my eighteen reason </3

these drugs kill me but ill take some more
theres nothing in my life worth looking for
cut myself inside my dreams i think i got to the core
i pass out every weekend and im uping the score

this life is a whore?
this life is a whore!

something inside of me just never clicked with these people
i dont like to speak when they all see me as a weirdo
stop the fog inside of my head, it never disappeared
i got a bad memory, carve notes (all) over my torso

ending this life :D with a great smile on my face

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

lyrics:

im so sorry
im useless
im worthless to you

im so sorry
im ignorant
im messing with you

i should run away
nothing feels the same
nothings in my brain
i swerved in your lane
i cut in your lane
paid the price to pay
am i here too late
im 5 minutes late
im 10 minutes late
im a decade late
you should run away
im not perfect girl
im so wreckless girl
you should get away

excuse me for being such a loser

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:

please tell me if i ever hurt you
please kill me if i ever try 
youre my soulmate, im tryna tell you
i know it when i look in your eyes girl
i know it when i feel all the love girl
i know it when you push and i shove girl
i know it when you pulled a knife out
i know it when you cut my heart out

i promise that my minds not right
i promise that ur minds not right too
you need to eat food, cause youre in a mood
your words cut deep they leave a wound

we'll both be dead before twenty two
i hate you, i love you, my feelings move
i left you, i miss you, im dumb dude

we'll both be dead before 22

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

changes...

thank you for the support it means the world to me i love each and every one of you

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

it doesnt feel the way that it used to,
im used to love that is true, boo
im sorry but my worlds really changed girl
its a pain, but im moving on from you
i sit up in my room, looking at the stars
i wanna be a star, i wanna be a star
i wanna leave this gross town, and see better things
and see some pretty things, wont worry bout a thing

i feel like a dummy,
i always waste my money,
i always wanna seem cool,
im really such a damn fool

i really have no enemies,
you hate me youre a friend of me
you hate me well i do too
ill die before i end school

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

you make fun of me like i dont make fun myself every day

found this from a couple weeks ago, not casper this time its alex g thx @suicidalloser

does anyone even realize im a loser

lyrics:
i dont like you
you make me feel like im in the wrong
im with the wrong girl
i live the wrong life
i thought your green eyes
were what i needed that night
and i was wrong

i know im wrong all the time
seems like i dont get it right
seems like youre all in my mind
i cant get you out my mind

i need to go somewhere else
some place for my mental health
just so i can heal my heart
somewhere where it isnt so dark

i never loved you
thats what i tell myslf every night

cause i dont know why i lied
i blame it all on that lie
ill jump in front of the train
to get that lie out my mind

thats the only option
i thought our hearts were locked in
you hate me though

look you have to understand

why do i sit there waiting lol feat skeleton

i know im such a fucking loser 
now u see it too
i thought u didnt mind
im such a stupid fucking fool

i hate you from the bottom of my fucking heart
i keep falling in love with girls i make up in my mind

and they all look like u

i wish i could unsee all that shit

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

@menthol100s

im such a jerk, so ocd
i make you think you mean nothing to me
holes in my shirt and a gap in my teeth
but im still all i aspire to be
no room to flirt, ash in the dirt
ash on my pants and its ash on my shirt
i say the word but i know that shit hurt
im good for nothing, you know im a jerk

changes...

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