lyrics:

U cant be living both our lives
Baby girl I handle mine
U would think I crashed my bike right now
The way I got my wrist on ice
That’s all because my heart on ice
And buying shit dont do me right
Cause I would blow it all in this bitch any day if I could buy us a bit more time
It is not safe late night
Girl u know the hills have eyes
Ion know who u thought I was back then
But Honestly im not that guy

Worried me sick she would shake my core
That is one game I will not play no more
After the show or when I pray to the man
That’s the only time u ever see me clasp hands
Ok ok I know u could feel the energy with us here right now
Reach to the
Reach up to the sky with me right now
Where were u when I cried
Since that day I stick to dry eyes

I know I drank too much
I know I smoked too much 
But I am just tryna talk yea
I am not tryna fuck u
Sit back girl get comfortable
Tell me what he couldn’t do
I know u got evil tendencies
But I see the good in u
Suddenly he ghosting u
She like Thats some shit that men’ll do
But u Venting to a man about it how am I spose to comfort u
 But push just come to shove with u
My body complicated still I save it so it just for u


I know I drank too much
I know I smoked too much 
But I am just tryna talk yea
I am not tryna fuck u
Sit back girl get comfortable
Tell me what he couldn’t do
I know u got evil tendencies
But I see the good in u
Suddenly he ghosting u
She like Thats some shit that men’ll do
But u Venting to a man about it how am I spose to comfort u
 But push just come to shove with u
My body complicated still I save it so it just for u

pray4me ft tommyice (jabarionthebeat x aatuiljin)

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i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

ARGYTACT - BLANKED (original)

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//私たちは奇妙です//

thank you guys so fucking much for the endless amount of support
we're reachin' milestones i never thought were possible
it's only uphill from here
i love you ♡

https://genius.com/guardin-guardin-x-yung-van-lets-just-keep-walking-lyrics

cover art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
https://goo.gl/asxd7w

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guardin x yung van - let's just keep walking

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

brain machine broke (prod. nayz)

lyrics:

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

i cannot take it
bad lil bih and she wear a nice fragrance
i cant fall in love that shit is stagnant
if i break ur heart i aint pickin up the fragments
long snapchats so it split into segments
sea side everytime i got the necklace
stop signs i been blowin cause im reckless
if u speak on it then u better represent it
i just poured the rest up in the cup and now im techless

how im comin down she like sorry not at home
if i hit the road i aint got nowhere to go
baby whachu mean when u say i went cold
every day is february up inside my soul
and i know u got friends that been waitin on a split
comin late night why u always gotta dip
im just on the grind and im tryna hit it rich
baby how u mad mad but u still want me to hit

fuck it imma hit
fuck it imma ball
he only drop one hit you would think he went bald
i was buying bunch expensive shit inside the mall
if she see balenci she gon let u in the walls
she on some crazy with the throat i might just offer her a halls
if she meet u in the club then she gon bring u to the stalls
only 5'6 but she stand real tall
ask her what she want and she gon say she want it all

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

new faces (vitals x jabarionthebeat)

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baby maybe
i could come thru in the morning
i don't care if it is still raining & pouring
outside your window the world is still tossing & turning
rain turns to sunshine this is a cycle i'm learning

fear
the keeper instilled in my mind
i've been escaping erasing the parts of my brain that don't ever comply
oh dear
i hope you that you know that i've tried
but terror is making a mess if i do just confess i know all of it's lies

why do i 
feed the parts inside of me
that absolutely mortify & choke me till i cannot breathe
do you feel
better when you're sound asleep
or do the thoughts inside of you just come to life inside a dream

truth be told
i've lost all hope
my mind has gone insane
maybe i'm addicted to the dark parts of my brain
you & i have different eyes no we are not the same
i could be the moth and baby you could be the flame

⛈️

someday 2

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

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if you knew me
you wouldn't like me at all
if you took the time to think then maybe this could dissolve
this is pointless
wasting fucking time till i fall
back asleep and in my dreams 
i do not wake up at all

voices scream inside my head another migraine to come
i'm deranged goin insane until my body is numb
disassociate create another problem your call
straight to voicemail cause i do not wanna pick up at all

if you knew me (prod. ryini)

Keywords and Inspiration: emo rap, emo, alternative, alternative rock, indie, rap, pop rap, lil peep, cold hart, coldhart, juice wrld, guccihighwaters, 93feetofsmoke, gothboiclique, guardin, convolk, xxxtentacion, rawska, horse head, yeek, dominic fike, trippie redd, lil tracy, mackned, gab3, ilovemakonnen, sad, iann dior, machine gun kelly, sewerperson, 9tails

if you knew me (prod. ryini)

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