i just can't remember who
think saw her in the gloom
she was up with me all night
i can't get her out my mind
and so i took a bunch of pills
that made me think if i could fill
the empty places in my mind
maybe i'd be worth her time

she paints the baby blue
he sucks on honey dew
and he savors every bite
he's so thankful for his life
so innocent and free
living simply and carefree
years pass on you're locked inside
he's committed most every crime
sidewalk benches nodding out
morphine persuade it's too late
heart slows down & I am drowning
suffocate me hurting families
breaking all the silverware he'll get his fix he doesn't care

the lies take hold
they all control my choices made
so I can fade away

honeydew

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R3pMmcq8Hlk&feature=youtu.beA

noose round my neck I no longer fear death as I step off this stool and suffocate the rest of these rats all around me I'm one piece of shit I refuse to go on it's so easy to quit it's so easy to quit qqq fm____amg̸̥̗̙̊͒́̉̀̒̕g̸̥̗̙̊͒́̉̀̒̕g̸̥̗̙̊͒́̉̀̒̕g̸̥̗̙̊͒́̉̀̒̕g̸̥̗̙̊͒́̉̀̒̕g̸̥̗̙̊͒́̉̀̒̕

so easy to quit

quasar

lyrics:
broke my neck while i was climbing up the fence
all we need a couple cents to pay for rent
we live in shit
injecting fucking heroin
the mescaline is kicking in 
his head is slowly getting squished and he is fucking loving it
tell my psyche just to quit
tell myself im not okay i wanna be inside my grave 
avoid the fray only to make sure all of my drugs r safe 
my pride and joy an evil ploy 
is hate just love am i a toy
drop on out and open wide
i always saw thru ur disguise

put the needle in the vein so there is never any pain
looking pale a little bit watching blood just let it drain
you'll b okay
in awhile and u can't help but just smile
serotonin says hello
hell is knocking on your door
don't let him in 
heart attack
turning black
wearing masks
all your favorite things to see 
like commercials on tv
like the dog who barks again
no i'm sorry we're not friends
sacrafice you to the styx just so i can get my fix

the bliss it never ends
thank you god im not too bent
contradict the things we said
overdosed but i won't quit
sinking deep into the ground
and i can't ever hear a sound
alll the cuts along my wrists signify an evil tick
i need to breathe
i need to speak
taking hold of my control and eyes are bleak
i know it's wrong i wanted help 
but im locked inside the shell
tar is nothing but a treat
silent killer yet so sweet

tar (prod. dextah)

scrunkdunky; not as acoustic, just as emo.
rated d for dope as fuck

grimtweakr

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