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March 2019 🔥

Shit that sucks v2

Yeet

Lil tracy - Eternal (prod.NBOMe) (aka yung bruh)

Icy Robitussin

Eternal

prod. by @notmorgn

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide
please show me
you don’t have to

december in this town
coast breeze so i law low
she can have all of me
whenever she say so
make out more like heart attack
i’m a victim to my cardiac
the bass shake the speaker
like its under pressure
i don’t care if i peak
i just hate compressors
im a loverboy
i can never disguise
i can’t really go
i don’t know how to die

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide

im a loverboy
im a loverboy

dark night but im guided by ur halo
dark night but im guided by ur halo
dark night but im guided by your halo
panic alone im fearful of failure

rooftop just
lookin at the stars
hold my hand
we can drive in my car
2AM
and im playin guitar
on the real
don’t wanna see us apart
i love my friends
but some wanna die
im just tryna help
them stay alive

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide

loverboy

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

why the fuck u gotta be like this
talk like this
act like you know me
you dont know shit
you dont know the half of it
just fucking quit

dont hit up my phone cus i dont feel like talking
sorry if i leave u in the dark its nothing
personal im having trouble keeping up with
how ive been feeling lately

i dont care if you think im obnoxious
im aware that ive got fuckin problems
im running out of ways that i can solve them
and its all keeps coming back

clouds in the sky
with the stars is where i lie
i see fear between your eyes
everytime i say goodbye

dont waste my time with the bullshit and the lies
i see thru it everytime
i wont let u dim my shine

ya im over this
i glo like an angel trapped in the mist
feel like i dont exist
look at the blood flowing down my wrist
down my wrist
make a wish
that it all will get better
the tides will twist
im sick of this ion give a shit
wrap this chain round my neck
ya i fucking quit

grimworld

obnoxious

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

miss you more than a anyone I ever met
I know its so stupid but I gotta let
you know how much you mean
I’m sure it seems so useless
listening to me bitch about what i miss
so much about you
now you’re gone i don’t wanna continue what I do wrong what did we turn into
how can i act like I’m okay
put all my heart ill put everything
into you but you need more than what I’ve got
all i am and its not enough now leave me empty
hollow heavy broken heart
eventually everything falls apart
eventually everything falls apart
I just thought it wasn’t what you’d want

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carry on why can’t look in my eyes without tears
eyes without fears
too busy running won’t stop discussing
the dark places in our heads
thought we were safe 
thought you would stay
thought id be first to runaway
now im stuck in place and i can’t see straight
now your heart might break
now I’m stuck in place
and I can’t see straight
now your heart my break

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carryony (feat. goodbyye)[prod. cracken]

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

🌹Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0yhmIIOgFugBg8F6WVAgHz?si=kyKhF1lqSnSudGB-U-wEpA
🌹Stream everywhere: https://elixir.lnk.to/over-me

» Elixir Records
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» Besomorph
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https://open.spotify.com/artist/619CzMJPPWrCeZwx5qw6ko?si=w_yZpuFZRPeZRDJPITGltA

» DËKAY
https://soundcloud.com/dekay-music
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https://open.spotify.com/artist/0LLVN7pNeWrkKpehH7mBnd?si=0hfZ4s_xQn2-XjoTStW0mg

» Stephen Geisler
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Besomorph & DËKAY - Over Me (ft. Stephen Geisler)

guitar/prod./mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/alecneversad

thank you all for supporting me thru all this... lots of new music on the way. 3 song EP next month <3
***
LYRICS:
You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

I know that you've been tired come & rest your eyes
'cause nothing's gonna hurt you while you're by my side
I hate the way I felt when I was by myself
but I'd rather be alone than be with someone else

& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed
& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed

You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

listen on Spotify <3

Sleep On The Phone

fall against your wall (prod.irby)

PRODUCED BY SHINI, JAKKYBOI, 93 AND FATS'E

SHINIGAMI, FATS'E & 93FEETOFSMOKE - RESPECT

[Prod. Fish Narc]

I'm blowing up pronto
Bullet in his head the Sopranos
Clean cut Ket up in my nose
Kicked out of school now my mom knows

Take another hit yeah time to get it started 
I ain't talking shit no I'm just being honest
Take another trip yeah hope that it’s the farthest 
Feeling like a hit man looking like I’m garbage 

I can’t sleep or dream without you 
And when I sleep I dream about you 
And angel wings won’t help me fly 
A paradox a worthless life 

Look at all these people passing 
Car goes fast I hope we’re crashing 
Heart beats fast I hope were laughing 
Cause when I die it won’t be tragic 

Fuck love yeah I’m tryna be hated
Fuck drugs but I’m tryna get faded 
Fuck luck yeah I’m tryna be the greatest
Fuck trust now I’m never gonna say shit
x2

I'm blowing up pronto
Bullet in his head the Sopranos
Clean cut Ket up in my nose
Kicked out of school now my mom knows
x2

Pronto

she said slow it down i said wait wait wait wait
i been sparkin gas to take the pain away
if u tryna slow it down get the fuck out my face
stay out my way

i be kickin it back while everybody sit back and hate
smokin digital blunts every memory that i erase
is a reminder im grateful for the way i live every day
i level up on the daily i always knew this was my fate

u never gave me a chance
to explain the reason why i gave it up
over and over i gave u chances but u fucked it up
never again will i make the same mistake twice
open your eyes
say your goodbyes

im awake at night again
i feel like this fight will never end
i been fighting all these battles inside of my head
back wood ash all over my bed

she said slow it down i said wait wait wait wait
i been sparkin gas to take the pain away
if u tryna slow it down get the fuck out my face
stay out my way

i be kickin it back while everybody sit back and hate
smokin digital blunts every memory that i erase
is a reminder im grateful for the way i live every day
i level up on the daily i always knew this was my fate

im up in the clouds today
i jus wanna fly away
every night
i turn down the lights
and waste my life away

no suicide
i dont wanna die
i think ill be fine today

she riding high
see it in her eyes
she wanna be mine today

i lay awake and i think about how all this time passed
decaying at 19 got open wounds all over my back
im lookin for love but dont kno where the fuck i could find that
im sick of the bullshit and fakes u kno i had to fight back

she said slow it down i said wait wait wait wait
i been sparkin gas to take the pain away
if u tryna slow it down get the fuck out my face
stay out my way

i be kickin it back while everybody sit back and hate
smokin digital blunts every memory that i erase
is a reminder im grateful for the way i live every day
i level up on the daily i always knew this was my fate

wait! [prod. 4evr]

september leaves ( prod. JOJO. )

poison darts in my hand now

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

lemme know (phase)

No Point In Holding On To Sinking Ships

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

Features/Booking:  GrxyIce@yahoo.com

Jersey

tears.