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Sadeyes

(prod. killedmyself)
Vocals me & @fats_e
Produced by @killedmyself

deadbeatteen - I knew this was coming w/ Fats'e (prod. killedmyself)

SMRTDEATH
@smrtdeath
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath
https://www.instagram.com/sloppymakeout/

LIL AARON
@lilaaron911
https://twitter.com/lilaaron911
https://www.instagram.com/lilaaron911/

LIL LOTUS
@lilxlotus
https://twitter.com/LILXLOTUS
https://www.instagram.com/lilxlotus/

ARTWORK
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN
https://www.instagram.com/wolfdrawn/

https://twitter.com/whtverrrr
https://www.instagram.com/dedgrl6/

Rendezvous (Prod. Shinigami)

produced by @prodreaper
mixed by @nick-grivell

i break fast, move slow
don’t ask, they all know
their fake laughs, won’t change
walk past, no names
blades and, roses
my heart stays, frozen
i lay back, breathe deep
i flip through my TV.

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities
i miss the way you smile through the pain
inside your photos
you haunt my dreams

watch the raindrops rolling off the tattoos
on your shoulder
since you left me I’ve grown colder
breathing heavy like theirs boulders on my chest

its real
but all of the rest 
don’t care how you feel
so i think its best
this blood I’ve spilled still goes to waste

i get that membrance of your face
while I’m walking in the downpour of this rain
outside your place, I’m breathing your name

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities

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Blades & Roses -(prod. reaper)

magician (pro. TPXIO)

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Production: @prodbynoxx & Trilxgy
I really hope you all enjoy this song, I've been feeling really strange recently and i think this song describes how I've felt really well! I love you all so much! big things in store for you i promise! thanks for being here with me <3

I'm in a dark room
Let me paint you a picture
Drowning my problems but not with the liquor
I'm done
Trying to fit in
Wasted my youth trying to be your friend

I'm rotting away
Losing myself more and more everyday
Traveling west just to try to escape 
All of this pain, but maybe one day
I'll be normal just like the rest
Can't keep this pain in my chest
It's controlling me at my best
Now I just can't seem to get out of bed

Falling away
I cannot stay here
Sky's turning grey
I'm not okay

Open your eyes a bit and see
There's nothing here for you and me
Wastelands that I described as home
There nothing here so I'm alone 
Open your eyes a bit and see
There's nothing here for you and me
Wastelands that I described as home
There nothing here so I'm alone 

Let me paint you a picture
Drowning my problems but not with the liquor
I'm done
Trying to fit in
Wasted my youth trying to be your friend

I'm rotting away
Losing myself more and more everyday
Traveling west just to try to escape 
All of this pain, but maybe one day
I'll be normal just like the rest
Can't keep this pain out of my chest
It's controlling me at my best
Now I just can't seem to get out of bed
I'll be normal just like the rest
Can't keep this pain out of my chest
It's controlling me at my best
Now I just can't seem to get out of bed

Wasted Youth (Prod. Noxx & Trilxgy)

i was lonely ft. safehold

my bitch really knows how to work it
knows how to keep them drugs in her purse bitch
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n

my bitch really knows how to work it
knows how to keep them drugs in her purse bitch
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n
give me some purpose i just wanna feel perfect

mixin pharmaceuticals sippin it slow
bleedin through my cuticles stressin on the road
im nothin like the usual leavin with ya hoe
high so i feel beautiful never goin home

feelin like im close to death kick it in the back seat
i just want some cyanide i just drank some bleach
she can bring her friends if they keep it lowkey
actin real nice to her but they comin for me

my bitch really knows how to work it
knows how to keep them drugs in her purse bitch
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n
give me some purpose i just wanna feel perfect

life has no purpose im feelin real worthless
im just a burden makin her uncertain
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n

mixin pharmaceuticals sippin it slow
bleedin through my cuticles stressin on the road
errybody starin i spent bands on my clothes
i swear that errybody starin but its just in my dome

in my own head the clip gonna upload
always look ahead im never goin broke
im nothin like the usual leavin with ya hoe
high so i feel beautiful never goin home

really
how to work it
them drugs
bitch
beggin her
the hurt n

take away the hurt (prod. bleach)

