8.31 mynorth dinosauor

bby wanna kno what i’m into
scared to show my scars or my mental
searching for a reason to live for
i don’t feel alone when i’m with u
i can paint the starz
u can paint the moon
all i saw was grey until i met u
girl u bring me colour
js kno that i love ya
i was at the end of my rope when u found me
ur the only one who ever makes me feel seen
imma take that chance, imma take that leap
u can have my heart, it is urs to keep

@yyuskee
i got u stuck in my mind from the first day
that i heard ur voice saying my name
put ur pride away
would u come my way
baby js say
imma b on my way
i dont care what it takes
baby js stay, wish that i could take away ur pain
i know that alot of things have changed
baby youll always be a part of my heart
our fates now locked in
theres no way to stop it
our paths intertwining
no matter how far
ill get to ur heartbeat
in sync to mine
until i die

when i said i love u, js kno i truly mean that
touchin on my body, girl u make me feel so seen (yeah)
i’m not perfect, but i try my best, yeah i promise
longing, crying in my bed til i found it

bby wanna kno what i’m into
scared to show my scars or my mental
searching for a reason to live for
i don’t feel alone when i’m with u
i can paint the starz
u can paint the moon
all i saw was grey until i met u
girl u bring me colour
js kno that i love ya
i was at the end of my rope when u found me
ur the only one who ever makes me feel seen
imma take that chance, imma take that leap
u can have my heart, it is urs to keep

colour w/ yuske (1mint + yashio + decago)

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take the blame again, but haven’t settled
another game of u playin w my mental
i wld prolly die, if i went ahead n kept ya
threw me to the side, how could u treat me like a rental?

how’d i even get this far?
takin shots to my heart, it was doomed from the start
u haven’t changed at all
u want to watch me fall apart
i explained it all
u say u listen but u never did

i can c the sunrise, haven’t ate, haven’t slept
thought u were the one, ye i truly thought ur heaven sent 
hurt me to the core n i hate u for the things u did
feel my stomach turnin, throwin up, i’m so sick
i wish,, ye i wish i never met u
so quick, moving on, don’t think he can help u
i, i kno i could do better
i’m js tryna figure y it’s hard to forget ya

i feel so sick
u moved on quick
won’t let u win
look what u did

take the blame again, but haven’t settled
another game of u playin w my mental
i wld prolly die, if i went ahead n kept ya
threw me to the side, how could u treat me like a rental?

how’d i even get this far?
takin shots to my heart, it was doomed from the start
u haven’t changed at all
u want to watch me fall apart
i explained it all
u say u listen but u never did

rental (trauma)

p.s im not spanish so excuse me if the lyrics sound dumb 😭

you can fall on me when i stand tall
this summer wasted are you there fall?
its all energy its all mental
you kept me warm my candle

aku tak rasa sangat yea im getting baked
baby its july yea
bila going date
kita berdua sama 
intertwined by fate
yea let me know let me know
if its not too late

you kept me warm through the winter
im thankful for that 
for all the time that you given
so can i see you this summer
please you don't need a reason
we're just two teenage hearts
who gives a fk what they're thinking

por el momento aquí
podemos a querer
eres a mi la cura
te quiero sin porqué
en tus ojos me pierdo
como el sol en el mar
si esto es un sueño
no quiero despertar

i don't think i've ever felt like this before
can you tell me what it is that im feeling now
im a little confused but i don't wanna let go
if this was forever then you can take my soul

if its not too late id like to know
how are you doing
i hope you're fine today
and for the reasons that i'll keep to myself
im wishing you the best and all take care of yourself

stand tall (me)

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4UMATmyGZ7motTjHbkiHcV?si=yZTT8S5DQymEJDItc2cLQA

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about someone i no longer recognize

this is a letter that i'll never send
tears shed and shed, with this i hope it ends
my hope is gone now, you're too far lost
but i know that you will probably hear this song

as a little boy, you were my entire world
but as the world kept going on,

i saw you change and change
oh why, oh why?
maybe you were like this the entire time

i thought i could be myself around you
turns out i was oh so wrong
you're so hateful and oh so bitter
but i guess i'll be the model son

cause that's all that i am
that's all i'll ever be
i tried so hard for so long
but you never looked at me

so i'll fly
like a flower in a windy garden
far away from you
'cause i need that space to breathe

just know that you'll never see me again

this is a letter that i'll never send
tears shed and shed, with this i hope it ends
my hope is gone now, you're too far lost
but i know, but i know

as a little boy, you were my entire world
but as that world kept going on,

i saw you change and change
oh why, oh why?
maybe you were like this the entire time

i thought (oh, i thought)
turns out i was oh so wrong
you're so hateful and bitter
but i guess i'll be the model son

cause that's all that i am
that's all i'll ever be
i tried so hard for so long
but you never looked at me

i will fly
like a flower in a windy garden
far away from you
'cause i need that space to breathe

just know that you'll never see me-

like a flower

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about yearning

tell me, do you like that? tell me what you want
my hands around your body? yeah, i'll tell you what i want:
(i'm right by you, love) i want you to be all mine now, girl, like come on, have some fun
yeah, i promise i'll be faithful, will you promise me that too?

'cause when i see you with other boys, god, it makes my skin crawl
they can all go rot in hell, as long as you're my one, love
(i'm right by you, love) i'd kill them if it meant that i see you one more time
so don't ever forget, don't ever forget you're mine

and my judgement is so faded
let you take control, i don't hate it
do you know what i did to be near you?
could be a song of its own, but i fear you

taste the wine against those lips that i yearn for
tip the glass in my mouth, "drink it all down."
aftertaste is so sweet, but there's something
in my chest that's a bit bitter, and it's longing

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah

tell me, do you like that? tell me what you want . . 
my hands around your body? yeah, i'll tell you what i want:
(i'm right by you, love) i want you to be all mine now, girl, like come on, have some fun
yeah, i promise i'll be faithful, will you promise me that too?

'cause when i see you with other boys, god, you make my skin crawl
they can all go rot in hell, as long as you're my one, love
(i'm right by you, love) i'd kill them if it meant that i see you one more time
so don't ever forget, don't ever forget you're mine

(i'm right by you, love)
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (i'm right by you, love)

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah

if only you knew how real this is
the feeling that hits when you show up
the butterflies that just won't shut up
that deep, guttural feeling in my chest, ah (i'm right by you, love)

(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

#YEARNING 24/7 YEARNING YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

wine stained lips

Creature (ft. Jdn) eng Chris clay

prod by @lovebitess

@hxroshii
Stains on my jacket I don't really mind.
Silver necklace on my neck, yeah they really shine

if its you I don't mind, if its you I'll be fine
baby girl don't be shy, I'll make sure you gonna shine

and ive been trying not to care about what people say
and im so stuck, get rid of all this fuckin pain
this cigarette doesn't help me relax,
oh my god let me rest!
I hope I don't relapse.

ive been trying to heal, im so stuck without you here
blood mixing with my tears, hurt my wrist I cant feel
scream so loud you cant hear, im so stuck im still here
remember me I cant live if you forget me.

and I cant stand it anymore
and I cant take it anymore
never got a second chance
I could never change the past
relationship that never last
I hope this time it could last

cause ive been busy making CUAN
all this shit is about UANG
baby I don't need your money
I have my own CUAN

and I don't care if you leave me
you're not my destination
and I don't care, I don't need you're affection
I know your love is fake, you giving me heartache
ripped jeans but I still wear it, and maybe I should pray?
and I wish I could stay, but I go far away!
so baby stay away, this is our last day

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