mixed by: @ninexteen

(p. saint mike)

Hook:

oh wait fall again 

show ways to break me in

verse:
Made us start off as friends you seen me decomposing 

you seen the slits on my wrist the blood spread like the ocean 

Oh sick bitch that made you feel loved

My hurt filled your void 

You was a evil bitch and your friends yea they was the minion 

I’m steady texting your phone but my messages are pending 

you and him you was trending 

What is love you say that shit we did right there on the camera 

That shit you did for me they thought you was a fucking dancer 

And I should have known by your face 

And I should have known by your hips 

That you 

That you are a fucking liar

Hook:

oh wait fall again 

show ways to break me

it always ends

aye,
ill break your heart but im not gone say sorry,
you already knew what you were gettin into,
you're lookin for me its like dearly departed,
im not the one for you no not at all,
so dont expect me to say im sorry,
just treat me like your dearly departed,

dead inside you can see it in my eyes,
dont tell the truth im tellin them white lies,
why you wanted me i really dont know why,
heart so cold i feel like a dead man,
why why why would you do that to yourself,
i guess you thought my heart would melt,
but it didnt,
better off all alone,
got no place to call home,
missed calls aint gone answer my phone,
dnd on all the time,
but its standin for dead and deader,
clingin to me tryna rip my sweater,
just need you to go away before the decay,

turnin myself to a dead man walkin,
breakin these hearts but i do it too often,
tryna stay away from the big ass coffin,
not even sick but i just keep coughin,
(coughing noises)
dead man walkin, 

ill break your heart but im not gone say sorry,
you already knew what you were gettin into,
you're lookin for me its like dearly departed,
im not the one for you no not at all,
so dont expect me to say im sorry,
just treat me like your dearly departed,

Dearly Departed (Jayysoul x brayam)

out the picture

DENIAL IS A RIVER [CYPHER]

CAKE UP  +T4Z (zenshee over)

Megalodon (Yvngonce)

prod. @heyvilse
ft. @xxomm

i dont wanna talk
ive been too hurt
take drugs to help but they makin it worse
i dont wanna stop cause i hate being sober but i know they'll cry when i'm laid in that dirt
i just wish i could die cause i'm so sick and tired of heaven and earth
i fucked up my tolly the pills never work
i was on 8 different things every day at my lowest and lowest and lowest and worst

i love my brothers to death but i cannot promise to them that i'll be alive
but i'll keep em posted cause i know they care and the truth never worse than a lie
i don't wanna live but i gotta survive
i keep doing drugs and i'm losing my mind
i'll pour up a cup to forget 'bout the past and to push all the pain to the side
(he proud that i tried)
forget all the pain in my life
if he was still here then i know he would tell me he proud that i tried
so i won't give up but it's gon' take a while
oh, to let it go
i'm in the crib but i don't feel at home
i'm worried i'm wrong 'bout the path that i chose
worry less 'bout myself than i do 'bout my bros

@xxomm
im by myself all the way to the end
no you dont wan try me now
i got no attachment to this world
i got no care for me and you woah
ima stay up till the sun is out
wasting my time on nothing now
ima just blow it away again
they said i couldnt do it
but i still went and did it
im givin up i cant fit in
ill drown my self in these substances
dont give a fuck bout what no one says
ima just drown it ououout
on my soulll

conflict ft. xxomm

waste

prod.bowsa

trying som diff sorry its kinda bunz

I can’t believe you
I’m feeling down
I can’t believe the things you say
It’s just make believe 
You’re bringing me down
Yeah I’ll still be around
Don’t make a sound
They’ll catch us alone
You’re one of a kind
Breaking my mind
You’re so damn Divine 
You can ruin my life
Yeah you’re pulling me down
(Pulling me down)
I did it for you, but you couldn’t do it for me

it always ends

Grimori