my eighteen reason </3

guitar by @blurxy
tell me something u know
ill be watching you just like my fucking favorite show
shouldnt come over to where i be to where i be No
ill JUSt,  chop u up in to a thousand pretty pieces

u got a big stupid head full of nothing you dumb bitch

instrumental by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
oh how youll quiver and shake the next time you see my name
i wrote you poems and youll hear them when im up on the stage
it doesnt matter what path or what direction you take
no matter what because im on my way to your fucking state

and when im singing this one i might scout u out in the crowd
but ill act like i never noticed act like youre not around
and when you try to hit my line i might say im not in town
im only lying to myself, if i dont see you ill drown

i want you all to myself but i dont have you at all
and when i think to myself, everything was my fault
it shouldnt matter to me but it replays in my brain
it would be different this time and it wont wither away

just another life altering event

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:

please tell me if i ever hurt you
please kill me if i ever try 
youre my soulmate, im tryna tell you
i know it when i look in your eyes girl
i know it when i feel all the love girl
i know it when you push and i shove girl
i know it when you pulled a knife out
i know it when you cut my heart out

i promise that my minds not right
i promise that ur minds not right too
you need to eat food, cause youre in a mood
your words cut deep they leave a wound

we'll both be dead before twenty two
i hate you, i love you, my feelings move
i left you, i miss you, im dumb dude

we'll both be dead before 22

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

changes...

thank you for the support it means the world to me i love each and every one of you

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

it doesnt feel the way that it used to,
im used to love that is true, boo
im sorry but my worlds really changed girl
its a pain, but im moving on from you
i sit up in my room, looking at the stars
i wanna be a star, i wanna be a star
i wanna leave this gross town, and see better things
and see some pretty things, wont worry bout a thing

i feel like a dummy,
i always waste my money,
i always wanna seem cool,
im really such a damn fool

i really have no enemies,
you hate me youre a friend of me
you hate me well i do too
ill die before i end school

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

you make fun of me like i dont make fun myself every day

guitar writtten by clay parton 😀

lyrics:
ill probably never come back,
ill never see you again
i never had no friends,
you were my first and my best
im on the rails with a pen,
im writing down what you said
and wondering if ill die
or if im already dead
you living free in my head
my fingers bleed on the frets

i wonder if i should talk
i tell myself i should stop
i overthink a lot
i have my heart in a knot

i tend to go silent, dont know what to say
im running away, im lost, i know im a stray
ive got no home, ive got no place to come back to
dont say that u had to, im way too attached to you

i have my heart in a knot

lyrics:

i love you
i wish you were here

in my room not my head
i might fill my brain with lead
i swear we wont make it thru
ive done too much loving you

and i know we cant go back
im so stuck up in the past

my hearts broken many times
i unbroke it just for you

i wish i was a kid again

adelaide throwaway

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

sorry mom im a faggot

she was supposed to be my girlfriend - wifiskeleton

Hermanos os exhorto - Ro.12:1-2 (C).
Dm
Am
1. Hermanos, os exhorto
Por las compasiones de Dios,
Dm
Que presentéis vuestros cuerpos
En sacrificio vivo, santo
G
Agradable a Dios
B b maj7
F
Que es vuestro servicio racional
C
G
Agradable a Dios
B b maj7
F
Que es vuestro servicio racional.
C -F-G

2. No os amoldéis a este siglo, Si no transformaos por medio De la renovación de vuestra mente, Para que comprobéis cuál sea

La voluntad de Dios:
Lo bueno, lo agradable y lo perfecto.

La voluntad de Dios
Lo bueno, lo agradable y lo perfecto.

3. Así que hermanos, os exhorto Por las compasiones de Dios, Que presentéis vuestros cuerpos
En sacrificio vivo, santo
Agradable a Dios
Que es vuestro servicio racional,
Agradable a Dios,
Que es vuestro servicio racional.

4. No os amoldéis a este siglo, Si no transformaos por medio De la renovación de vuestra mente, Para que comprobéis cuál sea.

La voluntad de Dios
lo bueno, lo agradable y lo perfecto
la voluntad de Dios, 
Lo bueno, lo agradable y lo perfecto


🌹🎻🎶🌺🌱🌷🌸☘️🌹🎻🎶🌺

Hermanos, Os Exhorto-Romanos 12:1-2 🌹🎻🎶

Camping by ur grave 
I’ma miss u when ur gone
I’ma be camping on ur page
I could stalk u all night long
Ik u wish that it was different and I wish it was too
I wanna take u to a place where all of u I’d consume

we'll both be dead before 22

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