'on give a fuck cus our time grows old

Hold on, can you gimme my heart back
I would give it all to you but trust me you don't want that
No one really sticks around where my friends at
I be talking to myself again it's always like that

It's half past three and I'm staring at the ceiling
Picking up the pen but I don't know what I'm feeling
Lately, I been trying
Tell me what's the point if it's all or nothing?

Happy Valentines Day 🖤
Check out @omachi-21 💯

Up All Night ft. Omachi 21 [BiscuitBoi]

(Original Song)
https://soundcloud.com/shizukesaaa/letdown-w-residential

(Lyrics)
Come around
I know I'm a fuck up just a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town
Gaze inside her eyes been filled with hate now
need to stay down
Really need some backup
You know you're the only one I want love
Can't fucking take this aching make my chest numb
You the one I want love

Can't even snap back to this Snapchat
Got 80 ounce in this backpack
Making lame shit on this old Mac
while my friends out in their Pontiac
How are you so contagious
Holding back on my anguish
Cardi rocks when I'm anxious
Blood and mud on these pages
She don't talk but her eyes flirt
Louis V and that black skirt
Pulling up in that Chrysler
Bloody shirt and my chest hurts

Come around
I know I'm a fuck up just a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town
Gaze inside her eyes been filled with hate now
need to stay down
Really need some backup
You know you're the only one I want love
Can't fucking take this aching make my chest numb
You the one I want love

Been awhile I tried covering songs, I still suck at mixing tho :')
Thank you @shizukesaaa & @user-411557229 <3

let_down (Shizukesa. Cover) [The Ushanka Boy]

Show some love to @grimmgem
prod. @warningsadvibes

▀▄▀▄▀▄ gameover feat. Grimm Gem ▀▄▀▄▀▄ (prod. warningsadvibes)

(AMV)
youtu.be/UHonD8-UkT4

↓ lyrics ↓
-grimmgem-
What should I do
You got me so confused
I been staying up the whole night
Thinking of you, it's true

Doing it all over again
Make the same mistakes
Feel like shit
Hate myself for always being like this 

Now I'm sitting here alone
All by my own
And the weather's cold
God I'm feeling low but it's all good

It'll be alright, everything is fine
I don't wanna talk cus snakes always be lying

Take me back home
I don't know where else to go
I'm in my zone
So stop pretending like you don't know

-warningsadvibes-
Just take me back home
Cause I don’t know where else to go
I don’t know
What I should say or do
You're driving me insane, that's true
We're on separate paths, feel alone, but I like that
The weather's cold, and I’d rather be alone
Cause she always makes everything about herself
I can be worse than you think
Fucking lost myself playing Elden Ring
Cause I know what you said about me
I just wanna stay in my zone, all alone
You know I fuck you right
It’s fucking raining outside
And I hate to feel
The way you always make me feel alone

Listen to @wsadv :D

re-recorded an open from '23 🫡

It's Not The Same Anymore [Ciche&Jarn]

(Original Song)
soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

↓ lyrics ↓
I got bad dreams, make them go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I'm not taking pills anymore
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back
but I can’t fear you, no I can’t hear you
I can't see you, I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you
And fill my mind
with all the time
that passed me by

Check out @icarus_lurks 🤍

Pass Me (IcarusLurks Cover) [BiscuitBoi]

(AMV)
youtu.be/BF80mKRorAw?si=ME50fqEmTtJjaJLN

↓ lyrics ↓
-IcarusLurks-
I got bad dreams, make it go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I ain't taking pills no more
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back, but I can't fear you
No, I can’t hear you, I can't see you
I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value

-Grimm Gem-
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you and fill my mind

With all the time that passed me by...

-Original Song-
https://soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

Listen to my idol @icarus_lurks okay 🤍

Pass Me (02) [BiscuitBoi]

shout out @grimmgem and @lilpon22 for this new track apart of OUTLAW BLOOM
Youtube link right here https://youtu.be/Vpf89cnI__g?si=TQqvK9sUMJtKzjEX
idk where my heads been at
man I been feeling like a mess I know you know that best
so tell me when you need me and ill always be there
but tell me when you leavin, I got stories to share 
cus you know that we cant go back
baby I promise you I been doing what I can
dont worry you just take my hand
its okay if you don't understand

Girl I been tripping, feeling ickin
Itching for that money and that dough for you so we can go
we can take some trips to Dubai, Japan, and Iceland
you see me shining you can call me the ice man
yes girl you know I want that bank, why can't you understand
it's been rough for a nigga so let me step up on this track
and let me spit this to you girl cause your everything in my life
In my world, I can't stop thinking about you

idk where my heads been at
man I been feeling like a mess I know you know that best
so tell me when you need me and ill always be there
but tell me when you leavin, I got stories to share 
cus you know that we cant go back
baby I promise you I been doing what I can
dont worry you just take my hand
its okay if you don't understand

Always be there (prod kb medusa)

it will pass
so be kind to yourself.

-08/07/22-