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girl its confidential , why you all on my johnson 😐😐😐😐

WHEN I SAY IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF ON OCTOBER 31ST 1990 IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT AND NO GODDAMN BULLSHIT BOSTON NEWSPAPER IS GONNA FUCKING TELL ME THAT IM CRYING WOLF - GG ALLIN

i must b retarded #😐 w/ witchbox

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

instrumental by the goats @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

youd think everything was fake
im just one more mistake
and youve become this
feeling that i just dont think ill shake
IM SO COMPLACENT
so disruptive
cant communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyones the same
im becoming everything i hate
thats all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know ill just break

your own worst enemy is you

mandy files

mandy - fell in luv

@bloodstainonmytee made the og, pls go follow him
instrumental by @slushyizedarchive

just take me out this misery already cover

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:
i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

you wanna walk away
go ahead walk away
ill never see you again, 
im blocking you and your friends
ill probably live on the streets
i need your love or im bent
well she a 10 but she psycho
shes tracking my benz

i dont know where to go
cause i dont got a home
i really never know
im gonna explode
i think i made a wrong turn
im on the suicide road
i guess its time to go
i guess its time to go

i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

shes a 10 but shes psycho

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all

lets sit and watch the world burn together

lyrics:
i dont like you
you make me feel like im in the wrong
im with the wrong girl
i live the wrong life
i thought your green eyes
were what i needed that night
and i was wrong

i know im wrong all the time
seems like i dont get it right
seems like youre all in my mind
i cant get you out my mind

i need to go somewhere else
some place for my mental health
just so i can heal my heart
somewhere where it isnt so dark

i never loved you
thats what i tell myslf every night

cause i dont know why i lied
i blame it all on that lie
ill jump in front of the train
to get that lie out my mind

thats the only option
i thought our hearts were locked in
you hate me though

look you have to understand

lyrics:

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

you dont show me attention
im nervous when youre mentioned
ive seen you in the hallways
its all very depressing

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

why cant we just have a normal teen romance
your eyes are portals to a place where i can relax

the leaves are falling down, i know that halloween is coming up
you could the devil, but that wouldnt count as dressing up

never did a thing wrong
you should get your brain checked
i think youre a psycho and we're probably both sick in the head

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

i wish it was october

whatever bitch

on my own
since nowhere i go ever feels like home
and you know how it is
to want somewhere to sit around and be
but the cost
of privacy is a lot
look at the photograph and think
you're where you need to be

and i've grown tired of this place
i'll make the sure the mirrors break
when someone else stares back
these days i've stopped of plans
giving everything away
and letting my plants die

i'll stick for you
because you don't deserve to be alone

while so scared of judgement but selfish to think
i would do the same sin with god looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at us

the usual (demo)

wifiskeleton - Pls Pick Up Da Phone

aeter - shes so perfect

it's 12 am, i'm still asleep
i'm zoning when i'm off the tree
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i'm real off of the lsd
i'm fighting just to keep the peace
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i try my best for you and you dont even bat an eye
i've done too much and now i'm stupid and my brains fried
you call me weird when i cry but you're the reason why
it's a full moon girl, you're my zombie bride

seriously HOW did I sleep in til 12

thx for listening luv u guys

0:00 -- hi psycho girl (prod casper)
1:19 -- just stay away mkay
2:20 -- take all of your pills itll be fun (prod casper)

thanks to @prodpishogue

new year, same old idiot

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

wifiskeleton - it could happen to you

when it snows

ok to be honset i made this at 3 am on a trip to italy on my laptop mic and i was super jetlagged but if u like it u like it idk thanks for listening

really really messed up
girl in a black dress
never shouldve loved you
stuck all up in my head

hope you had a bad night
hope we never get back
you prolly move on fast
but ill take a good while

u had the time and
u planned the heart break
u wanna tempt me
late nights, bad dates

i wont fall for your tricks
you a pretty snake
but its dumb cus
i cant seem to forget ur face

kick me to the curb
leave me in the dirt girl
and you did it first
so dont act like im the worst

been thru all the bs
i dont wanna fight
look me in the eyes and decide

do u love me or despise me

do you love or hate me can we please get this straight

Thx nicole for the duck but its not as good as mine
@prodpishogue for the instrumental show him love

pray that you dont,
break my heart
you got a reputation
and all those scars 
on your arms
youre such a killer baby
i wish youd just
pick a side
i hate your indecision

