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May 2019 🔥

SADBOYMOVEMENT

To Cass😔

(prod. killedmyself)
Vocals me & @fats_e
Produced by @killedmyself

deadbeatteen - I knew this was coming w/ Fats'e (prod. killedmyself)

SMRTDEATH
@smrtdeath
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath
https://www.instagram.com/sloppymakeout/

LIL AARON
@lilaaron911
https://twitter.com/lilaaron911
https://www.instagram.com/lilaaron911/

LIL LOTUS
@lilxlotus
https://twitter.com/LILXLOTUS
https://www.instagram.com/lilxlotus/

ARTWORK
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN
https://www.instagram.com/wolfdrawn/

https://twitter.com/whtverrrr
https://www.instagram.com/dedgrl6/

Rendezvous (Prod. Shinigami)

magician (pro. TPXIO)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

my bitch really knows how to work it
knows how to keep them drugs in her purse bitch
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n

my bitch really knows how to work it
knows how to keep them drugs in her purse bitch
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n
give me some purpose i just wanna feel perfect

mixin pharmaceuticals sippin it slow
bleedin through my cuticles stressin on the road
im nothin like the usual leavin with ya hoe
high so i feel beautiful never goin home

feelin like im close to death kick it in the back seat
i just want some cyanide i just drank some bleach
she can bring her friends if they keep it lowkey
actin real nice to her but they comin for me

my bitch really knows how to work it
knows how to keep them drugs in her purse bitch
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n
give me some purpose i just wanna feel perfect

life has no purpose im feelin real worthless
im just a burden makin her uncertain
now im beggin her to take away the hurt n

mixin pharmaceuticals sippin it slow
bleedin through my cuticles stressin on the road
errybody starin i spent bands on my clothes
i swear that errybody starin but its just in my dome

in my own head the clip gonna upload
always look ahead im never goin broke
im nothin like the usual leavin with ya hoe
high so i feel beautiful never goin home

really
how to work it
them drugs
bitch
beggin her
the hurt n

take away the hurt (prod. bleach)

produced / mixed and mastered by : IOF
x3
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

everyone i thought was fam wanna talk shit
they act so clean wit bones in the closet
attention whores attracted to nonsense
they throw it all away for friends in a coffin
u dont even care about the damage 
u just want anyone to think ur a savage 
well u aint nothing but a phony
i cant even see u as a homie
baby u can tell me if we're fallin apart                                            are you gonna be the one who walks outa the door  now
fuckin tell me if we're takin a break
are you gonna be the one who falls down on your face now

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

this time im jumpin off the edge
I know that this will never end
my demons walk with me instead 
of dreading every word unsaid 

now im bleeding on the carpet
shawty took my heart and tore it up because im harmless
now im dying on the floor like fuck her
never see me happy so they call me steadysuffer ya
i feel so frozen
10 degrees in my whip slow motion
ya cut thru me to the center
tape me up like a scene don't enter
swear i thought i knew it
why i never second guess
is beyond me shoulda known 
that you would turn just like the rest
a part of me was sure that you would switch up on a friend
but a bigger part of what i thought was eating at my chest ya

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

don't enter (prod. IOF)

feat. @softhert
prod. @softhert & @notmorgn

(guccihighwaters)
i got toxins running through my veins
keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
maybe i’m the one that fucked it up but girl you changed 
and i’m looking down the barrel when you aim

this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

(Ȿoftheart)
you a keepsake
imma keep you safe
imma hold on
till my bones break
i stay by my lonely 
most my homies out of state
i saw one the other day 
gotta say shit aint the same
dont know what you did to me
only hurts more when she tell me 
that she misses me
im just hers to you 
and your just his to me
save me pull me up and out my misery

(guccihighwaters)
we can’t fight forever
one of us is gonna fall
i’ll make sure it’s not you
keep you safe at all cost
i’ll make it all up
i’ll throw up my guts
if it means i’ll get a touch
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)

(Ȿoftheart)
dont wanna hide anymore
dont wanna lie anymore
so sick of fighting
i don't wanna try anymore
so two faced
so double sided i swallow my pride every time that we talk
then send me off
you left a void in my life
and this music the only way i can fill up 
all the silence inside of my room
okay i'm gone
get what you want ill play dead
wont stop until ive made it
same shit
inside im screaming for help outside i dont say shit
save it
wish i could erase it
couldn't face it
uncomplacent

(guccihighwaters & Ȿoftheart)
this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face

(guccihighwaters)
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

all my fault (feat. Softheart)

genius.com/Softheart-you-dont-know-me-lyrics
thank you everyone for the support, it really means the world to me love ya

You Don't Know Me

27 -Yung Van - I Just Wanted Somebody To Hold Me (Prod. Retrohills)

lyrics: https://bit.ly/2S1uQHP

GUITAR BY CAM FUCKING QUINN

Through The Wood

lyrics: https://bit.ly/2PXEleV

this song samples and interpolates "alone made of ice" by maldito @malditotheindigokid

other instrumentation done by Noah Walker

Recluse

y'all kept asking for music on IG so ima leave this here til my album :)

indecision

SCHOOL NIGHT

SCHOOL NIGHT [LEAK] *prod. HOllY*

Check out the producers

@lu_lo
@oceanonthebeat
(Prod. Ocean & Lu_Lo)
Shout to @Lu_Lo on the Vocal Mix 

Twitter.com/sadmccn
Follow me on Spotify at SadMCCN 

She's a bad girl with a cute smile
Ain't no control when i see her face
So, baby will you come back to my place
We'll take it slow
Or maybe we wont, I don't know
Don't need to know what the future holds 
Girl take my clothes cause you look so cold
I bite your neck
You say you love it when I pull your hair
(Marks on your body left everywhere) 

We got that liquor on our breath
Ooo but we see so clear
Don't want this night to end 
Just wanna lay here.. 
Just wanna lay here.. 
Don't want this night to end just wanna lay here
Just wanna lay right...
Just wanna lay right here...

