pyromania

i am the biggest can of bliss enjoyer in germany and this is my proof

Dose aus Glückseligkeit - Schrei es LAUT [2025 Neuauflage]

some lyricism inspired by frums

would it make that much of a difference?
(accepting the truths always hard, but)
i'd give so much up for a better image
(i was dealt a bad hand from the start)

(i was dealt a bad hand from the start)
(i was dealt a bad hand from the start)

open my mouth and my life falls apart 
i was dealt a bad hand from the start
tell me when you stop shooting shots in the dark 
every moment you're the star, you depart
you can tell me all the little thoughts going on
but i know that you won't make it too far
love it when you try to tell me how you're holding on 
even though i think it's better if you're gone, but

would it make that much of a difference?
(accepting the truths always hard, but)
i'd give so much up for a better image
(i was dealt a bad hand from the start)
you gave me all my sound but i failed to listen
(maybe next time i'll lower my guard, but)
i can't help but think that i still miss it
(i was dealt a bad hand from the start)

...too far gone
try to turn back, but she's gone too far
try to walk, but she falls too hard
it's okay, i was dealt a bad hand from the start
...too far gone
try to turn back, but she's gone too far
try to walk, but she falls too hard
it's okay, i was dealt a bad hand from the start

...too far gone
try to turn back, but she's gone too far
try to walk, but she falls too hard
it's okay, i was dealt a bad hand from the start

standing on floors made of knives, but i'll tell you that i've never felt more alive
i can't fight now, it already won
on the lowest days were the ones it caught me									
how much do i have to take away before they're satisfied?
im in myself too close to the sun
but i'll never be the way they want me 

(but i'll never be the way they want me to...)
...but i'll never be the way they want me 
(but i'll never be the way they want me to...)
...but i'll never be the way they want me 

how much do i have to take away before they're satisfied?
im in myself too close to the sun
but i'll never be the way they want me 
in my head, thinking "why can't i be them?"
why can't i live without being a burden?
crying out loud, i just wanna be perfect
but i'll never be the way they want me 

baby, i'm sorry for lurking when
i'll get the urge to admit that i'm hurting
face turning red and my minds going blurry but
i'll keep composure (just as they taught me)
changing my body, but nothing is working
dancing on ice, but it feels like i'm burning
how could you love me? i'm too undeserving cs
i'll never be the way they want me 

(but i'll never be the way they want me to...)
...but i'll never be the way they want me 
(but i'll never be the way they want me to...)
(...but i'll never be the way they want me)

THE UNIVERSE SENT ME... (The Chemical Brothers Cover)

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