Solaireofastora(sun)12

they really might not be alike (in terms of vibe) ‌‌random uhhh masterpieces pieced together yall!

ꂟꀎꂵꉣꑄ꓄ꏂꋪ

aeter

boii ts so tuff

you fucking idiot

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SEMATARY/GHOST MOUNTAIN-worlds a fuck/red room valentine

Red Room Valentine (Worlds A Fuck Acoustic Cover)

D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L

shrinking star

https://youtu.be/hNDco3XaFY0 where i got it

Fried By Fluoride - The Love I Lost

Want You Here

suicide ballad , eternal curse

know i love the feeling when ur skin is peelin off
see how i've been reeling in these women till they're caught
oh
laughing at the ceiling knowing murder gets me off :3

you were such a beauty , now your body's on the rocks :( :)
oh
im turnin in myself in
the earth is in rotation
i wanna wish you well
but constant irritation
just makes me wanna kill ya :(
but its rlly whatever
cuz soon ill be a felon in the county jail

nineteen forever </3 bury me b4 the clock strikes twelve...

Stephanie

stephanie

only im scared
"dont leave", "ur dead to me"
just use ur fucking head
dont leave ur boyfriend for me (you'll jus end up dead..)

i know you know

dont leave ur boyfriend for me he loves u i dont

spotify

boyfriend

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

aeter - skin

https://open.spotify.com/track/45w8b86YLdMoqFTnCGb4sA?si=5b3f55f2abaf4542

aeter - evil

Garnering over 2 million views on Instagram! "Seventh Heaven" is finally out.

Seventh Heaven

https://www.instagram.com/fuckpuker/
https://www.instagram.com/fuckpuker/
https://www.instagram.com/fuckpuker/

just take me out this misery already prod slushyized!

you could see me if you wanted to
musta cracked my skull when i fell for u
may he stab my heart if these words arent true
god strike me down if its all a ruse

oh and one last thing

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:
i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

you wanna walk away
go ahead walk away
ill never see you again, 
im blocking you and your friends
ill probably live on the streets
i need your love or im bent
well she a 10 but she psycho
shes tracking my benz

i dont know where to go
cause i dont got a home
i really never know
im gonna explode
i think i made a wrong turn
im on the suicide road
i guess its time to go
i guess its time to go

i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

shes a 10 but shes psycho

you would still leave me lol prod hills

ur so selfish and i hate u

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

lyrics:
sarah, dont do what i think you want to my love
sarah
sarah, dont do what i think you bout to my love
sarah

aeter - im sorry, sarah

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

from october 3rd prod @six-days-after-christmas

im just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
i cant sit and cry its all just wasted time
i could spend it working hard but i just cant write
the way i treated u was really fucking wrong this time
and when u told me its forever i was nodding out
but the way youre always watchin its not hard to doubt
i would spot you at a show even if 10 meters down
i dont think id say a word cuz it would just make you frown

staring at the corner of my room
the lamps not real but still feels real to you
just break me down until i split in two
its all for you

merry christmas you stupid bitch

@aeter - realize original extended version

aeter - realize (og version)

analyses

ok to be honset i made this at 3 am on a trip to italy on my laptop mic and i was super jetlagged but if u like it u like it idk thanks for listening

really really messed up
girl in a black dress
never shouldve loved you
stuck all up in my head

hope you had a bad night
hope we never get back
you prolly move on fast
but ill take a good while

u had the time and
u planned the heart break
u wanna tempt me
late nights, bad dates

i wont fall for your tricks
you a pretty snake
but its dumb cus
i cant seem to forget ur face

kick me to the curb
leave me in the dirt girl
and you did it first
so dont act like im the worst

been thru all the bs
i dont wanna fight
look me in the eyes and decide

do u love me or despise me

do you love or hate me can we please get this straight

thanks Nicole for pointing a gun to my head

i have a gun to my head i was forced to record on this beat

lately i've been feeling tired of everyone i know

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

lately i have been giving up
theres no reason to give a fuck
everybodys all messed up on meds
the whole worlds coming to an end
all my life people told me to try
but i just wanna lay down and die
i think i am done
i will never give a fuck

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

lately ive been feeling down
i dont think ill ever figure it out
ive been getting more and more braindead
pretty sure in 2 years ill be dead
all my life i thought things would get better
now ive realized that im fucked forever
i think i am cursed
my life is the fucking worst

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

Dropping Out And Giving Up

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
I fucked up my whole life and i never was aware of it
I wish i could go back
I wish i could fix the past
But im handicapped by the choices that i have made

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Somwthing is wrong with me
I am always so confused
I need to fix my life 
But i dont know what to do

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Embarassed

Feeling burnt out and feeling so bad
I try to do stuff but I give up so fast
I want to progress and I want success
But it's hard to do that when I'm always so stressed

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out

Feeling so numb and feeling so dead
I want to enjoy the things I like again
But I'm messed up and everything hurts
I'm starting to think things only get worse

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out now

i have a gun to my head i was forced to record on this beat

guitarbf