„Oh beautiful poison tree let your power crow in me”

blehkys

Inca Ore / Grouper

Poison Tree

clairo - how (demo)

1234

I Wait for You

the album "melanchole" by the band "salvia palth"

melanchole

(dream)

i was all over her

jaydes/yen & beabadoobee - migraine

this house is not the same

mandys goth angelz mix

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be

oh well youll be fine

Broken Girl

August 10

Fear

Become The Warm Jets

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Wild Heart

Symphonia IX (Grimes Cover)

Poison Tree

Grouper

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