Pioneer Setter (Intro)

produced by @notmorgn

i can't feel my fucking face
i think i dug too deep
butterfly put red on my sheets
i can feel your fucking face 
i think its been 2 weeks
butterfly put red on my sheets
the knife sinks into my skin
black paint nails in the wind
in the black the dark lullaby 
is what i'll sing the light flew away 
last night with my dreams

dark lullaby

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ＣＬＯＳＥ　ＹＯＵＲ　ＥＹＥＳ　＆　ＴＡＫＥ　ＩＴ　
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ＭＡＹ　ＴＨＩＳ　ＢＲＩＮＧ　ＹＯＵ　ＰＥＡＣＥ

//ごめんなさい//

lacuna

downstairs

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

listen on Spotify<3

The Heart & The Knife

plant based (feat. mr boochie) (prod manitee)

Did a song with my bro @nocloudforecast
Lyrics:
HKFiftyOne 
Well I been out here everyday you know I'm tryna live it up
Get this money in my pocket watch me pour another cup
I been sad and I been lonely I been dying for some love
Say you know me you don't know me you ain't OG I been numb

Counting all this money live the good life we up next
Sippin on some UV while I'm running up a check
Ikati on my feet I rock the cat just watch me flex
All of this means nothing i exist in what comes next

Someday ill be better ya
Know that people leave but sometimes they dont leave a letter ya
Someday in the clouds ya
Catch up with my homies while im laying underground ya

Someday in the clouds
I look up with my feet upon the ground

NoCloud
Is it too late
Know you think I’m okay 
I been lyin for a minute so you feel safe
Always stayin up late
Livin in my own cage
Feel emotionless and empty like blank page 
I’m close to the edge
Waking up with regrets
Crying all alone on my bed
Need a friend now
But every day is all the same shit
Make hits
But nobody seems to notice

So hold me so tight
And Wipe tears from my eyes
I just need your light 
Love me cuz i might die

someday w/ nocloud

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-when-it-runs-up-lyrics

produced by @guccihighwaters and softheart
guitar by @cisco-kid-music

When It Runs Up (feat. guccihighwaters)

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked

plant based (feat. mr boochie) (prod manitee)

gucciflyswatter