my gf is gonna lose it when I show her this ❤️

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

The only evidence is locked in these old photos and still it barely is
And maybe its just me but I cant see us one with victory if that is what were up against
Let us sleep on it tonight

From the west I could feel the wind
It tore the sail and now we sit in the Atlantic
I see the shadow of the beast ahead
With clear sight and I accept it
My feather weight frame couldn’t manage
We chose our pride over the damage we expected
Its about time we had faced the hard truth
Take my body and feed it to the blue
No noise no blood no pain 
In an instant I was turned to the bait
Somehow its cold peace in the middle of the fray 
But every second I can breathe make me feel its too late
No no no never no
Even in this state I cant help but take control
Somehow every day this haunting take some out my soul
Tender thought I was seeing things until it hit his home

The struggling u do won’t help
Metal in his hands with 6 rounds
Take apart my heart with 2 shells
All that for a script of how he felt
This candle light hits me in my face
I hunger for her blood I need a taste
The flesh is tender right around the waist
On the sea ur moral compass is erased

The struggling u do won’t help
Metal in his hands with 6 rounds
Take apart my heart with 2 shells
All that for a script of how he felt
This candle light hits me in my face
I hunger for her blood I need a taste
The flesh is tender right around the waist
On the sea ur moral compass is erased

un1d3ntifiable r3mains ft guardin (branwen)

a lil throwback/unreleased track from 2018

produced by @sorrow_bringer

lyrics
--------
i can play pretend too
bump deja entendu
brand new system in my whip like
shawty on my dick
and a 40 on my hip
no flex but the sauce just ri-ight
in my timmy turner fit
with a blunt up on my lip
might just steal your bitch outta spi-ight
i'm feelin' sorta sick
might throw up on my kicks
askin' who here got a li-ight?

but my life ain't what it seems
i make all my tracks inside my bedroom smoking trees
choking on the smoke i'm tokin' potent with no ease
off the coast of comfortable and i just scrapped my knee
falling for another one i bless her when she sneeze
can i bust soliloquies like rip to steez
i'm been doing fine i guess just rollin' with the breeze
and some commas in my bank account don't matter much to me

i can play pretend too
bump deja entendu
brand new system in my whip like
shawty on my dick
and a 40 on my hip
no flex but the sauce just ri-ight
in my timmy turner fit
with a blunt up on my lip
might just steal your bitch outta spi-ight
i'm feelin' sorta sick
might throw up on my kicks
askin' who here got a li-ight?

i just wanna ride my bike
all around the park until it's dark i'll take a hike
had to leave my house today cause i don't really like
living with toxicity the demons to my side
i just wanna throw my phone off every near by cliff
hear it hit the pavement as i'm pullin' on my spliff
drive so far away so you can't see me when i spit
open house is over could you pack your shit & dip

i can play pretend too
bump deja entendu
brand new system in my whip like
shawty on my dick
and a 40 on my hip
no flex but the sauce just ri-ight
in my timmy turner fit
with a blunt up on my lip
might just steal your bitch outta spi-ight
i'm feelin' sorta sick
might throw up on my kicks
askin' who here got a li-ight?

timmy turner fit (prod. sorrow bringer)

Hella more sounds soon soon but show me yall rlly want it.

in my ksuubiis(prod. Daln)

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//
私は死にたい
私の骨を庭に入れて

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FOLLOW OCINIJI

hot chocolate (prod. by ociniji)

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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
--------
guardin
-----------
this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
-----------
under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

follow hateful

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

just a lil somethin 4 fun

original is beware by big sean

follow treymxn
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaWufnuJH4SfgTLSRS5oD4w
https://beatsbytre.beatstars.com/
https://soundcloud.com/heytreymon

beware (cover)(prod. treymxn)

All revenue made from this song will be given to sewerperson to donate to BLM funds

*Revenue is from Soundcloud and Spotify streams, as YouTube is not monetised for me*

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

AMV:
https://youtu.be/ZLMMiklJ2kM

LYRICS:
if i could hear these walls
id lose my mind
the rest of heart lays in scraps on my arm
we just gotta get into every other night its like we got to
walking out my house i see these panes u put the rocks thru
i aint change my phone those texts are green because i blocked you
i hope u doing better now with no one else to talk to
i had left in the pouring rain
for an early trip i planned yesterday
smile painted across my face
as i board this plane going far away
why was pain so quickly dealt
it seems that i have forgot myself
belting out into open space
as we mumble hymns from a broken place

whole damn week
i was wondering where the cash at
whole damn week
i was moving outta glad bags
world so bleak
i been dodging all the mouse traps
words heavy
i can make it feel my back crack
reach the next day ill never know
is she ok i better hope
freckle pale face tarped over bones
sleeping half baked
eyes aint even closed damn

whole damn week 2

sewerperson - whole damn week 2 (nevrfall)

a lil' flip of give me something by seafret that i did a few years ago
i was gonna add vocals but didn't think i could do it justice
<3

all the same

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