First grqdient track in like half a year :0 lol

remix of soundcloud.com/tr1nket/bed

caught the smell of smoke and i kept dancing

prod @lowpowerprod + whitewarrior
mix by me w some help from kingdomofyr <3
cover by me

thought I'd end up with you
you didn't think so too
even got a ring
now the rings around my neck
ignore the pain and 
go get some fucking checks

you made me hate love
i lost all of my patience
taught me pain
nd how its fake like the matrix
say I never loved you
but thats just what you see
you say I never speak
u just don't listen when i sing 

spend some time alone
now im worried bout nothing
4am im blinded 
having worrying discussions
if i ever die bury me
in an iced out coffin
put you on hold
cus I know that you just bluffin

yeah, yeah I know that you just bluffin
fold you like a motherfuckin moshpit, i'm off it!
yeah, often im off it
find me in the backrooms of hot topic 

i cant stop it im nautious
when you get it they'll tell you that you lost it
she wanna eat me like the apple at Edens garden
hidin in the forest angels after me I'm haunted

oh can I ever be saved?
I lay motions-less
hoping that my sins fade away

oh can I ever be saved?
never more only less
im gone more everyday

yeah Im haunted 
but im never falling,
in the big leagues
why you always fuckin talking
hop up on my phone now
c-c-t-v stalking
out on my own now
iced out tears drying yeah they drying

girl im tryin
but im dyin
suffocation
choke me till im bright pink
heart so cold,
think im a ice king
if i like it imma take it im not askin

if i like it imma take it im not askin
if i like it imma take it im not askin
heart so cold, think i'm an ice king,
if i like it imma take it im not askin!

(askin)
(i'm not askin)
(ice king)
(eyebags)

ICE KING *p.low power + whitewarrior

MIx by @1trauma
Cover by me

i dont give a fuck ill get my throat cut
she dont wanna talk yea shes closed up
i guess tho thats my fault yeah i fucked up
in ur nightsky im just a darkstar

im a darkstar, holy shit i bossed up
why u hating on me then u dont even fess up
i dont get a's i get dubs fuck a professor
italy motorcycle gang driveby on a vespa
i get- i get checks yeah (checks)
predict ur future with magic decks yeah
yugioh trap card a phishing text yeah
eyebags i cant lose im too blessed yeah

what have u done
the blood from my heart is on ur arms
i wasnt supposed to get this far
spread my wings to convince u it isnt hard

ill tear out my wings from inside of me
rightous lights shine bright but i cannot see

ketamine, gang order a whole fucking bag of it
quicksand, i cant move off this bag of weed
bayonets and daggers with emblems tucked in my jeans
poisoned firewall can feel it in my mainframe
she text me an emoji said wanna fuck i said ok
never delay, the money yeah i gotta get paid
woke up 4pm its a newday with the same pains

DARKSTAR *p.xtasane

prod @cementhead1
mix by me

roll up a fat one, i cant be fucked now
i dont act much used to be a class clown
i just go town w me and my friends
say that i wont but i do it again
used to give up now i do not  back down
dead ends cus i live in a ghost town
say that i wont but i do it again
say that i wont but i do it againn 

fuck my past life dont play pretend
i keep walking till i dont feel my legs
i keep walking till i got some new threads

talk bad you get trapped in the webs
why they treat me like im a celeb
in a temple they told me to rest

i remember when i could think clearly
i dont remember u i mean it sincerely
people i dont know seem to fear me
i keep it all hid yeah closed within me
check my pulse im not sure its beating
you're like a file the way i delete it
empty my bin nd i know ur bleeding
i dont feel sorry did it wit no reason 
yeah

i wont stop till i forget whats gone
if i think too much i think ill be done
all my friends r worried oh whatever fuck it all
think i miss you, withdrawl

u in my mind but time heals all things
lose sight everyday fuck my optics
thinking times that u had me nauseous, 
like, ay
say that i wont but i do it again
fuck my past life cant play pretend
every day feels like the end
like

