produced by caspers pishogue 
mixed by spawncamped
cover art by nosir

@spawncamped
only time will tell
if you even care
i know you don't but i pretend
i'll take these memories back
waiting for the day you text back
i don't think i even deserve my ex back
just put an end to my ways
and my twisted games
i'm the one to blame
and its not okay
@samcatcher
(and i hear you inside my head)
(laying in my bed but not getting rest)
(doctors on the phone saying i'm depressed)
(i just wanna get this off my chest)
kill me if you want, i'd rather die in your arms
i'm swerving and shit, i think i might crash the car
don't know where i'm going, but i'm tryna go far
watch you leave the house while i'm hiding in the dark
feeling stuck in my ways, i think i might blow my brains
i know i said i would change, but i'm just too fucking lame
feeling stuck in my ways, i think i might blow my brains
i know i said i would change, but i'm just too fucking lame

stuck in my ways (with spawncamped)

prod. @realprezmeow

blackout, might blackout
and you're losing me
open my body
and reach into me
i feel uneasy
in your company
feel like
im drowning
with your hands on me

let me fucking go
jus let me fucking goooo
come and give me what you owe
i dont feel it anymore

nah i dont feel nothing
with all these pills in my body
i dont like who im becoming
split your brain into two
so i can have a part of you
all to myself
all to myself

i aint letting go (im not fuckin letting go of u)
i aint letting go of you (im not fuckin letting go)
cus ur all i fuckin need to function (all i fuckin neeeeedddd)
i dont need to hear your fuckin assumptions
(im so fuckin tired of it)
(i dont wanna hear u speak)
(all u do is put me down)
(why am i putting up with u?)
(i dont really fuckin know)
(so attached to you tho)
(freezing cold up in the snow)

blackout

LLS

Today, I realized all my music really is just noise
I like to talk to myself, but when in your voice
I wrote this poem 'bout you, listen, you don't have no choice
And I'll keep waiting 'less you start talking to other boys
I wrote this poem 'bout you, listen, you don't have no choice
And I'll keep waiting 'less you start talking to other boys
Fucking hate my brain, wanna blow it out
I can't talk 'bout that with you, you might hear me out
Say you feel the same as me, but you just want clout
I'm really the only one who doesn't run their mouth
Keep her picture, you might miss her

spotify

fuck july(I wrote this poem cvr)

prod. sickboi

I thought you had no words for me
(Oooooooooo)
But please don't worry cuz I'll be okay again.
sometimes I feel like I'm all down
so listen to the words that I sing you now
all that bad stuff just never wish a pond yourself
girl don't worry I know you'll make it out
(My last song)

TheresBloodFromMyOwnAccident

lyrics
oh, so sick in the brain
i let that liquor run my body
i bet you think of me everyday
i hope you think of me everyday
i think we should run away
we'll love eachother for the day
youre on my skin just like my blade
and we'll fuck those tears right off your face

#jealousbastards

i bet you think of me everyday

join jealousbastards discord server link on profile

whats wrong with me

This is a new direction dedicated to psychedelic trips in the tree covered hills of Fort Wright, Kentucky

The Campsite

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Last Session

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youre leaving me out 
like left overs
take a look at me
youll see my bent shoulder
shes running away
and i owe her
i pop my adderall and i get in my zone
its all for nothing 
my pretty girl youre bluffing
id luv u in the morning if my stomach wasnt turning
i hate you everyday
i swear to god i want you burning
oh i cant get enough of you
i swear im never learning
id haunt you in your bedroom 
in your kitchen
ill be lurking
i know im fucking gory, im ugly, and im disturbing
but would you fucking love me if i told you i was worth it
oh baby im not

almost at 100 followers thank yall for the support love yall till i die <3

whats wrong with me

grim