sana nandito ka

wag kang umiyak
sandali gumayak
aking sigaw

sa pagmulat ng mata
akoy di makapagpahinga
pagod na pagod ngunit
hindi ko kayang umidlip
sa paggising sana
mundo ay wakas na
bawat talata 
ng mga liham na pinadala
hindi kayang mabasa
dahil ang mga letra ay binura

ang pagwakas ng lahat
sinulid nakatatak
hindi ko
kakayanin

century tuna at skyflakes sa antigong papag

pagmasdan
mo ako
hindi
hindi maitatago
sakit at dungis
ng nakaraan
hindi ko kayang
balikan
sikreto ko
ay nakatago
pangalan mo
ay malabo

kanta ng sampaguita

I cling when we are out of time
i was trynna get away from you
i dont know what's true
probably, was it me and you?
(another question in the past life)

everything
we've ever been
did it ever meant a thing
we always fall apart
on the floor again and again

We don't have to go
They don't have to know!

Reminiscing out our place
Trynna get away so far
I dont mind you
this life is uncertain
it can never be changed
Whatever we do
So we let it go

sometimes I sleep beside the door
so i couldnt hear the sound
the deafening silence that is killing me
slowly i am torn
why am I like this?
im just another shell
waiting to be filled

interlude :

You know, I think we're just doing the complete opposite of what we're doing, whatever the fuck I have right now is just another temporary happiness. But seeing you, I'm starting to think otherwise. Everything is uncertain but I'll be certain with you.

Don't call me crazy, I just like having you around that's all.. each night I spend my days postponing my sadness, with you it just goes away, unfortunately it goes back when you're away

am I just stubborn or insane? i don't really know anymore, it's just you bring out the best of me that's why..

hello, police? (demo)

This is the end, to my lover
I'll cut my neck for you
to show you

My blood
My guts
My love for you

This is my promise if I'm gone
visit my body
take it if you want

This is the end
Take my heart
It's yours to keep
Stay until the end

I will give my skull to you
if you need it too

Walktrip - Ilostmysanityanditskindascary (cover)

Across Ur City

Songs written by Vlad and Yones

thanks: 
everyone playing for our band
Kiyan for writing and helping the arrangement on all tracks (MVP)
Jasper (TCR) for playing keys on "Smores"
Elly for the EP cover art
Salem, Noreos, Binx, and Smores for forever loving us

(This EP is supposed to have a fifth track, but Russian hackers corrupted Vlad's pc and stole everything.)

We love you all so much
Hug your cats while listening to this

Smores

Nakasabit sa Puno ay Ako
DEMO SONGS
2023
EP

Pamamanglaw at Puot sa Darating na mga Linggo ay hindi ko Maiiwasan

lyrics:

falling into pieces every time i think of you,
going around in circles 
cause you're playing me like a fool
caught up in the middle, if that’s love or hate—it’s true.
but I hope it’s not love,
i’ve already had enough
i hope its not love 
cause i'm moving on from you
standing in the edge of my desire 
chasing you is a suicide of mine

i'm better off without you 
and i know you feel it too
i'm better off without you 
and i know you feel it too
i'm off to somewhere new
i hated myself with you
all of the thoughts are true
i am better 
i'm brand new

the axe will forget, but never the tree ft. dave (demo)

I Just Need To Say Goodbye (ogversion)

alcohol life 
with a lot weed 
san pedro nights
see the light ignite me 
with lil to no guidance when i was  19 
 only see a win when its bright green
i see a win cause im still living
closed doors gotta knock  to come in 
two step on some different shit 


im saying yes 
im saying no 
dont kno what i feel now 
im stayin home

im sayin what i couldnt at all
im doing this not for a medal
im doing what u couldnt handle 
as i go i see right through them scandals
what i wish for 
when i blew out them candles
a new life 
got a taste got a sample 
im new right 
she said just for example 
you move like 
you got some intention 
i jus say yeah you right



#mood #sanpedronights

San_Pedro_Nights

Post-anomalous adminkitcore Bataan-based growing pains and discomposure. Convening sentences and rhythm to reach for the arms of another. Always in search of the God-kneaded dumpling, the massive siomai of Cabarle.

the axe will forget, but never the tree ft. dave (demo)

growingpains