cover art by @SPILLZZZY

she said GO
she said GO
she said get out of me
i dont wanna be with you no more
then bitch why did you callin on my... x2

go
she tryna test she tryna mess up my flow
i dont wanna care i dont want anymore
i dont care about anything at all
now im doing better on my own

go
she said GO
she said GO
she said get out of me
i dont wanna be with you no more
then bitch why did you call on my phone

i got friends coming up now wow
i got friends i can call when im low
you can dance to this beat so rAwR
you can hmu if you wanna rock

(SPILLZZZY)
Nah fck your love
Were a thing now u wanted something more
And i feel like i fuck it all up
All the pain yea i feel it in my gut
Feelin numb on my favorite drug
Shawty actin like you never seen my drugs
Tryna play me ull never see the sun
Squish your love like a gum
Nah fck ur luvv

Now fckk it uppp
Inna clubb
Stallk my phone
Bitch u a mental bummm

better on my own + SPILLZZZY (guda + nightiger)

s/o heroz brah that's the goat

i can feel myself decay i feel like anubis 
everyday is a repeating cycle i can't do this
i'm feeling betrayed they've been acting like they're judas
life has been wayyyy harder since the drugs don't have me clueless

it's difficult to stay sober
i see the sunlight want it to be over
wanna kiss you again and call it closure
i'm not lucky all i see are 3 leaf clovers

tramua from my lovers i can smell the perfume
i'm been hiding my real face like a costume
the smell of sulfur it's been around its reaking
wish i could b quiet i hate when i'm speaking

and i know you hate it too
i'm hardheaded i can't follow through 
i'm still hoping for something new
cuz these cycles are tried and true 

i'm so weak i think i might be anemic 
in the light of truth i think i'm pathetic
i have all these dreams i hate that i'm romantic 
crybaby i know i'm dramatic

so i'll let the waterworks fall
truth be told i've been ready for the curtain call
it's so hard not to end it all
i'm haunted by some memories i can't recall

bury it down don't wanna feel it
bury it down don't feel shit 
i know i'm a mess to fuckin deal with 
i would give up parts of me just to heal this

bury it down don't wanna feel this
i expect the worst in the stillness
i know it's a lot just to see this
i would give up parts of me just to heal this

bury it d0wn⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ (heroz)

videoo 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDGbTOeeWZg

em1le awgvst & whyhaze - giuseppe shoes (pr. luvpurp) *MV IN DESC*

https://soundcloud.com/2xp https://soundcloud.com/s1ninja

I stay with my kin till I feel fine
warfare in my head I’m on the front line 
I’ve been tryna find Zion it’s a state of mind
I’m just tryna do it before the day that a flatline 



life is way too cyclic I feel confined 
I know that I’m flawed I can tell by my own design
praying to the heavens I’ve been hoping that the stars align 
wandering alone I miss all my soul ties 

I’ve been reborn so much think I hate the demiurge
I’ve been tryna wake up I think I’m on the verge 
mask it all like makeup I’ve been trying to fight the urge 
living in the ashes I hope that can emerge 

yuh I know that I’m foolish 
I keep waging war for when I felt useless 
keeping my eyes open it feels grueling 
can’t tell if it’s anger or sadness I’m fuming

i act like a real bitch, i look so unassuming
thrive off all my feelings, the negatives consume me
developing these negatives inevitably ruins me
put masks on all my faces, could make a whole damn movie
sure thing, don’t think happiness should come to those so 
undeserving, fully loaded brain i shoot my words like i was
murking, butterfly jacket, i check the pockets for the 
curses, i aint find shit my soul still out there scraping,
searching, find you, put you in the dirt
lurking, wait for the chance to kill me first
burning myself, fight myself until i’m hurt
urging myself, get some help, before im earth

flatline ft. twoxp (s1ninja)

bounce [me]

miss ur txts 
i miss ur calls 
i did everything you wanted 
tell me how did things go wrong 
every day i wanna vomit 
this shit feels just like withdrawals 
if u need me kno i got it 
i will catch you as you fall

only saw your bad side 
treat me like a bad guy 
black skies 
nails painted with the cat eye 
dying slow like half time 
photos of her on my bedside 
said goodbye i didnt know itd be the last time

my heart is really broken 
i can feel it in my chest 
pictures of you in my room 
n silver hair inside my bed
tell me what im supposed to do 
i just cnt get u out my head 
i shut my eyes and i see you 
and hear the rain against the glass

im popping pills just to relax 
looks they kill , made me relapse 
dnt kno  how i can be whole again 
u made me feel the best 
theres no way i can feel home again 
my grass is growing dead 
and every tear i fight to hold it in 
i end where you begin

last time prod me

BLEEDING#ESSEXCLUSIVE (6yxd!)

@counterxo

Written and Performed By @counterxo and Me
Engineered and Produced By Me

𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐓. 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑

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#revival #clips

intro with https://soundcloud.com/prod_acu
3:01 with https://soundcloud.com/prods0ru
9:08 with https://soundcloud.com/m0-t-d0pe-1
14:03 with https://soundcloud.com/beatsbygnd
15:06 with https://soundcloud.com/prod_acu
15:59 with https://soundcloud.com/cyberprojection1
17:03 with https://soundcloud.com/prod_acu

Summer Clips 2025 @Acu @99k @cyberprojection @gnd @s0ru

take a soma
now my bones stuck
im alone bruh
throw my phone yuh  

i dont know what
im supposed to
i dont feel liek
im supposed to

in a coma
im like so what
im like so gone
im like so fucked

think its ova
pinpoint eyes see the world a lil slowa
wanna die put a pill in my soda

bitch im bleeding
take a pill and now im dreaming
molly rock got me rolling on the ceiling
i forgot that people care about my feelings
i dont really wanna stay so im leaving

i dont wanna be alive but im breathing
i dont wanna be awake so im sleeping
you fuck with my feelings
so intense so insane but its fleeting

i dont wanna be like this
i dont wanna feel like this
take a pic cuz i forget
wake up in pain i just get dressed

drag my nails across my flesh
never more and always less
feelings i cannot confess
nodding off i feel so dead

i will never try my best
i will always fuck it up
get a check i fuck it up
fuck a bill im buying drugs

i feel bad i get fucked up
take a oxy i get stuck
take a oxy dont throw up
but it still is not enough



better on my own + SPILLZZZY (guda + nightiger)

guaproses