are you an angel or a demon
in a haze you're my dream girl
you got me blinded i cant see no
keep magic spells like a heater

fuck my life destroy mine for yours (are you an angel or a demon)
place your sharp nails where it hurts 
for you i jump off the highest floor (in a haze you're my dream girl)
for you i jump off the highest floor

pendulum swings often for worse (you got me blinded i cant see no)
always left to ring when i call
everyday without you i feel withdrawal (keep magic spells like a heater)
everyday without you dont feel like me at 

withdrawal

WITHDRAWAL *p.enabler

prod by @gateway2hell
mix + master + art by mwua

and i never really fold, 
and i'm always w my bros
yeah and i keep it on 10 toes, 
yeah i keep it on 10 toes

yeah i got my sisters with me, 
keep some brothers and they feel me
they say my stare is blank
sing my heart so they can feel me

yeah they feel me nah i could never stop
fairy tales tell me lies i dont sleep no more
aint paid shit for this outfit but it look couture
my homies winning i could never ask for more 

fuck it all yeah, im sick to my head now
cursed force yea, feel like im ben drowned
im a virus ur infected i dont feel bad
stole ur paypal now i got 4 stitches at the back
its a new day fuck it all why u so sad
been a nomad for like a year had to unpack

unpack
im fuckedd

im a hot topic
shawty he said he knows me
afterparty whats the story?
wake up im self-mourning

i wake up everyday
under my pillow got a blade yeah
its getting kinda late
motorola got a prepaid yeah

yea yea yea
trapped in my own head no i cant talk
yea yea yea     
and my vision is blurry no i cannot walk

im fully gone yeah im bleeding in my dreams
its you in there, a corrupted scene
"you used to be perfect" no i never been
im hallucinating you, in my magazines

PERFECT *p.samo

Bladee - Apple (wavestyle96 Remix)

mv: https://youtu.be/p80-aBhOOlI
prod @1gurt
mix by me

prod @1gurt1 
filmed by @kingdomofyr 
editing by me

its a new day, another one spent without you
swear to god imma blow up imma break thru
a new phrase, i was told when i was with you
made me feel worthless like a toy that was chewed 

like a toy that was chewed
gatekeeper sealed blade cant let thru
 
oo cannot let thruu
no matter the road all paths lead to u

every day I'm decaying, can't do nun about that
nd everyday feel like I'm fading, I don't even get mad
you should know that im going but I'm not going out sad
if im leaving by tomorrow I'll have my flag planted in the sand

can you feel it? the thing connecting us both
i used to fear it, now i want it more than most
i hear u beating, but u tell me ur a ghost
conflicted feelings, i love u but it hurts

I was in the backseat feeling like nothing
now i got some money and this shit aint funny
all they do is copy, keep being nobodies
told her if she loved me should would ruin my body

set my home on fire and ill let it burn
cigarette ashes on my brain and i let it hurt
all the time that we tried was it really worth
all the times i made u cry, u kno i regret it all

i regret it all yeah
we cant even talk yeah
i been on my own ay
i been on my own yeah
text you on my flip phone yeah
flowers to your door yeah
kick me out the door ay
burn it with acetone yeah

love it how u treat me
forget what u do to me
i was in the backseat
now they listen to me
i was drunk in the taxi
you said "you adore me"
you thought i was sexy
do you still want me

do you still want me

CHEWTOY *p.gurt [mv in desc]

prod by @8t33n
mix, master & cover by me

how am i supposed to sleep when im not with you
how can i eat how can i breathe
do you feel the same when im not with you
sometimes i dont think that you feel the same  

i cannot live i cannot be without you
you feel the same cant help but doubt you
late at night hoping i die by you
if i died right now you wouldnt cry would you?