Cause she's a bad girl with a cute smile
Aint no control when i see her face
So baby will you come back to my place
Bad girl...
She's a bad girl with a cute smile
Ain't no control when i see her face
So, baby will you come back to my place
We'll take it slow
Or maybe we wont, I don't know

She like my fast car... 
Got her a pink Ducati
But she says that she'd rather ride me
I bite your neck
You say you love it when I pull your hair
(Marks on your body left everywhere) 

Cause she's a bad girl with a cute smile
(liquor on your breath)
Aint no control when i see her face
(Don't want this night to end)
So baby will you come back to my place
(Don't want this night to end) 
Bad girl

Bad (Feat. Lu_Lo)

i aint havin none of dis (sewerperson)

MUSIC VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rokcssds9EQ
MERCH http://www.guccihighwatersofficial.com/store
TOUR http://www.guccihighwatersofficial.com/tour

produced by @notmorgn & @jvbeats666

Jay Vee
https://www.instagram.com/jayxvee
https://twitter.com/jayxvee

Lyrics

lately i just been the worst
i can’t feel a thing
so i don’t think it’s gonna hurt
lately i don’t like the view

i being seeing a lot
but i ain’t never seeing you
i can’t remember your voice 
yeah i’m so lonely
and i hate myself
because i wish i was the old me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

and lately i been feeling worse
now i could cop a lease
but i been dreaming of a hearse
lately i don’t like the changes
everything is new to me but
it feels like the same shit
and i’m hoping you can show me
how to stay warm in the cold breeze
and i wish i never said it
i wish i never met you
i wish you never told me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

changes (music video in description)

jus to see u (eldrick beats)

@worryworry
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4TPJNpd3WLGaVc17gEswVE?si=3Dg2H8BNRwSwG78ffOMulQ

LYRICS:
plxntkid:

they tell me to give up and get a job
how can i be one in a million?
my friends tell me i need to just move on

they don't know the work that i put in this
they don't give a shit 'bout my hopes and dreams
i hate when you say all this

i've got pills but they're not working
but i know it's not for nothing
i know that i need to change

and if this life is temporary
then why can't i just let go?

i remember everything
i thought you were my friend
i know we've had our days
but i don't want to pretend

i remember everything
i thought you were my friend
i know we've had our days
but i don't want to pretend


WORRYWORRY:

i’ve got so much to say but i can’t think of anything 
you messed with my head and now you will spread your wings 
you’ve lied to me before, and you’ll probably lie again
How can i trust you when all of my hope is dead 

call up my girl she ignore me
i said she don’t mean nothing to me 
so i pour up a 4 and i repeat
then i smoke up an ounce keep me sleepy


plxntkid:

i remember everything
i thought you were my friend
i know we've had our days
but i don't want to pretend

i remember everything
i thought you were my friend
i know we've had our days
but i don't want to pretend

𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 (feat. WORRYWORRY)

you should just ignore it

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear (ig: tddybrr)
Featuring Teddy
Recorded By Ricky Anthony In 2016 & By Hudson Alexander In 2018
Production By Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Convenience
Executive Production By teddybear, Hudson Alexander & IOF
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Addition Vocals Sampled From Andy Kaufman’s Album “Andy And His Grandmother”

@tddybrr
@rickyanthony
@chilltulpa
@hudsonalexander
@user-323857486 (Convenience)
@iofmusic

Bread & Butterflies

i hate myself more than you ever could

Lyrics

i hate myself more than you ever could (Prod. Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Adam Hanney)

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

Knife to the throat 
Its a funeral 
Go dig up her bones 
In a tow
Please God rest my soul 
Fuck a death note
I won’t go 
Three 6 in a row 
Add em to the cult
No one knows 
No one better know

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

prod. nev ver

bury me deep.

Prod. by The Virus And Antidote 
https://sesh.link/underthewillowtree

UnderTheWillowTree

Bones - TimeFliesWhenYoureHavingFun

Prod. by Grayera
https://sesh.link/underthewillowtree

Bones - ChokeHold

Prod. by musa
https://sesh.link/underthewillowtree

Bones - RedRover

Bones - SixFeetDeep

[+] look into her eyes & tell me what you see.
* prod by @nate2timezz * featuring @emofruits *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
fell in love with that bitch, i ain't going back
god damn, she a fake, should of seen that
rolling up, in my whip, then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

[verse: @emofruits]
i wanna die in your arms
i can die in your head tonight
you can have my heart
baby, just don't blow my high
i'ma get it til they kill me
and i drop dead
fuck it they don't feel me
i don't think they ever did

fell in love with a bitch i ain't going back
god damn she a fake should've seen that
rollin up in my whip then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

she wanna get high, wanna get love with me
baby come ride, come ride slow with me
when i die, just get over me
all this shit just get old to me, yeah

[pre-chorus:]
if i got cash in my wallet ima spend it
they goin hate, on god, ima let it off
i want love but i know ill never get it
where the trust, you a snake, get severed

medusa (feat. emo fruits + nate2timez)

From the project Disaster Boy out now on all streaming services
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/63stb8Fzj0cumOjNZegbGO?si=AG4CKn0nRTiyiPnkdYBCyw
Feat. @hellasketchy
Prod. @prettyboyronmusic

No Talk w/ Hella Sketchy (prod. Pretty Boy Ron)

Time Didn't Change Us

Features/Booking:  GrxyIce@yahoo.com

Jersey

tears.