when you lie, it dont make me feel okay,
girl i get paranoid
i dont whats all inside my brain
girl i feel theres a void
inside my chest, and you could fall in
and you could fall in
girl cus im cavin in

ion even wanna talk cus ur so dumb
u dont see no signs girl
you dont care to show nun

ur always on sum bruh
why you been tweaking
its been a few months and u already geekin, im done

im thru, this ketel got me thru the roof
if i had to choose, i probably would kill you
then me, im sort of a creep,
cus when i love you, imma make sure that you love me

im already paranoid dont make it worse

Standard

i don't wanna fall back in love
i don't wanna be the one that you were thinking of
sometimes my arms weren't enough
and you might have a hard time reaching up above
time keeps passing so I'm counting on it to make me a little less sick
your opponent's always been somebody else you would've known
if you knew yourself

look how
look how you made me
and thank god for my new shriveled ways
I'm looking up from the bottom
somewhere under the bridge
i don't wanna be a martyr, i would rather be free

why don't you say what you want?
maybe you should go wherever you want for once
i can't pass my time

i gave staying an effort
somehow i still fell behind
and i don't want a cure, i just wanted to feel fine
and it seems like nothing's changing how i thought it would
i just wish that i had wanted something easier

easier, easier
life's all about getting what you want
why chase something that you will not be catching instead of giving up?
giving up?
give

in the midst of it all, i could see your face, i could try again
oh don't be so cold, you just wanna say i told you so
and watch as i fall flat
listen i just wanna change
and if it's really that simple why don't you come and fix my brain
who am i to judge if you're all alone?
and no one hangs your coat when you get back home
(no one hangs your coat)

medicine

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

D Standard

we had these wings
and we would always soar up and fly
take a leap
tell me what you see
we kept going fueled by nothing
for a moment, i was you

here i thought
if i flew
you would be there for me waiting
fall face flat
on asphalt
don't move away, just be patient
we wanna be king of
something larger than life in a scripture
if i gave you a decade to choose
in the end you'd make the same decision again
so know yourself

i don't know why i was so afraid of asking
don't be that way, i can't leave yet there's no time

let's be nothing for a moment
let's pretend like we don't know 
sheepish self don't you see 
there's a whole world beyond me
and i know i'll find you back

nothing for a moment

thanks Nicole for pointing a gun to my head

i have a gun to my head i was forced to record on this beat

@helenimsorry @menthol100s
i should make a new friend just to throw em off a bridge
if everything is awesome why i feel trent
when gwen left him just to fuck duncan
my girl cucked me for my very best friend
you could be a princess but the devil and a whore
and i'd beat you down in person but my fists'd get sore
why do you always say that you love me more
you don't at all so whats that for

helen - tfw your cucked

ADIOS prod me #true2000s (@𝔂𝓮𝓻𝓴𝔃𝔂)

sep 2024 #restinpeaceskeleton

Hi i will be working on an album to bless your ears soon let me know if you like these or if you do not

i will make an album SOON ipromise so heres some demos

##PUTTINTHAWORKK W YERKZY #true2000s

FLAME THROWER prod me #true2000s

pop a pill with me
pray i dont wake from this sleep
there aint nothing left for me
bae i wish youd fade with me
you been oh so dead to me
i seen you all in my dreams
i hate this society
all these freaks are eyeing me
put my head down, went to sleep
and never woke up from a dream
bae i swear youre dead to me
youre so damn dead tome

no medicine can bring back the real me
i hate all these npcs that claim that they feel me
i been buried alive can you hear me
all yall wish the worst for me
but I wish the worst for me
aint no loving worked for me
bae you killed that love in me
chop me up 
pack me up
put my body in your trunk
sever me
pretty girl i hope that you come sever me
cut me up
slice me up
guess ive just run out of luck

ahhahahaha ok fine you guys win whatever

Im not un retired im just like posting on this account sometimes when im bored OK???? DONT GET IT TWISTED Shoutout harley poe this is basically a cover

u dont understand where my mental is
dug up all the dead to find where heaven is
girl you're way too shattered to be sensitive
its numbing me
its all a dream
its all a dream

oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists  
oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists

Um um um um No reason at all Really

from 'room' out on all streaming platforms December 6th. 

Preorder is live:
https://liveslower.bandcamp.com/album/room