i seen petals fall in rhythm from our roses
ive been doing too much just to see if youd notice
yeah i feel broken, too many words in my brain unspoken
whys everybody always fucking hating i dont know it
growing, i feel your dark aura growing
i feel pain in my heart i just dont show it
blood trickling from my throat, no mourning   
i been off my pills i didnt sleep nd its the morning

pray to god that u do me right 
ritualistic night pain threw aside
i been doing shit that isnt right
only you can heal my sins stay by my side   

sorry i always make it tenfold
baby you can find me in the temples
im backstage no you cant go
its been years i still cant let go

ay you cannot match it i have it within
iced out tears on everything
i got vermin all over my skin 

idk why but they couldnt believe
u trend hopping keep switching teams
imma get it by any means
push my lungs ill die in my sleep

free fall
free fall
let go 
of it all (push my lungs ill die in my sleep)

free fall
free fall
let go 
of it all, of it all, of it all

(push my lungs ill die in my sleep)
free fall

FREEFALL *p.8t33n

prod @gateway2hell
mix + master + art me

and im tired of feeling like this, the apple yeah i bite it
ive been feeling low, for a while, dont mind it
whispers in my ears, shivers down my spine please
please let me get some breaths in before i drown here

(cus)
3 phone calls, thats 3 ill never answer
she dreamt i had tears on her cadaver
all this feels like a joke, no im not a jester
lay me down to sleep, all i need, is some bedrest

all i need is some bedrest
rust up on my gold crest
sometimes i feel posessed
sometimes let it fall
i cant even call
put too many walls
you think you know me,
love, you dont know enough

hop out the night i dont live right
at a crossroad, is it left right
not slept enough i see three nines
in the shadows feel unseen eyes
imma do what i can
ultimately it feels pointless
left me rotting in bed
screaming but its noiseless

3 phone calls, thats 3 ill never answer
she dreamt i had tears on her cadaver
all this feels like a joke no im not a jester
lay me down to sleep, all i need, is some bedrest

its turn and toss in bed
unless you're there
i cannot talk right
please just hold my hand
i dont live right
need to fix my head
i feel off
i dont feel right

ill put it off i dont feel right
i hope one day i glo, see my light
imma do what i can yeah yeah
red curtains play pretend yeah yeah

3 phone calls, thats 3 ill never answer
she dreamt i had tears on her cadaver
all this feels like a joke no im not a jester
lay me down to sleep, all i need, is some bedrest

SPOTIFY

3 PHONE CALLS *p.samo

W @NEPUHZ
PROD @lacunacynth

(eyebags)

passing out in classes, i could never sleep
look me in the eyes and, tell me what you think
i dont wanna do it just the thought it makes me sick
but ill do it for u yea for u ill bleed for it

ay
yeah i was bleeding in the back
i was in the studio told cynth to relax

couple hundred on me
like couple hundred spells
couple rituals at the rave
think im going to hell

see me fall
can take this loss its only more
(its all a start its neverending)
i dreamt of it all
a perfect death bleeding on the floor
(it wouldnt be over its neverending)

it wouldnt be over its neverending
it wouldnt be over its neverending
it wouldnt-
it wouldnt-
it wouldnt- ah

-

theres no return
take the jump and feel the fall
ive been here before
a wasted life staring at the wall

yea i told her i was fine
i dont even mind
dunno what the point is
if u cant be mine

running through my mind
running out of time
say ur dissapointed
at least i fucking tried
-at least i fucking try !

(nepuhz)

she said that "You scare me", its a fucking freakshow 
I cant be out lately, its crazy 
feel like Charlie sheen cos its snowing everyday 
get up out my ear tryna tell me what to say 
and the way I been lately you cant save me
she thought I was nice but im shady 
Theres a millions ways, theres a million ways to hate me 

pick your poison 
make it hasty 
turning fresh pages 
save your words for somebody who cares 
it aint me tho, it aint me bro

caught the smell of smoke and i kept dancing

grqdient

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