Spotify

Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

MY INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
MY TWITTER: twitter.com/yungworry

Stream on Spotify/Apple Music: smarturl.it/thistimeworry 

Lyrics:

Girl I saw it in the stars 
You broke me down you broke my heart
I fucked up this time can we have a fresh start?
I don’t think that I can live without you in my arms 

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

I hope there’s time enough to make amends
I know it’s naive but i thought that we could still be friends 
And I think that i still love you so let’s not pretend 
You ignore all of the messages that I send 

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

Yeah I fucked it up (repeat)

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

this time

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prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

Not Enough w/Tarusmoon

full of fear *p. foxwedding*

This song was made for "It's Raining So Hard Outside" but didn't make the cut. We decided we love it so much we still had to give it to you guys.

 <3 Heaps + SpaceMan

Cover art by @ch3xican

Make A Way w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Elijah Heaps)

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

miss you more than a anyone I ever met
I know its so stupid but I gotta let
you know how much you mean
I’m sure it seems so useless
listening to me bitch about what i miss
so much about you
now you’re gone i don’t wanna continue what I do wrong what did we turn into
how can i act like I’m okay
put all my heart ill put everything
into you but you need more than what I’ve got
all i am and its not enough now leave me empty
hollow heavy broken heart
eventually everything falls apart
eventually everything falls apart
I just thought it wasn’t what you’d want

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carry on why can’t look in my eyes without tears
eyes without fears
too busy running won’t stop discussing
the dark places in our heads
thought we were safe 
thought you would stay
thought id be first to runaway
now im stuck in place and i can’t see straight
now your heart might break
now I’m stuck in place
and I can’t see straight
now your heart my break

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carryony (feat. goodbyye)[prod. cracken]

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

🌹Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0yhmIIOgFugBg8F6WVAgHz?si=kyKhF1lqSnSudGB-U-wEpA
🌹Stream everywhere: https://elixir.lnk.to/over-me

» Elixir Records
@elxrrcrds
www.facebook.com/elxrrcrds/
www.instagram.com/elxrrcrds/
www.twitter.com/elxrrcrds

» Besomorph
https://soundcloud.com/besomorph
https://www.instagram.com/Besomorph/
https://www.facebook.com/Besomorph
https://www.youtube.com/user/Besomorph
https://twitter.com/Besomorph
https://open.spotify.com/artist/619CzMJPPWrCeZwx5qw6ko?si=w_yZpuFZRPeZRDJPITGltA

» DËKAY
https://soundcloud.com/dekay-music
https://www.instagram.com/dekaymusic_/
https://www.facebook.com/dekaymusic/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0LLVN7pNeWrkKpehH7mBnd?si=0hfZ4s_xQn2-XjoTStW0mg

» Stephen Geisler
https://soundcloud.com/stephengeisler
https://www.instagram.com/stephengeisler/
https://www.facebook.com/iamstephengeisler
https://www.youtube.com/c/StephenGeisler
https://twitter.com/stephengeislerr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6jdC0EtYmY3QXcf5bejYGC?si=MlB8eHiNT6eQpKfhfKNBVw

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Besomorph & DËKAY - Over Me (ft. Stephen Geisler)

guitar/prod./mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/alecneversad

thank you all for supporting me thru all this... lots of new music on the way. 3 song EP next month <3
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LYRICS:
You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

I know that you've been tired come & rest your eyes
'cause nothing's gonna hurt you while you're by my side
I hate the way I felt when I was by myself
but I'd rather be alone than be with someone else

& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed
& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed

You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

listen on Spotify <3

Sleep On The Phone

fall against your wall (prod.irby)

Features/Booking:  GrxyIce@yahoo.com

Jersey

tears.