this song is exactly what shooting up feels like

Yaya I don't know haw he went to scruff puppy to creppy scruff puppy 😂 but it nice..

i learned

Come Back Season

one of my things

</3 smrtdeath x lil bo weep </3

in my life i could die any day

@lil-bo-weep

smrtdeath & lil bo weep - far away (prod. nedarb)

my friend @barrenwaste

thank you all for listening

[lyrics]
i write all these songs about you 
and i know you dont give a shit
on my knees i pray again
take these words and comprehend 
the fucked up ways you would not intend 
i thought to myself 
i was wrong again 
too fucking scared to know 
 i let it grow 
the curiosity 
of always coming close 
i shouldve known
that id be stuck in the same hole
that i dug myself into
smell like smoke
just leave now please
till we say what we really think
we say goodbyes and slowly sink
born to be
nothing more
i tell myself
as i ignore
and it doesnt matter what they say
unless you're dead
just fucking play 
and can we please turn back time
so i can find new peace of mind

ǝɔɐld ǝɥʇ ɥʇᴉʍ ǝuop ǝʌ,noʎ ʇɐɥʍ ǝʌol (ft. Barren)

i undermined whats undetermined 
whats on your mind i dont mind silence 
i prefer it i know i deserve it
i feel so imperfect
i work so hard for myself
and it never comes out worth it 
but we can work it out 
we can work this out 
i know my demons hurt you 
i hope you're not afraid 
i know i dont deserve you 
i think its all the same 
i dont think its gonna change
all the things ive seen inside my fucking brain
tell me the same
people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean 
and innocent
sometimes i feel like im mean 
what does it mean 
why have we seen the things we've seen 
its part of we 
its part of you and part of me 
the worlds a screen
i think we're stuck inside tv
our lifes a show 
a comedy and tragedy 
cus people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Live, Love, Leave  (prod ʎpoqou x ÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kquAUAmBrVk
soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

someone go get him
he’s losing it
again
you not the only one
moving on
slowly from
a once in love
but now fucked up
bond as one
i don’t believe in love
after all I’ve done
i belive in trust
thats first things first
i don’t put past
a lot more loss
dragging from the back
of my cars old trunk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

don’t take
another turn
don’t make this
pain worse
hour after 7
times 
only beginning 
a sort of kind
of religion
with what I’m bout
to get in
you don’t want to know who 
I’ve become
stuffing down
the mess 
I’m working to repress
burning up
the last chance 
of blissfulness
ill ever have to get
oh great another text 
from a number I’ve 
never seen
asking if its me
what the fuck do you think?
i wonder who
it could be 
do i have to 
be any more subtle
don’t need
another rebuttal
please shut the fuck up
please just 
don’t talk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

leave me be (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Purgatory

lyrics:
broke my neck while i was climbing up the fence
all we need a couple cents to pay for rent
we live in shit
injecting fucking heroin
the mescaline is kicking in 
his head is slowly getting squished and he is fucking loving it
tell my psyche just to quit
tell myself im not okay i wanna be inside my grave 
avoid the fray only to make sure all of my drugs r safe 
my pride and joy an evil ploy 
is hate just love am i a toy
drop on out and open wide
i always saw thru ur disguise

put the needle in the vein so there is never any pain
looking pale a little bit watching blood just let it drain
you'll b okay
in awhile and u can't help but just smile
serotonin says hello
hell is knocking on your door
don't let him in 
heart attack
turning black
wearing masks
all your favorite things to see 
like commercials on tv
like the dog who barks again
no i'm sorry we're not friends
sacrafice you to the styx just so i can get my fix

the bliss it never ends
thank you god im not too bent
contradict the things we said
overdosed but i won't quit
sinking deep into the ground
and i can't ever hear a sound
alll the cuts along my wrists signify an evil tick
i need to breathe
i need to speak
taking hold of my control and eyes are bleak
i know it's wrong i wanted help 
but im locked inside the shell
tar is nothing but a treat
silent killer yet so sweet

tar (prod. dextah)

i am not ok 
i havnt been for a while 
when will it end?


Unaloon - im not one to cry

IM NOT ONE TO CRY

scrunkdunky; not as acoustic, just as emo.
rated d for dope as fuck

tar (prod. dextah)

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